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my name is fizah sorani
i daydream alot.
thinking too much and being paranoid might just be the words to describe me.
oh, and clumsy too.
elijah wood is LOVE.
smiles totally make my day.
adores family, friends, Allah.
absolutely in love with chocolates.
i psychobabble much.
am still looking for my fairytale ending.



chitterchatter;


bituwin - template
dementee - image

Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

credits;

Friday, June 29, 2007

Hope ?*

honestly. guys are a pain in the be-hind.

especially when what you do is so direct, but you're telling me something else.

can you please stop confusing me ?!

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Sinful Acts of Lust*

took leave today.

for the sake of taking leave.

Shrek 3 was good.

the company was even better.

and post-movie ?

sweet.

:)

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Smiling*

it was close to perfect.

:)


June/July Resolution.*

i made a vow.

i'm gonna restrict my shopping from now on.

only buying what i need. not what i want: that cute lil dress at that cute lil store.

ok, NO.

no more Retail Therapy crap.

and as usual, every mission needs believers.

i need you guys to believe in me that i will NOT spend too much this month. and in the future, for that matter.

i guess i can scrap my sister off the I-Believe-You-Can-Do-It list. bloody.

she actually laughed at my so-called mission.

oi, I CAN DO IT OK. as for you, GO GET A FREAKING JOB.

so as i said before, i need Believers. and Motivators.

if i wanna buy a pair of shoes, remind me that i have bought 2 brand new pairs last month.

if i wanna buy a pretty new top, remind me that i bought 3 last month alone.

if i wanna buy a pair of jeans, remind me that i bought 2 in the last 2 months. (impulsively.)

if i wanna buy accessories (and by that i mean rings, rings and more rings !), remind me that i'd eventually end up wearing my two favourite mood-rings anyway, so don't bother buying. (oh by the way, i lost one of them. so it means that i can buy just one more ! yay !)

if i wanna buy lots and lots of food (aka sweet-tasting, heavenly chocolates), remind me that i'm not getting any lighter. (this, you have to try very hard to convince me not to buy them. good luck.)

thanks !

:)

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

I Cannot Carry The Weight Of The Heavy World*

i think she should STOP living this PATHETIC fantasy of hers and start living the REAL WORLD cos i've had it with being the one to deal with EVERYTHING (financial-wise) in this family !

-END !-

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Still Waiting.*

maybe i will wait after all.

or will that be a stupid thing to do ?

only time will tell.





much love all. :)

Monday, June 18, 2007

Fishy~*

i'm on MC today ! hoho !

ok here's why: i got a fishbone stuck at my throat.

and i got MC for that hehehehe.

had steamed fish for lunch yesterday and when it comes to fish, i leave nothing behind. ok, except for the head and bones la, i don't swallow those. i think i was talking to my sister when i was eating that, and i felt a sharp pain soon after.

after confirming that a fishbone was stuck at my throat (with reference to previous incidences), i tried anything and everything to swallow it down.

balls of rice. lots and lots of plain water. cut apples (i swallowed them whole). hot water. yada-yada and yada.

but nothing worked. so i thought maybe it will go down by itself so i let it be. every few minutes or so, i felt the sharp pain on my throat but i ignored it. till i could ignore no more.

ok, actually i can still ignore it. if it's not for my colleagues.

yes, i came to work today, thinking that i might as well let gravity do its job and pull that bone down my throat.

but..

Audrey aka Mad Scientist: eh, you better go see the doctor. you know how many girls died because of fishbone ? [hokaaaay, don't know why she said girls only. so sexist. haha :p]

me aka Vindicated: *feeling nervous*

Sor Hoon aka Soo Oon: yah, you know ah.. later got infection hor. become worse ah.. must go operation, dangerous, you know !
[sooo NOT helping !]

Cik Umi aka my "mother-in-law": that time got this old man who died because the fishbone caused his throat to bleed.

man, i have such positive colleagues ! -.-"

the only ones who were truly positive:

Xue Yin aka The Forsaken: don't worry la. don't think too much. it will probably be ok in a few days time. drink alot of water.
[that's what i wanna hear.]

Jeannie aka Genie in a Bottle: nothing to worry about. you'll be fine, sweetie.
[thanks, Jeannie ! :D]

i actually wanted to continue ignoring the pain and listen to the positive ones, but due to overwhelming negativity, i gave in to my paranoid self and registered myself to see the doctor.

i saw Xue Yin's / Cik Umi's favourite doctor, Dr Wee.

and he was so freaking nice !!

Dr Wee: ok.. what's the matter with you ? tummy ache ?
me: no. i think i got a fishbone stuck at my throat.
Dr Wee: huh ? really ah ? when do you realize it ?
me: erm, yesterday.
Dr Wee: wah, until now can tahan ah ?
me: heh.

the nurse was actually supposed to be one to pull that bone out from my throat [yes, you read it right. PULL.] but he himself volunteered to pull out for me. so sweeeeeeeeeet. hahaha.

before he pulled it out, he showed two of the nursing students there the bone, still lodged in my throat. -.-" paisey, can !

and i had to sign a consent form before the procedure.

Dr Wee: ok, you know this procedure comes with some risks. minor ones la. but still have.
me: *nervous* ok..
Dr Wee: like for example i pull then got bleeding, infection.
me: err.
Dr Wee: but the cut very small la don't think that will be a problem, just telling you first. or my hands are not steady and i end up scratching your throat.
me: huhhhhhhhhh.
Dr Wee: *laughs* but don't worry la should be ok.

wahhh. thanks lor ! scare me sia, this doctor !

and the forcep was damn big lor ! they call it, the Alligator Forcep or something. what the hell !

but alhamduillah, though i felt the sharp pain during the procedure, the bone was finally out ! woohoo ! and he said i could take the bone home as souvenir ! mak ai, joker sia. -.-"

i wasn't suppose to be on MC today, but he offered to give me one. HOHO.

so yay, i'm fishbone-free ! though i still feel the pain when i talk. so i'm a mute today.

now i'm off to get some shut-eye.

take care all, and stay fishbone-free !

