dreaming out loud. . .

Saturday, May 27, 2006

I Love Movies*

last Tuesday, watched Over The Hedge with Rad, Lut, Mus together with Gudik-kun and my lil bro, Sani. yep, there goes my money. haha. oh well. i did promised my two siblings a movie. so yea.

anyways, you guys should really watch it ! it's so cute and so funny la ! it's definitely better than The Wild.

my favourite character ? well, none other than the ever-so-energetic and restless Hammilton a.k.a HAMMY !

"but i want the cookie"

awwwwwwwh~! c.u.t.e !

so watch k !

ok. other movies to watch:

WOLVERINE ! ARC ANGEL ! *SCREAMS*

i must admit. i don't understand the book. just like i don't understand LOTR books. HAHA. so yea, i guess i should watch rather than read this time. and i don't know why, but i kinda like the Albino dude. he's so cool laaaa. all Albino-ish looking. ok. *coughs* NEXT.

ohyea erm. anybody holding on to my Da Vinci Code book ? remind me who again, please. i lost track of who borrowed it last. hehs.

ARRRR ! forget Orlando. Johnnneeehhh's the one that matters most. savvy ?

ok. what else. hmmms.

ohyea !

the movie: Just My Luck. featuring the ever-so-gorgeous Chris Pine [Princess Diaries 2]

i just have to grab this picture of his. i'm such a sucker for blue-eyed actors. *sighs dreamily* he looks like that Ian Somerhalder dude [Lost] here, right ?

ok people ! i'm saving all my money for these movies. so, no more outings till then.

OK GO !

Birthday Wish*

yesterday was Suhaila's birthday..

so..

may Allah s.w.t give you countless blessings in life.

=)

Monday, May 22, 2006

Inconsistencies..*

can be a royal pain. the older you get, the more they multiply.

one time, you want this. and the next, you don't want it.

people say that, before you actually ask a person how he/she feels about you.. you need to know how you feel about them. and get a confirmation on that.

but. how the bloody hell am i suppose to know what i'm feeling when my heart and my mind says two totally different things ?! and what more, confirm it ?!

dang it.

sometimes i wish life would be so much simpler. but.. that won't be life, right ?

and damn i need money. i can't stop thinking about that bloody dress.

money talks. sad.

and it sucks being an adult.

oh God, PLEASE make me a kid again. PLEASE.

sorry God for complaining. i'll try my best not to complain again.

i'll try.

Liars*

two days ago, i drank a can of Red Bull..

they say, Red Bull gives you wings~!!!

i guess they forgot to add the fineprint, it also gives you insomnia.

BLOODY ADVERTISERS !

Sunday, May 21, 2006

High School Reunion*

after about 4 years, we finally got together and organised a BBQ. well, actually Farhan and Nisha did. hehe. thanks guys !

since Mus wasn't too enthusiastic about the whole thing cos of some lame excuses [hehe. =p] i decided to go to her house and drag her to the gathering. haha. Made some sandwiches before heading off to meet the rest at the bustop, minus Lut. cos she was sleeping at home ! what the ?!! so Rad, Mus and I waited for her while Z, Nisha and Nad went off to the pit first. Shefa couldn't tag along due to some medicinal malfunction hehe. get well soon girl !

at long last, Lutty came and we took a cab to our pit. which is damn ulu. so bloody far. salah sape ? ahahah. kidding, Nisha. =)

then that bloody driver stop at the bloody wrong carpark laaaaa. F3 ler. not F2 ! when actually he was so bloody confident of where it is after seeing the sign at side of the road. haha. heck, at least we had fun walking all the way to the pit ! hehe !

when we arrived, besides the girls, only Aminoor, Abdullah, Azhar and Faizal were there. and they started cooking already. hurrahhh ! we were starving laaaa. after a long walk, imagine how many calories we lost. wooo ! haha !

helped out with some of the food [mostly eating hehe]. it's good to see these blokes again. Aminoor, Abdullah and Azhar has changed alot sia. well, actually wasn't that surprising to me. cos i've seen them around last time. and yea, one hasn't changed. that's for sure, right girls ? hehe.

