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my name is fizah sorani
i daydream alot.
thinking too much and being paranoid might just be the words to describe me.
oh, and clumsy too.
elijah wood is LOVE.
smiles totally make my day.
adores family, friends, Allah.
absolutely in love with chocolates.
i psychobabble much.
am still looking for my fairytale ending.



chitterchatter;


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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

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Saturday, December 30, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIAH !

wishing this pretty and sweet girl a fabulous 20th birthday !

may all your wishes come true, insyaAllah. :)

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yesterday, apart from being dearest Naddee's birthday, it was also the day Xue Yin and I met a football star.

not a local one. an international one. a really, really, really famous footballer.

ok, well. not really.

i mean, we didn't meet him-him. we met the lookalike-him.

if you are starting to wonder who this superstar footballer is, it's Cristiano Ronaldo.

yes, we saw a lookalike.. wait, a REPLICA of him. like, really. i'm so not kidding !

not that i like Cristiano or anything. he's a decent player with not much of a decent personality (sorry, Siva ! heh.) but he looks like Cristiano. except for the fact that he's much, much fairer.

we were on our way to the Post Office located the near the coffeeshop to look for two of our colleagues who went there to purchase some parking coupons or something, when i saw this dude in blue shirt that says, "Sentuhan Ramadhan" wearing a songkok queing at the S.A.M machine in the Post Office.

so, i thought to myself, oh ok. nice shirt.

when he turned to talk to his friend on the right, i was like, "Oh my God, Xue Yin. that guy looks like Ronaldo !"

then.. a second later, Xue Yin started bursting with laughter. and you know, when someone laughs, the laughing gas caught up with me too. aaaaandddd, as if on cue.. the office door opens and HE TURNED AND LOOK AT US.

and we were looking at him. and LAUGHING at him ok ! like i was like, shucks man ! he really looks like Cristiano lar !! and no, he wasn't telling a joke or looked funny or anything. we were just laughing at the thought of him, looking freakishly similar to Cristiano, wearing that shirt with a songkok ! and queing at a S.A.M machine !

oh, come on ! don't you guys find it a teeny-weeny bit funny ?! it was damn funny to us lar ! even when i'm typing this whole thing, i'm still laughing. i guess we are easily amused by the littlest things.

anyhoos, he looked at us, not once.. not twice.. more than thrice ! 4 times ! 1st he turned to look at us from his right, then left.. then right.. and left again ! and all the while, we were laughing at him ! still ! hahahahahaha !~ he must have wondered what he did to make us laugh like fools ok ! and his friend came up to him, leans on the machine.. and looked at us ! he's not bad-looking either. but it was embarassing lar ! did i mention, super funny too ?

want to know what's even funnier ? about four hours later (we saw him during lunchtime), when we were making our way to the MRT station (we were still laughing and talking about the incident, by the way. i know.. it's damn hilarious !), i saw this random dude in red at a coffeeshop walking up to his friend.

and then.. i grabbed Xue Yin's arm and went like, "Oh my God, is that him ?!"

guess who his friend is ! guess who !

yep ! that Cristiano replica ! again ! still wearing the same outfit. HAHAHAHA !

both of us burst out laughing again till we cried our eyes out lar ! it was so damn coincidental that we found it totally hilarious to see him again, in the same outfit, when we were actually talking about him !

HAHAHAHAAHA.

*breathes in and out*

ok. damn funny.

HAHAAHAHAHA.

ok ! i shall stop now. i bet Xue Yin's laughing while reading this. thank goodness he didn't see us the second time. or it will be a beyond embarassing moment.

well, it's official. both of us always make a fool out of ourselves in front of cute guys. like, really. like the time we wanted to cross this small, congested road. it was raining and we were sharing an umbrella. we accidentally stepped onto a puddle on the curb and we sort of shrieked, and giggled. and this biker dude was imitating us, in his girlish voice, while the cute one was trying hard not to laugh.

=_=

and after crossing did we realise that we should have said something.

like, "eee. so gay."

darn. we must always come up with good back-up lines to shoot back at guys, k Xue Yin. haha.

ok enough about guys. i have no faith in them anymore.

but, don't worry. i won't resort to lesbianism cos that's plain sick.

period.

anyways, i actually want to put up pics from Rad's and Nad's birthday bashes but still haven't receive them yet. *HINT HINT*

heh.

oh well.

tomorrow's Raya ! my favourite time of the year. or times of the year. hee.

