dreaming out loud. . .

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

To the Idiot Living at Blk 713, Storey I-Like-To-Throw-Flower-Pots-From-My-Home*

OI IDIOT.

STOP BEING AN IDIOT CAN.

you think venting your anger by throwing flower pots of out your window going to help ?

OI IDIOT.

you think hearing the sound of the pots hit the pathway down at your blk makes you feel good ?

OI IDIOT.

my my..

aren't you a sad lil IDIOT.

you know what, IDIOT ? your lil i-wanna-vent-my-anger-by-throwing-the-pots-out-of-my-window-cos-i'm-such-an-idiot parade nearly killed me. alright ? ME.

i know i'm like worthless to you but i mean a hell of a lot to my family and friends ok.

you wouldn't know that right ? cos you're such an IDIOT not to know that.

and your lil pot barely missed a lil kid ok. that kid is going to grow up, join the NS and learn how to protect this god-forsaken country. your country k, IDIOT ?

OI IDIOT, GOT IT OR NOT ?

and as if one pot is not enough. you jz have to throw another one.

oi, NOT THINKING AH IDIOT ?

oh, i forgot. you're a FREAKING IDIOT. a mindless being who is not grateful to the Higher Power for that brain of yours. though, you don't use it. at least BE GRATEFUL that you even have a brain, IDIOT. and USE IT for god's sake !

and know what idiot ? this whole act happened yesterday right ?

well, you threw the pots again earlier this evening ! and another one near midnight ! ohyea, my sister witnessed that, at a safe distance of course. THANK GAWD. or else i myself would have climb up the stairs and ask every damn resident and find you, IDIOT.

OI IDIOT ! WHAT PROBLEM YOU HAVE AH ?

go for counselling or something la IDIOT ! you could have killed a pregnant lady or something !

ergh. IDIOTS.

well, goodbye IDIOT. the police will come knocking at your door anytime soon.

may you rest in flower-pot pieces..

IDIOT.

Monday, February 20, 2006

Question*

tell me sth.

do i have to choose between friends ?

when you talk, it's jz a joke. just know that i can't take it anymore.

Sunday, February 19, 2006

The Idling Stage of Life*

what is the real meaning of boredom ?

you really wanna know ?

well, according to the Longman's Dictionary it means: the feeling you have when you're bored.

geez that helps.

well bored, according to the book again, means: tired and impatient because something is uninteresting or you have nothing to do.

yeps. that's the meaning of bored.

well, you can tell by now that i'm so freaaaaking bored that i'm reading the dictionary.

i'm BORED.

i need something to do. other than house work and sitting in front of the pc !

well, let me tell you what i did today.

woke up at 10am, bathed, made the bed, ate breakfast blah blah.
turned on the pc, logged on to friendster (that site is so damn boring, can. but i've got no other place to go. sad, ain't it) and msn.

at 12 watched CSI marathon on AXN (CSI, NY and MIAMI).

logged on to pc again at 3 and watched Chronicles of Narnia for the 2nd time (love that show man). ok alright, i'm a wee bit behind time. finally watched Narnia yesterday afternoon. haha. the guy so cute right.. the peter guy. looks like heath ledger right ?? so damn cute.

FOR NARNIA !~ AND FOR ASLANNNNNNNN~ !!

coughs.

okok anws. after that watched Catch Me If You Can even though i already have the vcd. hehe. dicaprio looks sooo cute in there. hehs.

then watched the re-run of CSI just because i've got nothing else to do. and now here i am. online.

BOREEEED.

guess i'll go watch Goblet of Fire and drool over Cedric.

again.

my paper heart.

Friday, February 17, 2006

Goodbye to You*

today is offcially our last day in sch. well.. officially for us bio students.

had our Major Project Presentation jz now. 1st presentation sucks lor. 2nd one much better.

the presentation was held at the Chemical Pilot Plant level 1. same as the Chem Eng students last year.

wait wait.

OMG. cant believe that my 3yrs in Poly is OVER !

OVERRRRR !

where am i gonna go next ? only God the Almighty knows.

ok back to where i was.

came to sch at about 8, waited for sulala before heading to the canteen to grab a bite or two. then came in to hang up posters n all. n..

waited..

n waited..

n waited somore..

until about i think 11 plus before yasmin n i presented.
thank god while we were presenting, the two badots* weren't there.
badots* = din + faisal. haha. =p
if they were there, i think i'd laugh my way throughout the presentation. hehe
PHEW.

anws, 1st presentation was to my LO. she had that stern look laaaaa. cannot present laaaaa.
damn nervous ok ! but i guess i did ok. well, at least i hope i did ! *cross fingers*

the 2nd presentation was to my EV2. much MUCH better. smily person. makes it easier for me to explain stuffs to her. asked good qns. qns that we could answer. PHEW again.

yahooo.... glad that was over.

after the presentation, met up with the badots who were supposedly to be studying. haha. well, after my constant nagging, they studied in the end. hehe ! OI FOR UR OWN GOOD OK !

then liyana came ! long time no see, girl !

then went up to the roof top. reminds me of the time i went with my BFFs.
sighs.

anws.

IT'S OVERRRR.

IT'S ALLLL OVERRRRRRRRR.

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!

all the best to those taking exams nx wk !

may the knowledge be with u ;)

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Story about You*

you sit down. all set. all geared up to burn the midnight oil revamping your MP report. the graphs. the calculations. everything.

you're already in the mood. nothing can stop you now. not even noisy neighbours who at 11pm still wanna sing their lungs out.

these sleep-ophobiacs.

and this is exactly the time when you go like, pls God.. let them shut up. at this very moment, silence, if not heaven, would be rewarding enough for you. but you tune them out. with your own loud music. the radio, of course. not your own voice.

then comes along your lil sister aka Gudik (as in my case) who is still unbelievably energetic. much of a contrast to you. she came, tugged your sleeves. and you go like, WHAT ? then you feel guilty. you then go like, yes can i help you ?

she goes, look what i did ? and there it is.. a tiny box made out of origami paper.

and surprisingly you ask, how you do that ?

and she goes, simple only la. you do like this.. fold like this.. make like this.. blah blah blah.

and you spend 10mins making the paper box yourself.

after that, you got back to your report.

5mins later comes the Gudik.

she goes, you know how to do this (Kak Izah) ?

a hot air balloon using rubber bands.

and you go like, how u do that ??

and you spend another 5mins learning how to do it.

and in the end.. you got only 40% revamping done.

great. just dandy.

im making a choice to be out of touch.

Sunday, February 05, 2006

thanks for the talk mus.

miss u n the gang loads and loads.

whatever it is.. im not gonna lose this frenship.

no matter what u guys think/feel/insisted.

of all the things we've been true?

never. =)