soon after, crazy Taufiq came. yeaaa, still crazy as ever. i think of all the guys, i caught up with Taufiq the most. and he's changed alot. like, really alot. it's actually super nice to see him after so long and even better, knowing that he completed the ever-so-dreadful NS and he has direction in life, working under the wings of his dad. though he'd want more money than he currently earns hehe.

the life of the party a.k.a Farhan finally came. it felt like it was the good ol' days again. him, making jokes [oh my God. makin lame eh kau ? hahahaha], making conversations here and there. and everybody started getting into the mood. talked about our lives. NS. and Brokeback Mountain. HAHA. funny funny funny ! i think i laughed damn alot sia. and super loud ok. haha heck ! Qamarul came after that, and boy has he changed too. hehe.

then when it was nearly time to go, the two Mr Latecomers, Ahmad "Umbrella" and Nazir finally came. didn't get around to talk to them much though. then came Hafeez and his girl when we were about to leave. lerrr. slow la. haha.

took pics with the group before leaving in Nad's friend, Erza's car. yeaaa, 6 of us just crammed at the back of his car like sardines siaaa and it was so much fun ! though, i think i caused Mus so much pain. so sorry Mus ! heee. thanks Erza for the ride !

it was sucha a fun and beautiful gathering. and i so enjoyed it. most of it laa. hah. was kinda sad that Shefa couldn't tag along. Noreen and Shikin were also M.I.A. besides them, Tavant, Salman, Dino and Sobrie didn't make it. out of these 4 guys, Sobrie was the only one whom, i think, all the girls haven't gotten around to talk to in 4 years. and heard he was involved in some kind of accident. hope he gets well soon. so that dot dot dot will be happy. HEE !

anyways, i was kinda sad la, on the way home. haha. OMG. i so HAVE to get over it !!

but then around 1 or 2am, i'm happy again. there's still HOPE bebeh ! HAHA.

OK ! pics might be up later. if not, can visit Rad's blog ok !

Friday, May 19, 2006

YAYNESS*

ohyeaaaaa. it doesn't hurt to be a brainiac. it might just win you a million dollars. ;)

YIPPIE !

p.s: i didn't win a million dollars. i'm just happy for those who did. heh.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

I Dun Like Spoilers*

and i dun like those who like spoilers. well, not really. but you get what i mean.

from since before i could remember, i have always hated spoilers. i don't like people telling me about the movie until after i get to see it for myself. i don't like people telling me about who's going to get eliminated on a particular show before i even get to see it on TV.

and i've been avoiding people who are likely to tell me who got the boot on American Idol [e.g Ben. HAHA. oopsy. sorry, dude =D] so that i can watch the show and witness it actually happening.

BUT then, i went to visit Z's blog. then she tagged about my dearest Elliot getting eliminated. WARGH Z. WEY SHI MAAAA ?? hahaha. kla i don't blame her. drama only. hees.

oh well, it is time for Elliot to go.

but i'm still bummed about Chris leaving !! i know ! i'm still brooding over it ! dammit !

for me, yesterday's show was sort of boring. cos Chris wasn't around. i wasn't even that enthusiastic when Elliot came on.

sighs.

byebye dear Elliot.

some people say he doesn't look like a star. i know he looks like a thug. haha. but his voice is good, ok !

and i'm not too psyched about the top two. but i'd prefer Kat over Taylor. that's for sure.

anyways, i only got to the see only the 1st half of The Amazing Race 9 cos headed to the gym with my sister right after [what ??? gym ???! *laughs like you never laughed in your entire freaking life* stop laughing, you CREEPS ! BLUEKS.]

and boy, was it a close race between the FratBoys and the Hippies. warggggghhhhh. HIPPIES MUST WIN K ! don't care ! i think both teams deserve it. and FratBoys are more physically abled. but, Hippies have always been my favourite ! i got a liking for the FratBoys only recently cos they're cutely funny laaaaa. haha. they're so bimbotic. keke.

yea, i know. i can just check to see who wins right. but NO. i must watch it for myself ! so, please don't spoil it for me !

