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i daydream alot. thinking too much and being paranoid might just be the words to describe me. oh, and clumsy too. elijah wood is LOVE. smiles totally make my day. adores family, friends, Allah. absolutely in love with chocolates. i psychobabble much. am still looking for my fairytale ending. 01/01/2008 - 31/01/2009 01/12/2008 - 31/12/2008 01/11/2008 - 31/11/2008 01/10/2008 - 31/10/2008 01/09/2008 - 31/09/2008 01/08/2008 - 31/08/2008 01/07/2008 - 31/07/2008 01/06/2008 - 31/06/2008 01/05/2008 - 31/05/2008 01/04/2008 - 31/04/2008 01/03/2008 - 31/03/2008 01/02/2008 - 31/02/2008 01/01/2008 - 31/01/2008 01/12/2007 - 31/12/2007 01/11/2007 - 31/11/2007 01/10/2007 - 31/10/2007 01/09/2007 - 31/09/2007 01/08/2007 - 31/08/2007 01/07/2007 - 31/07/2007 01/06/2007 - 31/06/2007 01/05/2007 - 31/05/2007 01/04/2007 - 31/04/2007 01/03/2007 - 31/03/2007 01/02/2007 - 31/02/2007 01/01/2007 - 31/01/2007 01/12/2006 - 31/12/2006 01/11/2006 - 31/11/2006 01/10/2006 - 31/10/2006 01/09/2006 - 31/09/2006 01/08/2006 - 31/08/2006 01/07/2006 - 31/07/2006 01/06/2006 - 31/06/2006 01/05/2006 - 31/05/2006 01/04/2006 - 31/04/2006 01/03/2006 - 31/03/2006 01/02/2006 - 31/02/2006 01/01/2006 - 31/01/2006 01/10/2005 - 31/10/2005 01/09/2005 - 31/09/2005 01/08/2005 - 31/08/2005 01/07/2005 - 31/07/2005 01/06/2005 - 31/06/2005 01/05/2005 - 31/05/2005 01/04/2005 - 31/04/2005 01/03/2005 - 31/03/2005 01/02/2005 - 31/02/2005 01/01/2005 - 31/01/2005 01/12/2004 - 31/12/2004 01/11/2004 - 31/11/2004 01/10/2004 - 31/10/2004 01/09/2004 - 31/09/2004 01/08/2004 - 31/08/2004 01/07/2004 - 31/07/2004 01/06/2004 - 31/06/2004 01/05/2004 - 31/05/2004 01/04/2004 - 31/04/2004 01/03/2004 - 31/03/2004 01/02/2004 - 31/02/2004 01/01/2004 - 31/01/2004 01/12/2003 - 31/12/2003 past tense; chitterchatter;
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ayeesha x badriah ben x eddy fadzillah x faisal faizah x fang shi farhana x faris fazlin x fiza hafeez m. x hafeez s. haslinda x huda is'sha x kak tini liyana x lutfiah muslihah x nadiah nisha x nooreen radiah x rahman rasyiqa x rufihaza salman x salwa shahdon x shima siti x siti nadiah siva x syahira xue yin x zahidah friends;
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Saturday, March 31, 2007
Family Dinner*
just got back from Ali Cafe. you know, the one at Kampung Melayu, Geylang ? yea, my family and i usually dine there once a month. delicious, i tell you. should really try the food there. :) anywaaaays, there's this quite-cute waiter who was attending to us. i think he was the one who had that Rooney-hairstyle (Rooney as in the band Rooney. not Wayne Rooney k) the last time we went there. i used to adore his hair k. but today, he had his hair super short. all the better, at least i can see his face now. HAHA. anyhoooos, as i was saying.. he was taking our orders when my dad told him my order, which was Bee Hoon Hongkong. (even nicer than that at Clementi.. imagine that !) and, knowing my dad, he always.. and i mean ALWAYS gets my Bee Hoon Hongkong order wrong. whenever i asked him to buy me Bee Hoon Hongkong.. he will always say "one Bee Hoon Goreng Basah, please" as in the fried, red Indian-style Bee Hoon. he always get them mixed up. so today, not wanting him to get my order wrong, i interrupted. the conversation: dad: ah.. dengan satu Bee Hoon Goreng Basah. [oh and one Fried Bee Hoon] Rooney dude: ok. satu Bee Hoon Goreng Basah, eh ? [ok, one Fried Bee Hoon ?] me: pak, bukan Goreng Basah tau. dia yang lain nyer. bukan yang goreng nyer tau. [dad, not fried one, you know. it's a different one] dad: *confused* yela. Bee Hoon Goreng Basah la tu. yang kuah dier pekat kan ? [yala correct la. the one with the thick soup, right ?] Rooney: *waiting* me: ahh. tapi tu bukan Been Hoon Goreng Basah. tu Bee Hoon Hongkong. [yah, but that's not fried Bee Hoon. that's Hongkong] dad: same la tu. [same la] me: lain. nanti bapak order yang merah-merah nyer. bukan tau. [no, different. later they give the red one. not that one.] Rooney: *looking at us arguing* dad: *turns to Rooney* Bee Hoon Goreng Basah yang pekat2 tu kan ? yang takde soup kan ? goreng dulu kan ? [fried Bee Hoon is the one with the thick soup right ? must fry first right ?] Rooney: errrr. yela. goreng sikit lepas tu letak kuah pekat. [yah, must fry first then put the thick soup.] (i don't think he knows what he was saying cos he looked a bit blur. HAHA.) me: bukan laaaa. *turns to Rooney* yang Bee Hoon kuah pekat tu. [no laa. the one with the thick soup, you know ?] (yes, i know. i'm repeating what my dad said. -_-) Rooney: errmm. ah yela. *nods* me: ah betul la. tu satu. thanks. [one of that, thanks.] Rooney: ok *writes down* dad: Been Hoon Hongkong yang mee dia putih-putih kan ? [Bee Hoon is the one with white mee, right ?] (this is the