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my name is fizah sorani
i daydream alot.
thinking too much and being paranoid might just be the words to describe me.
oh, and clumsy too.
elijah wood is LOVE.
smiles totally make my day.
adores family, friends, Allah.
absolutely in love with chocolates.
i psychobabble much.
am still looking for my fairytale ending.



chitterchatter;


bituwin - template
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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

credits;

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

What A Revelation !*

i just discovered something ! if it is interesting enough, and i keep reading it and forgets that i'm on a moving vehicle, i can actually read a book on a bus ! YAY !

oh you don't know how happy i was to find that out on Monday, especially when i had to travel to JURONG in bus service 506 without my Zen, cos it is currently undergoing a minor surgery on the face due to Godknowswhat (and i will only get it 1 or 2 weeks later.) and i usually get this motion-sickness crap whenever i attempt to read on a bus/car.

so yay to Meg Cabot !

but that's not what i'm going to blog about today.

i'm going to blog about how my Clementi career came to an abrupt end.

no, i wasn't fired. not even close k. me good girl, hor. :P

anywaaays, i thought, like Xue Yin, i was scheduled going to back to Jurong on Wednesday. since it' will be the GRAND OPENING. but NOOOO. i got a call from Ms Lim on SUNDAY AT 10+PM informing me that i'll be coming back to Jurong the VERY NEXT DAY a.k.a MONDAY.

i was like, WHAT ?! why didn't you tell me earlier ?

"didn't Mui Eng told you ? she's supposed to have the roster that i gave her."

well, apparently NOT. although i'm happy to go back, i'm really SUPER SAD that i didn't get to say my goodbyes to the people there ! really !

the 3 months there have been great. the people there are great ! (well, except you know i know who la, Xue Yin. heh.) i will especially miss Cik Ja'al (the Superfunny-Good-Customer-Service-SPT), Nicky (the Today-Less-Patients-When-Actually-There's-Still-Alot-Left Cisco guy) and Mai (the Kecik-Super-Typist-Soon-To-Be-PT! and of course, the rest ! wargghhh. i was so sad when Xue Yin said everyone there have been SUPER nice and sweet to her on her last day especially Nicky and Cik Ja'al. :( i didn't even get to say thanks to them for everything.

and i was ESPECIALLY SAD when the Bee Hoon Hongkong kakak gave Xue Yin and EXTRA special Been Hoon Hongkong meal when she found out it was her last day there especially when Xue Yin is NOT the regular customer ! i am ! ok WAS.

like WHAT THE !

lucky you, Xue Yin. haha !

darn it. i'm going to miss Bee Hoon Hongkong. it's one of the best i've tasted so far. period.

and it's so sweet to hear from Nurul that Mai talks about me alot. good things, some more. awwwh, will miss her loads. :)

so yea, now i'm back to Jurong. i hate the time i waste every single day on transport. nothing to see, nothing to do except sit on a moving bus for an hour till i get butt cramps. bleargh.

oh well.

today, as i stated earlier, was the GRAND OPENING of our clinic ! yes, i sounded so happy. that's because i really am ! i know, what the hell is wrong with me ?! well, maybe cos everybody's back here again (except Soo Oon and Uncle Kwan) and reunited after a very long time~ *grins*

though we excepted a sudden rise in the number of patients, it was surprisingly.. quite relaxed. kind of boring actually. but, totally ok with us. :D

i guess.. well, i kinda have something to do with it. the less-patients-coming-in, i mean. well.. erm.. i kinda told the patients that we'll be opening on the 1ST OF MARCH a.k.a TOMORROW instead of 28 Feb. errr. heh ?

cos i really thought the GRAND OPENING was scheduled to be on the 1ST ! honest !

sooooo, i guess tomorrow's Kill Fizah Day.

whoopee.

ohyaaa yaaaa. there was this really cute Chinese usher dude at our clinic ! BIG, nice eyes ! note to Xue Yin: YO. MAKE EYE CONTACT. he won't be here long !! ;)

Monday, February 26, 2007

A Shorty McShorty Short Entry*

i had a really, REALLY nice dream last night !

sighs.

how i was wish it was true~

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Random*

as i predicted, corny Rudy is out, baby ! unfortunately, so is Paul Kim. i kinda liked him. though he didn't quite stand out. and yessa, that crazy woman, whose name is Nicole, is out too. and too bad, Amy followed suit. awwwh, she's a sweetheart but wasn't really that good in singing. so, i guess those who were eliminated deserved it ?

