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my name is fizah sorani
i daydream alot.
thinking too much and being paranoid might just be the words to describe me.
oh, and clumsy too.
elijah wood is LOVE.
smiles totally make my day.
adores family, friends, Allah.
absolutely in love with chocolates.
i psychobabble much.
am still looking for my fairytale ending.



chitterchatter;


bituwin - template
dementee - image

Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

credits;

Monday, November 20, 2006

Dispensing*

guess what ?

i did some dispensing of medicines today ! yes ! me ! dispensing the drugs at the front counter ! hohoho !

actually i was to dispense since last week, but i guess my supervisor forgotten all about it. and since i haven't prepared myself physically and mentally for dispensing.. i just kept quiet. hehe.

then.. thanks (note: sarcasm) to my colleagues, who kept asking me (in loud voices), "fifi, when are you going to dispense ah ?" and making comments like, "eh fizah ! take my slot la. you dispense k ? i pack lor ok ? OK ???"

-_-"

so i'm dispensing now. thaaaaaaaaaaanks LOR. haha.

well actually i meant to thank them.. cos i was kinda excited to finally dispense. at least it's something new. hee !

ok i was darn nervous at first cos believe you me, i've forgotten the important details that i need to inform the patients about the medicines. but i dispensed acute items like flu tablets, cough syrups and eyedrops. so, it was kinda easy. hehe. well, the irritating part is.. sometimes the patients don't bother to listen to what you have to say cos they've taken the medicine before. and there i was, talking about the medicines and how/when to take it.. and all they gave me was a "i-know-lar" look. cis ! it's ok. i'll be patient with you patients. hmph.

anyways.. ever since i started working there, i have a deeper appreciation for those working at the pharmacy. it really tests your patience. they (the pharmacy crew) deal with all sorts of patients. nice ones, demanding ones and even the crazy ones ! no kidding, really. and it's really irritating when patients kept asking about their medicines and why it was taking so long, when their queue number were still so far away.

eh hello, you're at a polyclinic. it's supposed to be crowded a.k.a alot of people which equals to long waiting time. if you want fast queues, go to your private GP k ? :D

so people, don't make the pharmacy people's lives miserable. if you have to go to your nearest polyclinic, wait like the rest of the patients. and be damn well patient about it.

:)

much love !

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Squatter Life*

this upgrading thingy is a super pain in the behind. my apologies to those (especially the students) who wanted to come over to my house for raya. if i could wring the neck of the contractor for upgrading my house during raya, i would.

although i've never lived in a squatter before, i think i have a pretty good idea how it feels like. we crammed up in my room, with everything in tow. clothes, food, drinks, tv, beds.. all except the toilet. the toilets in my house are currently undergoing a makeover, which is part of the upgrading package.

to compensate for that, we have a sad little toilet placed right in the middle of the kitchen ! and of course, the public toilets at the void deck. warrrh~ it's taking forever ~!

luckily for me, i won't be home next week ! i'll be staying over at my grandma's (which is at Jurong) till this thing is over ! whoopee ! *laughs at my elder sis* HEE.

okok, other than the upgrading thing, there's really nothing new in my life. work is taking 90% of my daily life with 10% left for sleeping, eating and watching TV. yes. i don't have time for social pleasures. sad.

but hey, i'm not complaining. i'm so going for retail therapy next week.

and i miss my friends !

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Running Away*

I don't want you to give it all up
And leave your own life collecting dust
And I don't want you to feel sorry for me
You never gave us a chance to be

And I don't need you to be by my side
To tell me that everything's alright
I just wanted you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you

Why are you running away?
Why are you running away?

Cause I did enough to show you that I
Was willing to give and sacrifice
And I was the one who was lifting you up
When you thought your life had had enough

And when I get close, you turn away
There's nothing that I can do or say
So now I need you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you

So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?

Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you change your mind

Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
Is it a waste of time?

Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you change your mind

So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?

...What is it I've got to say...
So why are you running away?

...To make you admit you're afraid...
Why are you running away?


- Hoobastank's Running Away

this happens to me all the time. only i did the running.

and i don't know why.

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