dreaming out loud. . .

Sunday, September 30, 2007

flesh and blood

he said that he and my elder sister might not get along, but he'll try.

so says my sister.

sighs. it's very difficult when two very straightforward people meet each other.

but one thing's for sure: family is VERY important to me.

Sunday, September 23, 2007

the happy hours

got these from Feez's Happiness book:

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happiness is like a cat. if you call it, it won't come to you. but if you leave it alone, it will come rubbing at your feet. [or something like that, i forgot. heh]

happiness is an illusion caused by the temporary absence of reality. [quite true LOL]

a poor and unhappy man is in a better position than a rich and unhappy man. he has hope. he thinks money will help. [LOL !]

don't feel unhappy growing old. not many people get a chance to do so.

happiness is getting married to the girl you love.. and later find out she has money ! [HAHAHAHA]

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HEHE !

i simply love reading and memorising meaningful/funny quotes. heh.

and that's basically all that i can remember from that book. hehe.

Feez, lain hari pinjam kay ! thank you ! :D

Thursday, September 20, 2007

where is the love ?

*2009*

but why do i feel so unloved ? :(

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

auntie ?!

yep. some people have already started calling me "makcik" or auntie.

just because i like to carry a big bag.

just because i like to stuff everything inside that big bag.

just because there's everything i need in that big bag.

like say, an umbrella.

"eeee, bawak umbrella ! macam makcik-makcik, sey kau !"

translation: eeee, bring umbrella. like auntie sia, you !

eh. eh. EH, HELLO.

it's called CONVENIENCE, BABES.

C-O-N-V-E-N-I-E-N-C-E, get that ?

and i feel weird if i carry a small bag or not carry a bag at all.

even he makes fun of me.

him: *looks around* eh, never bring your big bag today ?
me: no. cos we'll be indoors anyway.
him: but what if we need your "trusty umbrella" ? *laughs*
me: -_-"

sheeeeeeesh.

lucky never call me auntie.

gosh, i miss him much. :(

anyhoos, i'm on MC again. make that the longest MC i've ever had. 3 freaking days !

and guess what ? i'm still NOT okay !

according to the doctor, "i think you have a suspected case of Streptoccal-whatever infection."

"a Strepto-WHAT ?", was my reaction. at the same time trying to recall my Basic Micro lessons cos i'm sure i heard of that Strepto-something freak.

and there went the doctor, explaining to me that it's some kind of a viral infection instead of normal bacteria. he repeated the name thrice i think.. but i still cannot digest it. LOL.

like what the heck, right ? where did i get this kind of infection, sia.

i feel like i have scratches at the back of my throat and i wince whenever i swallow things. hence my no-appetite mood. boo !

fortunately my high fever that stretches for 4 days finally subsided.

i'll be back tomorrow. i'm sure they miss me lots ! haha ! *slaps self*

okay, more like they slap me for making them suffer all by themselves. huhu.

ohyesyes before i forget:

Happy Birthday to Mat Thai a.k.a Zaid ! LOL.
hope you're doing well, ya ? God bless and have a happy one ! :)

alrighty, i'm off to do the dishes.

MUCH LOVE.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Ramadhan

honestly.. this month is really testing me.

1. not meeting him for one month (that's suggested by me. heh)
2. our first, frustrating fight on the 1st night of Ramadhan.
3. FON (Full of Nonsense) patients testing our tolerance level.
4. colleagues or rather, one colleague of mine sucking my blood.
5. having high fever. i'm burning up ! so hot that i feel my eyes are going to pop out anytime soon !!

oh well.

all you've got to have is patience, right ?

good thing i'll be on MC for two heavenly-slacking-at-home-doing-nothing-but-sleep days !! yayness !

but Boss won't be too fond of that, i'm sure. after what happened. pfftt. whooooo caaaaaareeeees ?

to all Muslims out there..

Happy Ramadhan, yea ?
Moga-moga bulan ini pernuh dengan berkat and kemaafan. AMIN !!

beribadah banyak-banyak, LET'S GO G-O GO !

Friday, September 07, 2007

Boredom Reigns Supreme

1. (The person who tagged you is...)
Tan Xue Yin.