Selamat Hari Raya, everyone ! May God bless this day with a clear blue sky, insyaAllah.

or moderate rain. either way, i'm happy that there's a long weekend ahead.

Happy Holidays, everyone ! :)

let's eat those kambings !

Monday, December 25, 2006

Happy 20th Birthday Raddee !!

our plan to make you cry was a success ! :D

hope you had a lovely surprise, girlfriend !

many-many lovely years ahead to you, insyaAllah~

:D

and Happy Holidays, everyone !

Saturday, December 23, 2006

It's Like A Paranoid, Looking Over My Back*

talked to a really weird patient today.

me: *shows Anarex* painkiller. take 2 tablets 3 times a day.....
uncles (cuts in): wah.. so many ah ? won't overdose meh ?
me (continuing my sentence after i was rudely interrupted): no pain don't take. so take when necessary.
uncle: oh ok. so i can don't take la ?
me: no pain, don't take lor.
uncle: oh ok.
me: ok, that's all. payment over this side *points to my right*
uncle: ok.

a few seconds later..

uncle: excuse me, miss. this one got chemical or not ?
me: *blur* errr. i think so.
uncle: alamak. chemical ah ? haiya. chemical no good for the body.
me: yah. but doctor prescribed, so should be ok.
uncle: but too much chemical can die, you know. want to kill me ah ? *laughs*
me: *laughs half-heartedly*

(uncle moves on to queue at cashier)

me (talking to another auntie): auntie. this one vitamin B. take 1 every morning for 1 month.
auntie: oh vitamin B ah ? ok.
that kepo uncle: miss, this one got chemical or not ? *points to the auntie's vitamins*
me: errrrr. no la. this one vitamin only.
uncle: but sure got chemical, right ?
me: errr. i don't know. i think so.
uncle (to auntie): auntie. better take herbs. this one got chemicals.

-_- "!!

what's with him and chemicals sia ! dengs !

want to scare the auntie, some more !

smacccck kang.

anyways, i was on the verge of laughing right in front of his face ! it was hilarious la, the whole situation. the blur expression of the auntie adds on to the humour.

weird, weird polyclinic people.

anyways, watched Night At The Museum with Gudik and Sani, my lil bro just now. you guys HAVE to watch it ! ok, it was darn boring in the beginning. i thought i just wasted my damn money on some looks-exciting-but-in-the-end-totally-sucks movie. but, boy was i wrong !

Ben Stiller and Owen Wilson in the same movie ?
suck ?

NEVER !

hehe.

ok. there are some other movies that i want to watch. namely Flyboys, Deathnote 2.

future movies: Spiderman 3, TMNT (Teenage Mutants Ninja Turtles, la wei ! coming MARCH 2007 !), Harry Potter: The Order of The Phoenix etc.

i know. i shouldn't be spending on movies unnecessarily.

i just spent my money on renting 3 DVDs from VideoEzy and one from Xue Yin to kill time during the holidays:

1. Win A Date With Tad Hamilton
2. Click
3. Benchwarmers
and
4. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

and i've got clothes to buy ! new shoes to purchase !

woohoo !

i'm so going to be broke by the end of this month !

but, in the meantime..

i'm loving it ! :D



don't have to prove that you're so strong.
cos i can carry you on my back.
after our enemies attack.

Monday, December 18, 2006

The Holiday*

didn't catch Flyboys the other day cos i realised that i checked the movie timing at Vivocity instead of Plaza Singapura (which we were heading and which hasn't show the movie yet.)

slenge alert !

anywaaaaaaaaays, caught The Holiday instead and golly, you guys have GOT to watch it !

Jude is like MELTING HOT LAR OK !

heh.

ok, that's from a girl's point of view. as for the guys, maybe you'd want to watch it for it's humour. cos the girls ain't much to look at. (Cameron D and Kate Winslet ?)

anyways, the show's really hilarious ! we loved it ! it's romantic as well. it's.. erm.. how should i put it ?

erm.. hilariously romantic. yepyep !

and did i mention Jude Law is freaking hot ?! HAH.

too bad he's such a jerk in real life.

and it's kinda weird seeing Jack Black in this kind of shows.. but hey, he didn't suck at it. he was kinda "himself" while potraying a romantic side of him. hmmms, not bad. hehe.

by the way, i really want to watch Flyboys. i'm hoping to catch it with the BFFs.

i'm in the watch-lotsa-movies mood. i want to shop. i want to spend lotsa money on food, food, OH-SO-GLORIOUS FOOD !



miles from where you are.
i lay down on the cold ground.
and i pray that something picks me up.
and sets me down in your warm arms.