Sunday, May 14, 2006

I Love Tv*

that's one thing to know about me. i get irritated if someone conquers the tv when any of my favourite shows is on. i'd fight for the tv. of course, with my siblings and not mum and dad cos there's nothing much i can do when any of them conquers the tv. haha~

anyways, one of my favourite shows is The Amazing Race !

(i know. i'm so bored that i'm blogging about The Amazing Race !)

the Final 3:

BJ & Tyler a.k.a The Hippies

this buncha guys are so carefree. i likeeee~ however, sometimes i think they're too carefree that they can be real slow in catching up. HAHA. seriously, if you watch every episode of TAR9 as i do, you can practically count the number of times they actually race to get cabs after getting off the plane. which is not much. i think only thrice. i mean, seriously. they need to run. fast. it's a race, dammit ! but i like them~ they're so funny and so relaxed. which is good, most of the time. hehe. GO HIPPIES !!

Eric & Jeremy a.k.a the FratBoys

these guys remind me of Rob & Brennan (remember them ? from TAR1 ? i know you do, Mus ! HAHA.) minus the chauvinistic and cheeky personalities. haha. i think they're going to win anyways. though even if they don't, it doesn't really matter cos they've won alot of Travelocity packages ! they even got to go to the Da Vinci Code premiere la. one thing good about them is that, although they fool around and such, they still keep their focus on the race. and they're really funny blokes, tau ! you should pay attention to what they say sometimes. haha. i like them too ! GO FRATBOYS~

Ray & Yolanda

wow. this couple is very uninteractive. hahaha. they didn't speak much to each other yet they always manage to not be last. power, beb ! haha ! i like watching them actually. Ray is so quiet and Yolanda is so chatty and bubbly. she's so cute sia. haha. not much drama and not much excitement. but i like them~ go RAY & YOLANDA~

i guess all these teams above deserve to win. i think the FratBoys deserve it the most. we'll see. can't wait for the finale !

and thank God MoJo got eliminated. HAHA. i don't like them very much. i liked them at first, cos Joseph looks abit like Elijah. right ? righttt ?? grr. now i hate him. steal my jijah face, only. blueks ! hee.

"i think if the alligators eat Monica, they'll probably choke. cos she's plastic." - Ray.

HAHAHA.

by the way.. i'm still upset over Chris leaving American Idol. =( rumour has it that he's been offered to become Fuel's lead singer. COOLNESS or what ?!

Thursday, May 11, 2006

ARGH*

WHY CHRIS ??!!

WHY NOT ELLIOT ?! WHY NOT KATHERINE ?!

AND ESPECIALLY TAYLOR ?!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!

P.S: i did shed a tear or two. BLEARGH. i know, stupid right. whatever laa. CHRIS ROCKS. and now i'm rooting for Elliot~! :D

Geeks in the Pink !*

that was the theme for the BFF outing yesterday. haha. though nisha's BF wore maroon.

Maroon 5 la katekan ! HAHA. [inside joke] Rad, Rad. FUNNY sia, you ! HAHA. i couldn't stop laughing at that sey. so cute, the way she told the lame joke. HEHE.

anyways, walked around Bugis looking for Z's shoes, Nisha's stuffs and waited for Lut. it was a very fun outing indeed. as always ! Z cried laughing, while i nearly did. haha. it was like watching Kungfu Hustle at the theaters the other time. hahaha.

took lots of pictures and neoprints !! [it's been a long, lonnnngg time ago since i took one with them !]

i love these two the best.

and of course, love the girls~!

ohyea, going to have a BNSS Malay gathering next week. yeps, the guys, the girls, cook, eat, chat, games.. and all that jazz.

i'm actually looking forward to it. HEHE. miss them laaa. i still remember playing Police and Thief around the blocks near school [the ones which has been turned into private property.] and i still remember someone from the top throwing oranges at a bunch of us cos we were bloody noisy. HAHA. wasting je. oranges are meant to be eaten k. sajee je nak campak2. God angry, you know. blueks.

