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my name is fizah sorani
i daydream alot.
thinking too much and being paranoid might just be the words to describe me.
oh, and clumsy too.
elijah wood is LOVE.
smiles totally make my day.
adores family, friends, Allah.
absolutely in love with chocolates.
i psychobabble much.
am still looking for my fairytale ending.



chitterchatter;


bituwin - template
dementee - image

Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

credits;

Monday, July 30, 2007
Taking Chances






Subutex Guy came again the other day.

and though i was excited (as usual) on the outside..

honest to God, my heart wasn't thumping as hard as it used to.




and maybe.. just maybe.. i know the reason why.

:)

Thursday, July 26, 2007
Pure Bliss~

25th July 2007

before the test (final, freaking last minute revision)
i..
1. knocked down the pole during Vertical Parking
- verdict: immediate failure.
2. mounted the kerb (Crank Course)
- verdict: immediate failure.
3. failed to signal
- verdict: 4 points, i think.
4. was so kanchiong that my instructor said, " don't be nervous la. nervous for what ? tester won't eat you, lei.."

during the test
i..
1. blanked out
2. failed to keep left
- verdict: tester gave chance. =)
3. turned into the wrong lane
- verdict: 4 points.
4. failed to accelerate
- verdict: 4 points. dejavu, i tell you.
5. did an addictional reverse manoeuvre for vertical parking
- verdict: 2 points.
6. failed to signal
- verdict: tester gave chance. =)
7. caused obstruction to oncoming traffic (HEH)
- verdict: 6 points.

but.. i..










FREAKING PASSED !! WOOHOOOO~

I'M A FREAKING DRIVER NOW, PEOPLE !!

here's to those who said, "Fizah, give up la. you can't make it." (you bloody well know who you are ! oh. that includes my alter-ego; my low self-esteem self. hah.)

HAH !

IN YOUR FACE, MAN~ HAHA !

okayokay.. i must admit.. i got a super nice tester. he talked to me the whole time i was driving. joking.. complaining. and even praising me for my confidence and driving skills. yep, that's right.. my CONFIDENCE. what the hell ?! WHAT CONFIDENCE ?! i was a freaking NERVOUS WRECK, i tell you. i was like, dying inside la siaaaa !

and driving skills ?! HAHAHAHAHA. okay seriously, i think he was in a good mood. i bet the people before and after me passed the tests. HAHA !

so yes, i was LUCKY.

but heck ! i can DRIVE now ! HAHAHA ! happyhappy !! :)

but first.. i need to register for my license. heh. i didn't manage to take a new photo and i sure as hell don't want to use my old photo.

and.. i NEED a car ! anyone wants to sponsor me ? hoho.

manymany THANKS to those who "HUAT" me before my test ! many thanks for the gdluck wishes ! love you all laaa. hehe :) and IF i have a car.. i will drive you guys la, hokay. that is IF you guys are tired of living already. HAHA.

and special thanks to a friend of mine who dropped by to see me take the test even though my friend only had a few hours of sleep before that. :)

and thanks to the same person for a wonderful celebration. really. it was sweet and nice and everything. thank you. :)

for those still waiting to take the test, one advice: give up and you will pass. really ! i gave up. i thought i would fail. especially after my revision.. what do you expect me to feel after hitting the pole and mounting the damn kerb ? i felt like i was Grade "A" dead meat.

and of course.. pray alot. cos He will help you, no matter what. insyaAllah. :)





when i saw an "L" plate driver this morning, i realised that i was actually smiling to myself.

HEH.

Friday, July 20, 2007
The Feeling

for every piece of me that wants you,
another piece just backs away.


and there's not one minute when you're not on my mind.

but, i don't have faith in this anymore.

i'm starting to give up on this fairytale.



hoooomyGod. i didn't know i'm capable of such pathetic-ness.

Thursday, July 19, 2007
Picture Perfect

as promised.. the photos !



Xue Yin: the birthday girl !


the superkeduper hard ice cream cake ! it took 2 men to help her cut the cake. HAHA. :p


Xue Yin, Esther, Fang Shi & Me.


Xue Yin's maid aka Benjamin Xiao aka Benzydamine aka Difflam (so long ! haha !), Xue Yin & Me.


Fang Shi, Xue Yin & Me.


Esther: sexy ? hehe !


FAT ! but this word doesn't exist when chocolates are around. :D


Xue Yin, opening our present !


done ! the party was a SUCCESS. :)




i miss my BFFs.
i miss the Mugchicks&Pugchicks.
and i miss him, really.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Deserted*

wanna give an advanced birthday wish to my aiai (lovelove): Tan Xue Yin !!

of course, with you constantly reminding me.. how can i forget your birthday ?! HAHA.

Happy 21st, Babe !!

finally, the key is in your hands !! and by 12 midnight tonight.. you can start opening the "Yoga" Book ! just hope it's not pictorial. HAHAHA !!

and we really hope you like the present we got ya ! :)

well wishes to you~ hope you find your Prince Charming soon ! just don't forget your aiai(s) when you finally found him, hor. later we jealous, right Yayin ? ahaha~

ohyes thanks again for inviting us to your party~ it was definitely fun. too bad Yayin couldn't make it. it would be so much better with chaotic her around. hee ! :p

will put up the photos in the next post. still waiting for Miss-I-Will-Upload-And-Send-You-When-You're-Online to pass to me. HEH.