Saturday, December 16, 2006

on 15 December 2006:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARIFAH SALWA !

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may Allah s.w.t bless you with many-many happy years ahead, doll !

oh yea, i'd like to wish Siti Farhana Abdul Aziz a Happy Birthday [14 December] too ! our long lost friend, wherever you are.. hope you're enjoying your life to the fullest ! =)

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had a different instructor for my driving lesson today. the Boss of the company. who, at the end of the lesson, called me a 'dangerous driver'. HEH.

i bet he was complaining to the cute guy taking the lesson after me about how stubborn i can get sometimes while driving [he does that to me about the previous student.] jeez ! what a good first impression !

and the guy's really cute la. heh.

OK !

back to my story.

so i was a tiny bit reckless, so what ? it was all his fault ok ! he made me do 20 u-turns so that i can practise my 'wheel control during u-turns'. he said, "Pijah. do 20 u-turns".

yes. my name is Pijah now.

call me Pijah and i'll kill you.

anywaaaays, he said 20 rounds of u-turns is essential. oh. it's essential, alright ! i bet he was sleeping throughout my 'practise'. i wouldn't know. i was busy making myself dizzy by making 20 stinking u-turns at a stinking ulu carpark.

ok, it's not like i'm complaining. in fact, i prefer this guy to the previous one ! for one, he doesn't speak broken Malay. the previous one, insisted on speaking Malay when even i, a speak-broken-Malay person, can't understand about 70% of the conversation.

secondly, the new instructor doesn't go like, "imagine the pole in the rear mirror."

like what the hell ?! IMAGINE ?! i want REAL poles as parking indicators, dude ! not something from the mind ! your mind and my mind is so NOT the same ! in the end, he went like, "wrong~ imagine the pole, here.........." *points at rear mirror*

jeez ! that helps !

so yea. new instructor, new style of teaching. which is better, cos now i can understand easily. HAH. and the repetition of activities can help me remember more. thank you ah, apek baru ! caya sama lu ! :D

my TP will be in April.

and i can bet you guys that i'll fail. i have faith in my failure. HAH.

ohhhhh yea. by the way.. our Ben Ben is already at Tekong ! HOHO !

yes ! LIM JIN SHENG BENJAMIN = NS = EEKS !!

hahahahahaha !

i forgot to call him just now to say, Goodbye and Nice To Know You. hehe.

we'll definitely meet up with him once he books out. the New Baldy On The Block. heeee. =p

i just hope that the guys will not start the "NS conversation". what am i saying. of course they'll talk about NS. it's always that when we go out !

BORING ! *yawns*

hehe !

Flyboys with Polyclinic Gang TOMORROW !





your words in my memory.
are like music to me.

Thursday, December 14, 2006

The Amazing Race 10 !

Tyler & James (models cum recovering drug addicts) won the race ! as predicted and rooted by me. heh.

yayness !



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There are times when I need to reach inside.
For the strength I need to hold my head up high.

-end-

Sunday, December 10, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR LUTFIAH BTE MOHD HASSAN !
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hope you like the gifts we got you !

i'm sure you do. ;)

moga panjang umur & murah rezeki ! insyaAllah.. AMIN !

:)

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Destiny*

i think i've found my long lost twin sister.

finally, after 20 years wondering aimlessly on this earth..

we met.

at Jurong Polyclinic.

she is..