cutest part !) Rooney: *blur* ah ? putih-putih2 ? ermm.. tapi dier goreng dulu tau. so nanti dier macam ader chocolate-chocolate. [white-white ? erm.. fry 1st you know. then it will be a bit chocolate-chocolate.] (as in brown-brown) me: *laughs* dad: *smile but looking a bit blur* chocolate-chocolate ? Rooney: *silly smile, very blur and calls another waiter* dad: ahh takpe la. order je la. Rooney: *laughs* okok. *writes and repeats order* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i couldn't stop laughing after that sia. you should have seen his face ! so blur and soooo cute siaaa !! cannot tahan, man ! with his hand gestures and his silly smile. hen ke ai, lor ! wo si huan ! (please excuse my Mandarin spelling) and i took this photo, trying to act "artistic" and all by capturing just half of my face. and coincidentally, he was at the back. ![]() honest to God, i didn't know he was there. please la. i know i'm psychotic. but not to that extend k. my sis said he looks a lil like Raymond in the comedy show ? ermm.. maybe just the nose. haha. fine by me. as we all know, Everybody just Loves Raymond, right ? -end-
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Reality*
i just found out something yesterday night. did you guys hear that ? that was my heart breaking. reality. bites.
Monday, March 26, 2007
High Amongst All the Stars Above*
Subutex Guy came again !! and he smiled at me~ well, at least i think he did. HAHA. i think that was a smile. was it ? ok, actually he kind of reminds me of my friend. they look alike. well, a lil bit. but Subutex Guy is waaaay better looking. my apologies to the one i'm referring to. but if he is anything like this friend of mine, then that's a very, very good thing. :) OK REDUNDANT UPDATE~!
Sunday, March 25, 2007
L.O.V.E*
i think i just fell in love with Gerrard Way (of My Chemical Romance). ever since he chopped his hair and looks more like a man now. and especially after the I Don't Love You video. website: http://youtube.com/watch?v=SO9Lj0T93Xk ![]() now don't tell me that's not hot. ok.... maybe i have a twisted definition of "hot". but, just look at him ! and, i know the painted guy is hot too but that's not the freaking point ! i love his drama-mama-ness. and believe me, i know a thing or two about being a drama queen. what can i say ? we're totally meant to be. HAH. *slaps self*
Friday, March 23, 2007
Chain of Lethargy*
it has been a really, really, really tiring week ! oh my God. i'm telling you, i've been getting free "weight-lifting classes" at work. topping up all the mixtures at least twice a day ? i'll have muscles by the end of this week ! wait, i hope not or i'll look like a She-Man. sca-rey, k. Yayin, you so owe me teh susu !! i don't care ! hah. oh, and you better come back next week or i'll go on a don't-want-to-top-yayin's-mixtures strike. really. life has been so mundane. well, except for a few excitements here and there. heh. :P speaking of excitements, Subutex Guy came again the other day. just saw him last week and there he was at the pharmacy again. i think he got sore eyes, by the looks of it. ok, you must be wondering why i name him Subutex Guy. if you're not, i'm telling you anyways. oh actually, i know his full name and address. HAHA. anywaaaaays, the reason for that name is because he's allergic to Subutex. like, really ! you know, Subutex. as in the drug that's used to treat narcotics addiction but recently misused as a solution to get "high" ? yep, that Subutex. when i asked him for his allergy and he said Subutex, i thought he was bloody kidding sia. turns out, he's really allergic to it la. it was stated on the script itself ! (in the short five seconds after asking the allergy question): allergic to Subutex ? isn't that the drug used to treat heroin addiction ? if he's allergic to it means he has taken that before, right ? was he an addict ? is he still is now ? or what ? see how many things ran through my head in just five seconds ? this brain never stops thinking. no wonder i'm mentally drained out. or, maybe i'm just a born busybody. HAH. but hey, this is not called "kepo". it's called "care and concern". "care for the patients". or ushers, right Xue Yin ? hahaha. inside joke there. oh and Rozaleigh came again today. :D awwh, he's sick again. see, i really care about my patients. HAHA. ohyeaa, as i was complaining.. i'm so freaking tired that i felt like quitting at one point of time. well, for a good five seconds. but then, i love the PTs, PAs there. and money, money, money ! i've decided. once i get my license (insyaAllah, i will. pray for me, pretty please ?), i'll get a car. any car. kereta angkat mayat pun boleh laaa. i need a car. read: NEED. (any kind souls out there wants to sponsor me one ? heh.) sighs. when am i going to catch my Big Fish ?