Friday, June 15, 2007

i'm not falling apart.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Happy 6th Birthday to my niece, Jasmine !!*

went to Aloha Loyang Resort where the birthday bash was held (thanks Sula for the directions and thanks to Abang Malik for picking us up when we found out that we have to walk way, waaaaay in to reach the place. hah.)

i'm not in a type-alot-mood. so here are the photos:



1st picture of the day: my cousin's friend's daughter, Adriayanah ! who can resist taking a picture of this cutie ?!




Abang Yan and Adriyanah !




CHOCOLATE FONDUE ! WITH STRAWBERRIES !! *dies*



Girls Rule, Boys Drooooooool !




lil Gudik taking a wack at the pinata. sadly she didn't live up to the family tradition (we, the other siblings, have been the Pinata Reigning Champions in every party in the past. yep !) i think they purposely chose a harder box. hoho.




it's Candy Time~



my Dad, the Pinata-Smasher.





Treasure Hunt: find the lil heart shapes hidden all over the place to redeem prizes.




she won BIG ! my sister and i found one lil heart shape each. hoho.




ok, doesn't my nephew, Farhan, look like a lil Aaron Aziz !!! *feeling paedophilic* HAHAH.




lil "Aaron Aziz" playing the Pin Spidey On Web game. that's his dad, by the way. "LEFT LEFTTTTT !!" play cheat, sia.




Wrap A Mummy~!




i suck at Mummy-wrapping.




my nephew Faizhal: a true-blue Mummy.



work it, Gudik !



don't know who this Tiny Tim is. but.. power la sia ! hah !




another nephew, Hakim: "i see dead people."




"i sing to dead people."




the Birthday Girl: Jasmine ! pssst. look at lil Aaron Aziz on her left !! :p




my sister with my cousin's friend's son, Ammar !




Spiderman 2018, watch out !




Mum with another friend's daughter: Fatin !!




i know. i look like a pyschotic vampire with my "fangs" and all. "i loooove the blood of lil babiesh !! YUMS !"




doesn't this look like a family potrait to you. HOHO !~ (insyaAllah, amin !)




ok, does that look like cheese to you ? oh Aaron Aziz !! and my niece, Farah Dina.


-end-

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Music Remedy*
what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could have been
and not seeing that loving you
is what I was tryin' to do
- What Hurts The Most, Rascal Flatts.
oh crap.
i'm so gonna kill you, Muslihah Ismail !!

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Weirdness~*

oh crap. i always knew i'm kind of weird. but to actually list down the things that make me weird ? that's a very, very difficult thing to do.

for Shyna's sake, i shall try and list down my weird points. errr. ok. here goes:

The Rule: Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about herself/himself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, each tagged person needs to tag 6 other people. List their names and don't forget to leave a comment reminding them that they are tagged.

1. this might sound petty instead of weird, but i get irritated when people type my name as Fiza instead of Fizah. i don't mind people typing Fiz. or Fizzy or even Fizoze. but if it's Fizah, it's FizaH. with the 'H' at the back. you get that ?

2. like Shyna, i'm a chocoholic who hates those little fruit thingies in chocolates. there's something not right with the way chocolate tastes with those things. YUCKS k.

3. i argue with myself a lot. ok, i don't actually argue verbally la. crazy much ? i meant i'm always thinking inside my head about i should or shouldn't have done and usually reason with myself to make myself feel better. of course, who else is going to do that right ?

4. i cut my fingernails every few days. i cannot stand long nails !

5. i feel naked without my eyeliner.

6. i can't seem to draw boy cartoons. no matter how hard i try, they will turn out to look like girls. -.-"

---

ok. those aren't my weird points. at least i don't think they are. i don't even know my weird points ! can someone just pinpoint some out for me ?

now i shall tag 6 people to do this:
1) Salwa
2) Mus
3) Rad
4) Xue Yin
5) Yayin
6) Shima

do this if you're bored.



i never knew perfection till i heard you speak and now it kills me just to hear you say the simple things.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Untitled*

i'm starting to think the "reasons" he gave me were just excuses to avoid me.

or i might be thinking to much.

either way, i won't wait.

anywaaaaaays, i've been taking the bus with this childhood friend of mine.

when i first saw him, i was like.. hey, i think i know this dude ! and by further looking at the name on the army uniform, it's definitely him.

he didn't change much. still has that dazed look on his face. still as skinny as ever. only darker now (he used to be flour-white) and superfreaking tall !

oh yea. he sat next to me this morning. and i had half the mind to talk to him. but what am i supposed to say ?

eh hi ! remember me ? Fizah. remember 12 years ago you came up to my house and told me my cat got stuck in a rat-hole and died ?

right. as though that was memorable enough for him to remember. hah.

besides, he probably doesn't recognise me anymore and i'd end up making a fool out of my already foolish self.

i wonder if he still runs like he used to. his hands stiff on his sides with shoulders fixed in a shrug-like position. HAHA. we used to tease him about that.

oh yea. his name is Rudy, by the way. if any of you army boys happen to know him, just help me apologise for calling him a stupid liar when he told us the bad news.

thanks !

Friday, June 01, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !*

to..


Amri Hakim (22) ~ 24th May


Nur Suhaila (22) ~ 26th May


May Allah bless you many-many !! insyaAllah.. :)

P.S to Sulala and Ben: we seriously need to update our Camwhore Photo Collection. HAH.