Xue Yin.

heh.

okla, we look nothing alike. i was just referring to the surprising common interests we have, that's all. heh.

ok, did you guys feel the suspense ? or are you laughing at my failure to create one ?

anywaaaaays, from soccer (Chelsea, yo !) to movies/actors (Chad Michael Murray / Wentworth Miller !!), we have similar interests. and was just reading her blog about "still being single" and "afraid of commitments at times" and the fact that being single " also makes one rather lonely sometimes too".

and i'm saying, i feel you, Xue Yin.

that's exactly how i feel. afraid of committing into a relationship yet yearns to be in one but feeling contented at the moment and not needing someone by my side.

yet. i think.

am i a love perfectionist ?

or am i just a coward ?

gold-plated question, i could never answer.

they say, grab love by the reins and just go for the ride.

but it's never that easy, is it ?

maybe for some. but definitely not for me.

ok, i think i'm making excuses as to why i'm still single. it's quite rare to see single people these days. there are couples everywhere.. in the bus, mrt.. even at the polyclinics la.

making me irritated for no reason. hah.

ok, i envy their bravery. i envy their passion. i envy their time spent together.

i envy them.

and yet, i don't want to be in their position for God knows what reason.

but being happy is all that matters, right ?

and i'm happy as for now.

:)

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Work Life*

ok, i'm about to make a contradictory comment:

work life is fun. and boring. at the same time.

i definitely love the people working there. the PTs and especially the temp staff (packers). unfortunately, the temp staff, as the name implies, only work for a period of time. they will then, *poof* disappear. like our dear Fang Shi !! wargh~ miss you already FS ! sobs sobs.

and another 2 temp staff left us last Thursday. Jeannie and Ren Jie a.k.a Ah Jie (a nickname given by yours truly. ehems !)

Jeannie is a super nice girl. she's so damn patient with the patients ! you have got to see how she handles them. truly one of the endless wonders of the world, i tell you. i'll sure miss her.

we always bully Ah Jie since he's the only guy packer there. we absolutely loved it man ! hehehe. bully not in a bad sense la. we just like to tease him alot. and vice-versa (something we found out quite recently). dengs. hehe. and we usually stay late till 545 or 6 just to chat and pre-pack. hehe.

ok. one bad news after another. we, the JP crew, will be separated from next week onwards. we were all posted to 3 different polyclinics: Chua Chu Kang, Bukit Batok and Clement (that's where i'll be !)

isn't that just depressing ? i was just warming up to these people and now this ! okok, before i go any further, this separation will only lasts for about 3 months. but i'll still miss the pre-pack/chit-chat gang !! Shima (TP attachment student posted to CCK and graduating in January), Ah Jie (going on to continue his University studies) and Xue Yin ! ok, actually i won't miss her. cos she'll be at Clementi with me. hee. YAY ! but :( about the other two. we plan to meet up soon after but i wonder whether i'll be free. i'm a busy woman, you know. ehems ! HEH !

okla i'm actually a lazy person. after 5 1/2 days of working, i want to keep my Sundays to myself. hehe. but i hope i can catch a bunch of movies with the poly/polyclinic/bff gang. sighs.

oh ! speaking of movies, you guys better catch Happy Feet ! it's so damn nice lor ! absolutely adore Hugh Jackman's voice ! you'll melt ! and Nicole Kidman's as well as Brittany Murphy's. great voices ! and yea, Jijah's sucks. that's just the point of the show right ? still love him though ! :D

okok, where was i ?

oh.. i really, really, reaaaaaaally hope Shima comes back to work with us after she graduate ! MUST come back ok ! or ELSE ! heh ! *evil smile* hohoho !

anyways, i had a really embarassing, not to mention, where-to-put-my-face incident with this particular patient. it's all Ah Jie's fault LARR ! ok, i was dispensing to this quite-cute guy. so, after telling him about the medicines and how to take it and all, i gave them to him and asked him to pay at the cashier. at that point of time, the pharmacy was almost empty as it was nearing 5. after i finished, i looked over to Ah Jie, who was sitting at counter 1 (a few seats away) and he was looking at me, then at the guy, at me.. and at the guy again. and doing this thingy with his eyebrows.. you know, the hint-hint gesture. i was like, what the..

and you know what i said ?

you really want to know what i said ?

ok, i said: ya i know.. he's cute.

oh my God. and as you all know, i don't need a microphone to speak in a lecture hall.

BLEARGHH. and my reflex was: i covered my mouth. and i immediately turned red in the face la. i can so feel the blood rushing to my face. and i just looked down at the counter. i didn't want to see his reaction, can !

BAAAAH. Ah Jie !!! i can never forget that incident la although it happened a week back, i think. -_-"

lucky for me, he's not a regular. phew !

so, it's Clementi for me this coming Monday. i hope i can dispense together with Xue Yin. but i doubt so. and i think we'll be the noisiest as we were told that, Clementi Pharmacy is a quiet place.

let's give them hell, kid !