anyways, i'm just so bored. that's why i'm blogging.

about nothing in particular. i just feel like blogging.

what should i blog about ?

ohyea, did i mention an idiotic, low-life creature that resembles himself as a patient made me cry at work the other day ? yep, he made me cry. cos i was so bloody mad at him. since i'm in the "SERVICE INDUSTRY", i'm not supposed to scream at patients. no matter how IMPATIENT or UNREASONABLE that low-life creature of a patient can be. and it's so unlike me to scream at someone whom i'm really furious at (students not included. :P) i'm the type that keeps quiet and keep it all inside if i'm mad at a certain somebody. a.k.a merajuk la. HAH.

and even if i'm really mad at that person, if he/she says sorry, i'd automatically forgive him/her. really. i forgive and forget. no wonder i get bullied all the time.

oh well.

anywaaays, this patient didn't even say sorry for screaming at my face. nor did he cut down on the "point-point at Fizah" gestures. ohmyGod. at that point of time, i really felt like slapping his Goddamn face ok.

he was actually making a fuss about the jumping queue numbers (jumped by only 2 ok.) and it turned out that, amidst the commotion (alot of patients near closing-time, bloody doctors !), his prescription got "lost" somewhere. well, it wasn't lost la. it was just.. erm.. misplaced. but it was there la ok. so, he approached me (i was at counter 1, feeling super-stressed out) and complained to me about the queue number.

i was like, bloody hell la. i'm here giving the queue number and typing the scripts, right. i'm so not responsible for the things that happen behind, righttt. i'm very, very, VERY busy with the STACK OF PRESCRIPTIONS in front of me, right. tuttts !

i was trying to be nice and polite by saying that we were trying our best to speed things up and making sure the queue number doesn't jump. and you know what he bloody said ?

he said, "YOU ARE IN THE SERVICE INDUSTRY. DON'T SAY YOU TRY TO DO YOUR BEST. YOU MUST DO YOUR BEST !"

MY FOOT LA. you COME IN AND HELP la. BLOODY HELL. talk so much. we only got so many staff, ok. some had gone home ok. tutttttttttts la.

then i went, "ok, we're doing our best. sorry, sir. we'll speed things up. *a genuine smile*

"i don't see that you are doing your best. what service is this ?!", he went.

then i, being the polite service provider that i am, volunteered to look for his tray of medicines. and that was when i couldn't find it. of course i panicked la. that APEK was like some loanshark just waiting to pounce on me, man. so i went in and started asking people about that freak's medicines. and i was so frustrated that i felt that nobody in the pharmacy was trying to help me locate it, sia. everybody was like doing their own thing sey. and that was when tears start to well up in my eyes. i really felt like screaming, WHERE THE BLOODY HELL IS THIS APEK'S MEDICINES LA, SIA.

and when none of us could find it, i tried to calm myself down and asked that apek for his IC so that i can check if it's already keyed it. and you know what he bloody said ?

(with his macam-nak-kene-sepak face) I DON'T KNOW. I DON'T KNOW. I GAVE MY SCRIPT TO YOU *POINTS AT ME* DON'T TELL ME YOU LOST IT. EH, WHAT KIND OF SERVICE IS THIS, MAN ? DON'T ANYHOW ISSUE OK !

*continues pointing at me*

i was like, EH ALAMAK. NAK TOLONG LU KAN. NGADA-NGADA NI APE HAL. SKALI GUA LESING SAMA LU, BARU TAU. (translation: eh, ohMother. i want to help you, right. so petty for what. slap you then you know.)

ok, i didn't say that of course. that was my alter-ego. but i was really frustrated la, ok. even when i'm typing this, i'm still mad at him.

and you know what's the BEST THING OF ALL ?

HIS MEDICINES WERE FREE LA OK. it was under some FINANCIAL AID.

alamak, blood go up sia. FREE medicine still ask for BEST, IMPOSSIBLE-AT-THAT-MOMENT service. who do you think you are ? the President, is it ?

and you know who started complaining first ? his wife. a match made in hell. they totally deserve each other.

thank goodness there are a lot of nice patients out there who really made me enjoy doing my job. God bless you, nice patients. :)

not so much for that apek.

you want good service with undivided attention ? get that in Hell.

ok, that was harsh. i don't mean that. i just felt like typing that.

