McDreamy~

had a dream last night.

it's about this friend of mine whom i dearly miss.

we used to have long chats for hours ! chatting about nothing and everything. i still remember chatting until the wee hours of the morning especially during Ramadhan.

my friend used to get on my nerves all the time ! but i guess that's one thing i miss most about our conversations.

yea, that was when we were still in school.

in my dream, we were on the phone instead of MSN.

and when i woke up, i miss this person.. sorely.

of course i won't tell that person. cos the person always assume that that person's been missed. -.-"

and i'm finally admitting.. that that person's right.

sighs.

it's sad how we grow up, and don't get to do the things we love to do most when we were younger.

like jumping on the train, trying to reach the handle and nobody will think you're crazy.
like singing on the train with an awfully high-pitched voice and nobody will look at you like you're a freak.
like playing "catching" in the train and not one person will think you're childish.. cos you are basically, still a kid.

yes, as you can see.. i have very fond memories of my train trips.

getting older means more responsibilities. less time to waste time. get what i mean ?

in short: B-O-R-I-N-G !

yes, i've been diagnosed with the Peter Pan Syndrome.

"i don't wanna grow up !~"


//to dear Rufihaza..

MEN SUCK.

you know we still love you. :)

and that was at.. 9:09 PM ·