2. (Your relationship with him/her is...)
my AiAi. :D

3. (5 impressions you have of him/her.)
- FUNNY.
- blurrrr like sotong. (we same same, dear. haha.)
- TSTM (Too Short Term Memory)
- cute !
- goody-two-shoes. :D

4. (The most memorable thing he/she has done for you.)
waiting for me after work ! awwhhh !! HEE.

5. (The most memorable words he/she has said to you.)
"FIZ ! WENTWORTH MILLER IS GAY !" i almost died, okay.

6. (If he/she becomes your lover, you will...)
she is ! one of my two AiAi(s) ! LOL.

7. (If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be...)
nothing ! she's perfect the way she is. really ! everybody say, awwwhhh. LOL.

8. (If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...)
not believe that it's true. neverr !

9. (If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...)
nothing la.

10. (The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is...)
find her a boyfriend. ASAP !

11. (Your overall impression of him/her is...)
very FUNNY. hehe !

12. (How you think people around you will feel about you.)
"Fizah is a silly klutz."

13. (The characteristic you love about yourself is...)
i like to laugh. that's basically it.

14. (On the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is...)
being so paranoid and thinking too much.

15. (The most ideal person you want to be is...)
a better muslim. insyaAllah, God help me.

16. (For people that care and like you, say something to them...)
i love you and you and YOU ! :D

17. (Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you - TRY NOT TO PEEP AT THE QUESTION BELOW BEFORE WRITING DOWN THE NAMES.)
01) Mus
02) Salwa
03) Rad
04) Feez
05) Rufi
06) Liyana
07) Syahira (cousin)
08) Shyna
09) Siva
10) Kak Tini

(Who is no. 6 - Liyana - having a relationship with?)
her boyfriend la. i don't know his name. hehe.

(Is no. 9 - Siva - a male or female?)
girls rule, boys drool.

(If no. 7 - Syahira - and 10 - Kak Tini - are together, will it be a good thing?)
astargfirullah hal'azim ! *smacks forehead*

(How about no. 8 - Shyna - and 5 - Rufi)
please refer to above answer, thank you.

(What is no. 2 - Salwa - studying about?)
how to become a full-time Tai-Tai. LOL.

(When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3 - Rad)
i don't remember ! very, very long ! :(

(What kind of music band does no. 8 - Shyna - like?)
emo love songs. :p

(Does no. 1 - Mus - have any siblings?)
yep ! an elder brother.

Would you woo no. 3 - Rad)
i do love her.. but i'm freaking straight !

(How about no. 7 - Syahira)
she's my bratty cousin. :p

(Is no. 4 - Feez - single?)
i think getting married soon. HOHO.

(What's the surname of no. 5 - Rufi)
eyy.. not applicable. :D

(What's the name of no. 10 - Kak Tini)
Kartini Binte Sorani !

(What's the hobby of no. 4 - Feez)
eat. eat. and eat.

(Do no. 5 - Rufi - and 9 - Siva - get along well?)
i think so. hehe.

(Where is no. 2 - Salwa - studying at?)
more like slacking. at home. lol.

(Say something casual about no. 1 - Mus)
MY BESTIE. :D

(Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8 - Shyna?)
i'm a normal girl with normal feelings for men not women.

(Where does no. 9 - Siva - live?)
err. tampines ? i think ? heh ?

(What color does no. 4 - Feez - like?)
erm.. blue ? i think ?

(Are no. 5 - Rufi - and 1 - Mus - best friends?)
nope. but i think they know each other.

(Does no. 7 - Syahira - like no. 2 - Salwa?)
i think she would.

(How did you get to know no. 2 - Salwa?)
during secondary school. laser-mouthed Salwa. hahaha.

(Does no. 1 -Mus - have any pets?)
nope. think she had a guppy or goldfish last time ? innalillah. :p

(Is no. 7 - Syahira - the sexiest person in the world?)
underaged ! LOL.

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okay, i'm going to turn back to my boring-blogger self.

have a nice life, everyone !

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

(It's) Hairspray !

HAIRSPRAY was fab-u-lous !!

and i didn't know James Marsden can sing !

plus plus points ! LOL.

to my dearest Charlene Yong:

take good care of yourself in Canada ! don't forget us. EVER. okay ? *feeling teary-eyed* will definitely miss you many-many !

keep in touch and hopefully we can hang out once you get back next year, yea ?