sighs. those were the days, yea ?

hee. i'm really excited laa. but. i shall not be too excited. cos, if i get too excited, then the whole thing will not happen. serious ! i learnt it the hard way when i was in pri 3 or 4:-

i was so looking forward to go on my first Science Centre trip [yea. i was a science geek long before i even knew i was one.] that was all i talked about at home and at school. then when the big day came, i came down with fever + flu. i begged my dad to still let me go on the trip, but he didn't want the other kids to get infected. so STAYED HOME. BLOODY. i was so sad that i didn't speak to my dad the whole day sey. haha.

so yea, i'm not excited k !

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

For You I Will*

song featured: For You I Will by Teddy Geiger a.k.a the new John Mayer

I'm wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
Round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

Oh, I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cos I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways
A thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

Oh, I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will

You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room
I would

That's what I'd do, That's what I'd do to get through to you, yeah

Oh, I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will

You always want what you can't have
But I've got to tryI'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will

------

i'm so in love with this song. haha. it's so damn sweet.

yea, i've been searching for this song since i saw it on TRL last month. too bad the Laguna Beach girl, Kristin was in the video. don't like her, can. haha.

and yes, thanks to Feez for this song. although got tricked the first time. kentalans. tak ku sangka Teddy lei nyanyi lagu melayu. suara macam Ariel plaks tu ! blueks !

ohyea go check out his website: Go Teddy !! cool or what ?!

i love his hair ! and his blue eyes~ yes blueeeee eyeeees like my Jijah ! HAHA.

anyways.. i thought the name, Teddy's pretty corny. haha. but, his musical talents precedes that hehe.

how i wish i was as brave as he is.

Monday, May 08, 2006

Long Time No See !*

Hui Leng called me a few hours ago. gosh ! i miss the TTSH gang ! [yes, there was a gang. haha !]

she called to see how i was doing and all. so sweet of her to even remember me la. haha. and yea, owe the gang a dinner. so Shyna, Yasmin ! let's go ! haha. it will be held at the end of this month. so yea. try to make yourselves free, aight. CEY. ok ok, i'll try to make myself free. insyaAllah la ye. heh.

ohyea. heard from her that a whole bunch of people had left and there are many newbies now. haha ! good luck in teaching them the "basics" haha. wonder if the last-time newbie's still there. i forgot her name haha ! oh well. can't blame me. didn't socialise with her much. besides, i'm not very good with names. if you repeat your name to me over and over again, i'll probably won't remember it the next day. well, depends. but i'll remember your face for life. yep, weird ol' me. so, forgive me if i ask you for your name even if we've been chatting for God knows how long.

anyways.. i think the way Hui Leng say these things to me is like she's trying to get me and Yasmin to go back and actually work there. errrr... not gonna happen~ haha. when i told her No, she went like, WHY ??? hahaha. i guess they miss us too much. HEE.

well miss them too. i miss alot of things there. actually, i miss packing the medications the most. HAHA. psycho. oh well. someday, i will get back into the pharmaceutical line. just not right now, i guess.

actually, i don't really see the point of this entry. i guess boredom gives me the urge to blog. i've got no more books to read. except for the BTT book. which i should be reading since i'll be taking the test in less than a month [shut up you, BTT-passers and drivers ! especially you, FEEZ !]

sighs.

anyways. kids these days are really smart. sometimes too smart for their own good.

me: *watching Gilmore Girls*
Gudik: mak ! mak ! sini skejap mak ! skejap jeeeee. skejaaaaaaap je. [mum ! come here ! awhile only !]
mum: *busy doing i-forgot-what* norhapizaaaaaaa~ tolong adek kau skejap ! tenguk ape dier nak ! [go see what your sister wants]
me: alamak Gudik. sebok la. skejap skejap ! advertisement nanti kiter datang. [oh mother Gudik. you're such a busybody. hold on ! wait till the advertisement]

nothing can tear me away from the TV screen except obligations to God, and mum. but not Gudik. haha !

mum: tengok la kan dier skejap. [go see for awhile la]
me: ah. *still watching tv*
Gudik: kak izaaaaaah~ remember ? *sings* who next ? your mother. who next ? kak izah who next ?
me: *gives up* yelaaaa. ape awak nak, Gudik. [what do you want, Gudik ?]

see how she used that to her advantage ? and all she wanted to show me was some cool trick like making soap bubbles in the toilet.