--

while tomorrow will be a happyhappy day for dearest Xue Yin (she's taking 3 days leave. -.-), it will be a super sad day for me ! cos another of my aiai, Yayin will be permanently posted to Yishun Polyclinic !

BAHHH. so, it's left with the Xue Yin and i. no more the Three Musketeers. first it was Shima, now.. Yayin left too ! :(

speaking of Shima.. i miss you, girl ! hope you're doing well. :)

anyways.. honest to God, it would never, ever be the same without you, Yayin. :(

good luck with the new workplace yea ? don't forget our movie outing !! and......... treat us when you finally pass your driving test (as in the REAL test k. not Final Theory. hoho ! :p)

will miss you ! :(

tomorrow, Thursday and Friday.. i will be aiai-less. -.-"

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Mission Impossible. Period.*

bahhhhhhhhh.

i failed my mission !

my No-More-Retail-Therapy-Crap mission !!

don't ask what i bought. just be very, very disappointed in me. cos i am disappointed with myself right now.

Bugis is a very evil place. EVIL, i tell you !

ah HECK.

anywaaaays..

Happy Birthday to:

- Saifullizan (23) ~ 10th July
- Nuraisha aka Gudik aka my lil sister (9) ~ 11th July
- Hamizan (22) ~ 14th July

May Allah bless you love and happiness in the years to come~ Amin~ :)


// and to whom it may concern:

God tests the ones He loves. just be patient and grateful that He didn't test you with a much harsher thing. just know that, I LOVE YOU ! :)

Sunday, July 08, 2007

Redundant*

she wanted to send me and Xue Yin to this PT course which will be teaching us EXACTLY the same things as what we studied during my polytechnic years. ok, me. not sure if it's the same as what Xue Yin studied.

it will be carried out for 2 hours, 2 nights a week (Tue and Thurs: 6pm - 8pm).

costs close to $1.5k and will have to pay back if we fail the course.

and it will stretch across 12 MONTHS. yes, 1 YEAR.

-.-"

i'm going to say, "No."

as Esther said, "Fizah.. don't waste your youth."

you're damn right i won't.

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Movie Addict*

the movies i've watched so far (the ones i can remember. honestly, i think i'm beginning to have SSTM (Super Short-Term Memory - thanks to Xue Yin. hoho :p)

Spiderman 3.
Pirates of the Caribbean 3.
Surf's Up.
Shrek 3.
Nancy Drew.
Transformers.

and i wanna watch..

Harry Potter & the Order of the Phoenix.
- a definite: MUST.
Alone.
- anticipating a Shutter-like movie.
Rush Hour 3.
- "i'm not Japanese.. i'm BLACK-ANESE." damn, i love that line.
Licensed To Wed.
- or something like that. i think it stars Robin Williams and Mandy Moore. no hoo-ha there, except for funny Robin. but looks nice.
and that movie with that cute bee thingy. argh, i forgot the title. was it called The Bee Movie ? hokaaay, whoever could have predicted that ? HAH.

and yes, amidst the GST hike, i am still spending like i'm freaking rich.

sighs.

Monday, July 02, 2007

Farewell~*

this is an entry specially for two of my colleagues:

Goh Pei Chi, Dilys (Lavenders Blue, Dily~ Dily~) and Lai Jun Jie, Alex (Alex Mack! aka Sir Alex Ferguson :p)

i'm sure i'm saying on behalf of everyone in the pharmacy, especially the crazy few (you know who we are. hoho)..

we will MISS YOU guys !!

no more lunch gossips with Dilys and no more BULLYING Alex. haha !

watched Nancy Drew with Xue Yin, Dilys, Esther and Alex last Saturday as a "farewell" for them two.

it was supposed to be a Pharmacy Affair: Jeannie, Ben and Yayin were supposed to meet us. but Jeannie had to attend a family gathering, Ben.. some "appointments" and Yayin.. well let's just put it in her own words: "blame my stupid boyfriend la !" HAHAHA.

oh well. we had fun. would be so much better with them around, no doubts about that !

Nancy Drew was suprisingly good. but too short. and not too realistic as well. haha. but it's worth the movie money, i guess ?

i guess i shall put some photos now, since i'm running out of things to type. hah.


Xue Yin, Dilys: what are they so happy about ? must be the "happy drink" HAHA.


Swensens Earthquake: now this is what i call Bliss.


Esther, Dilys, Xue Yin and Alex: smile properly la, Alex Mack! hah !


so..

Dilys, take care of yourself there in Europe ! got Ang Moh nan-pengyou (don't know how to spell la) MUST TELL HOR. no secret-secret, hokay ! haha !

and Alex, i've got a VERY important message:-

don't lose your SAFRA card.

HAHAHAHAHA ! kidding ! just don't forget us, ok ! and good luck with your studies ~!

and.. to both of you..

bu yao xiang wo !! :D