-end-

Friday, February 23, 2007

Shut Your Eyes and Sing to Me*

i know the current craze is dance reality shows, but i'm really not into it. i mean, yea.. dancing is fun. looking at people dancing is better cos they just let their creativity rule their moves and while it's refreshing, i still think they all dance the same. heh. you know, the hip-hop moves and stuffs. interesting.. but not really my type. loved R.E though. super cool duo ! too bad they got the boot. :(

i think a hip-hop group will win this competition. after all, Singaporeans are soooo into the hip-hop scene. -_-"

anywaaays, i'm here to blog about American Idol. i know, i know. who watches American Idol anymore ? it's so 2001, can. i still do though. heh.

did you guys catch the boys' performance last Wednesday ?!

ohmyGod la. my favourites are (and i hope they stay !):



Phil Stacy: although i kind of find his name abit.. erm.. funny, he was definitely the best that night ! ohmyGod. that voice ! that smile ! and those BLUE eyes ! definitely rooting for him. :D



Chris Sligh: the "Jack Osbourne" of the lot. his voice is powerful, babe ! he totally rocks, can. and who can deny his muka-slumber sense of humour ?!! SUKA !!



Chris Richardson: the "Justin Balak Tasik (Timberlake)" of the lot. love his voice and his version of Gavin DeGraw's I don't Wanna Be ! really blew me away with that one. oh yea.



Jared Cotter: he can definitely sing, people !

last.. and definitely not least..



Blake Lewis: the BeatBoxer !! ohmyGod. he's just so adorable ! and he definitely surprised me with his European-like, Keane-like voice man ! and just like Randy (and i'm sure you guys too), i was expecting him to BeatBox somewhere between the Somewhere Only We Know song. but he didn't. and was i glad ! goooooooo Blake ! (k lame.)

and the girls were great yesterday !



Melinda Doolittle: ain't she just a sweetheart ?! if you heard her sing yesterday, you wouldn't believe that voice is hers. wow.



Leslie Hunt: she's crazy. she's jumping all over the place. and she definitely rocks with that unique hoarse voice of hers. oh yea.



Jordin Sparks: a prodigy in the making, people ! she totally beats most of the lady contestants.
enough said.



Stephanie Edwards: the "Fantasia Borino" lookalike is anything but like Fantasia. she's BETTER.

- photos taken from americanidol.com

i think for the guys, Rudy Cardenas should go. he looks good. really good, in fact. he has that cool, Casanova look with a killer smile and makes every girl melts just at the sight of him. but singing-wise, he's.. definitely not gonna make it. i wasn't really into him, anyway. i thought he was abit cocky.

as for the girls.. i don't remember her name or face. but i know she's the crazy (in a bad way) one who screamed throughout the whole song yesterday. tone deaf.

ok ! i'm done boring you guys. i'm off to bore my sister with my daily ramblings.

much love, wonderful people ! :)

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Sighs*

and there i was thinking that something might actually happen.

oh well.

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

for 18.02.07:*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHIMA !! :)

may Allah bless you many-many, babe ! see you REAL soon !! :D

Sunday, February 18, 2007

for 16.02.07:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NURUL NISHA !

may you be blessed with endless love & blessings, insyaAllah. amin !!

lovelove !

Monday, February 12, 2007



i need to stop thinking too much.

period.

Friday, February 09, 2007

Tolerance*

I gave you blood, blood, gallons of the stuff.
I gave you all that you can drink and it has never been enough.
I gave you blood, blood, blood~
I'm the kind of human wreckage that you love.

:)

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Almost Famous*

lil gudik was featured in the Malay newspaper on Friday, 2nd February 2007 !





some of you might recognise my sec 1 B.U.M shirt. hoho. yea, she fits perfectly into that. makes you wonder how small i was. or rather how wrong the shirt size was for me. hah.

she was actually queuing to get the Bubur Asyura at the void deck in front of my house.

ok, well.. she wasn't actually featured. but hey, all my mum's friends have been approaching us that day, telling us that she was on the newspaper (and we didn't even know about it cos we rarely read the Malay paper).

so, on that day, she was even more famous than Siti Nurhaliza ! haha !