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Proposterous !*
Chris Richardson in the bottom two ?! DEAF IS IT ?!
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Skate Away*
so i've been reading my recent posts. and my God. so bloody EMO, can ?! HAHAHA. please excuse my emo-ness. i don't know what's gotten into me lately. get out you bloody emo-ghost that's currently possessing my current being !! ok, lame. anywaaaays, went ice-skating with my siblings yesterday ! gosh, how i miss the skating rink ! used to skate quite regularly in KL (the Sunway Mall) when i was a kid. the days when holidays are really holidays, get what i mean ? and the days when Mighty Ducks was the IN movie. wooo ! LOVE THE MIGHTY DUCKS SERIES ! to be honest, i wanted to skate due to the immense influence of that show. hoho. ![]() here's Gudik using the metal assistance to skate. haha. she was so freaking funny, screaming here and there even though she skated once before. hehe. ![]() my brother was the most hilarious ! you should have seen him skate. AHAHAHA. ok, not telling ! ![]() living up to the Camwhore status. :D ![]() after all that, we were still taking pictures. ok............. i look psychotic. anywaaays, i think the people who owned the place should like, open a separate rink for PROFESSIONALS ONLY. i mean, seriously. most people there are average skaters or poor skaters. for those who can speed like the speed of light, please.. don't act pro. and don't speed towards and suddenly brake in front of poor skaters like us. bloody hell. one even braked and knocked his skates into mine k. i shouted, "BLOODY IDIOT !". of course, he didn't hear me. he sped off and didn't even apologise for almost knocking me down. freaking idiot. we weren't the only victims though. almost all skaters there were terrorised by those skating hooligans. oh well. one fell flat on his face and most of us laughed anyway. sweet retribution. heh :D
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Am I Standing Still ?*
i know it's unfair to say : all men are the same. but i have yet to find a guy who will go all out to prove me wrong. this silence is playing too loud.
Friday, March 09, 2007
I'll Stop The World. For You. *
with reference to my previous post.. awwwh, thanks guys for your concern. :) nah, it's a just a stupid "teenage" phase i'm going through. an all-so-familiar phase. though i don't think i'm considered a teenager anymore. haha. and no, i wont resort to yucky lesbianism, Lut, though you girlfriends are always there and making me feel better. :) and i miss you too Lut !! yea, you don't give up too, ok ! and i LOVE Jordin Sparks, Mus. she's so cute and funny with her height joke with Seacrest. haha. and not to mention CHRIS RICHARDSON ! *SCREAMS* oh OH ! and BLAKE LEWIS. *SCREAMS LOUDER* (all of them in the Top 12, babies~) see, i'm not giving up on guys. not totally at least. HAHA. i guess dreams are always better than reality, aye ? at least i'll have a happy ending. hoo boy. that sounds totally pathetic, can. haha. oh and Siva, now that you tell me that.. i'm hoping. so i guess that won't happen cos i'm expecting something to happen. HAHA. and thanks to the rest too for your comforting words. sweet la, you all. much love ! :) anywaaays. here are some updates on my life: - i'm having bowel malfunction. hence my absence from work today. - i'm still working at ulu Jurong. having fun. well, except the bus rides. - i'm eating a whole lot these past few days. hence, i guess, my bowel malfunction. - i got my Zen back ! yippee-ya-yeay ! - i miss my BFFs !! and finally.. - i'm dreaming of cute TV/Movie artistes. still. hah. oh yahh, and i got the new album of Take That ! the wonders of technology, aye ? who needs Dan and Yang to give you that 100-dollar Take That CD hamper ? (though i tried very hard to guess the right anwsers. and didn't get them right. curses !) i still think Mark is super cute ! although he's like.. 30++ years of age. heh. tomorrow's work day. sighs. i'm getting tired of this job, actually. physically. and mentally. i'm still unsure of what i'm going to do in life. i mean, i don't think i want be working as a Pharmacy Technician forever. God, no. and i want to get a degree. but as usual, the money issue. or should i get a different job ? if so, in what profession ? BAH. life. is. excruciating. i guess i'll leave it all to God. i hope He has something fun for me in the future. insyaAllah. please God, make it good. somehow.
Monday, March 05, 2007
Can You Take It All Away ?*
can i like.. give up on men.. like.. right now ?! sighs. |
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