-_-"

Friday, May 05, 2006

BFFs*

look what Raddee made for us ?

super nice, right ?! it must have been really difficult to do sey.

thanks Rad ! it's really sweeeeeeeeet of you ! i love it !!

ohyea. the background colours of each person represents each of their favourite colour !

YEA~ blue ROCKS ! *teringat Tidalwave* HAHA ! to Solar Powers, FireBlazers; and especially Amazon Greeners (hehehe.).. Tidalwave still RULES~ ! HEHE.

thanks thanks, Raddee~ *hugs*

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

...*

i just realized something.

i think, i fancy Chris more than i fancy Elliot. Elliot.. well, he doesn't really connect to the audience. but i love his voice. the best out of them - period. Chris, on the other hand, has all you ever wanted in a rocker. the rocker voice, the rocker looks - a mighty good-looking one, i must add. and between you and me, other than Mr Brandon Boyd and Mr Bon Jovi, he is one of the hottest rockers ever surfaced. *winks*

anyways, i did RT today. alone. without Fidz or Sulala. alone. yes, alone. with nobody else i knew well. just alone, doing RT at Springfield. ok ok, you got my point, don't you ? yes. alone (heavy emphasis on that). it was nerve-wrecking at first. but i guess i got comfortable. the school was like someplace i go everyday (almost. well almost, almost) so i guess it doesn't feel weird after all. besides Sis and "Charlie", i've got no one else to talk to. not that i mind, i tend to keep to myself lately. call me stuck-in-the-anti-social-phase or whatever. but, i was needing social interaction during the assembly. real bad. i feel so weird, at that point of time, being the only person not having someone to talk to. especially during silent reading, when the only thing you can do, while waiting for the session to end, is talk. thank heavens there's another RT who approached me and started the conversation going. fyi, i'm quite an introvert. if you have never guessed it, then you don't know me at all. dead serious.

so then we went our separate ways. at 8.30am, i went to this class which i'm supposed to relief teach, and found out there's another teacher. and once i knew that she wasn't not coming out - and the fact that some kid in the class shouted, "Miss Fizah !" and left me embarassed - i bolted out of there and back into the staff room.

half hour later, the same thing happened to another class i was supposed to take over. the same teacher was inside. -_-" i swear to God, she's everywhere ! scary. so yea back to the staff room. finished up one whole book in an hour. thank goodness, the teacher wasn't in the next class i was assigned to. phew.

and what luck. i got the worst class in the entire school. i thought i was going to get sick all over again because of this class. thankfully, it wasn't that bad today. cos basically i asked the kid, who was the centre of attention/bully acts, to sit next to me. i was like his bodyguard or something. but seriously, what the kids in the class did to him, were inhumanly inhumane. the kid even begged me to stay till the next teacher comes cos he's afraid the other kids will start bullying him once i'm gone. sad, right ? *sighs*

ohyea, to keep the class under control, i got help from this real cute chinese teacher. real cute. in his sports attire, some more. haha ! everything i ever wanted in my very own Knight in Shining Armour~ *sighs dreamily*

haha. k i was exaggerating. but he's cute. super cute.

err.. OK ! so, after that, went to the last class of the day. and they keep making the rock hand signs at me. cos apparently, thanks to my sore throat, my voice was even "rock" today. dengs. oh well. and i hate the number 23, can ? once again, i'm NOT a freaking 23 ! advice: if you want to guess my age, start with 16. k ? tips for the future, kids.. tips for the future. *winks*