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my name is fizah sorani
i daydream alot.
thinking too much and being paranoid might just be the words to describe me.
oh, and clumsy too.
elijah wood is LOVE.
smiles totally make my day.
adores family, friends, Allah.
absolutely in love with chocolates.
i psychobabble much.
am still looking for my fairytale ending.



chitterchatter;


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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

credits;

Saturday, April 30, 2005

Pentas Wayang*

was one word: fabulous !
hahaha.
seriously. i've like.. never been to events like this (how sad, aye ?). n i thought i'd jz go since wak apiz performing. haha. so, being supportive frens.. we bought the tix n came. but then.. apiz only played the gong thingy n sth else i forgot the name. haha. mak dier. ape ahh feeeez. tu jer ?! waste duit kiter !! hahaha. nah kidding. the whole thing was jz great. every single one of the performances. plus, seal points oiiii.

was amazed by the girls dikir. whoaa. they can really shout sey. terperanjat guey. haha. n the guys dikir were jz entertaining. omg they damn funny eh ? yes i laughed. alot. n erm quite loud ? ok fine. i LOVE to laugh. like.. loudly sometimes. learn to live with it ;) ader ajee je tau org nak comment. ssshhh !

the tarian. cool~ smooth moves n all. with added humor. haha. kekek.
n wasnt sure that diana (IT sch) was playing the role Tipah until we met her backstage. wah girl, salute ah ! love ur acting. n get this, this is her first time acting on stage. whoa. for a first-timer, she's damn good i tell u. fooh~

after the performance, met up with feez. haha. he didnt know we were there. oh maybe he act dunno cos i think he kinda figured out all the hush-hush thingy right feez. kan kan kan ? haha. make up lawa =p.

after that took some pixies.
everybody was in a happy mode ya know.
until some1 came n dampened our spirits. im not sure if it's safe to say who. cos he might read this n that i dunno what he's capable of. so. he's mr anonymous.

rufi had to go. to rufi: hang in there okie. whatever it is, we're all here. =)

then went home with sulala, faisal n din since feez was goin hm a wee bit later.

ok i jz have to blog abt this.
why is there a need for freaking disgusting eeky roaches in this world ??!!
ok dun answer that.
i haaaaaaatteeeeeee them ! ergh.
do u know they can still move even w/o their heads ?! ok i know i shdnt share this info but i jz have to ok.
OMG. GROSS. i saw it. yeps. IT. the no-head-still-alive-n-kicking-n-freaking-the-heavens-outta-of-fizah THING.
eeeeeeeeks. i HATE ROACHES.
well after this incident, esp those HEADLESS ones.

DIE ROACHES DIEEEEEE !
ok i sound so sadistic.
but i've got my supporters.

anws..
wanna say thanks to 2 of my frens for helping me out. u know who u guys are. damn sweet la u guys. but now im comtemplating on whether or not i shd do as suggested. do the thing i've always wanted.

im jz afraid that history will repeat itself. i'd rather be in this situation, wondering.. waiting.. than that situation, where all ties are cut off.

ahhhhh. can some1 jz slap me in the face. like right NOW.

Friday, April 29, 2005

"you took everything while i was staring at the sun.."*

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the rest ? well let's jz say that they're merepek nak mam.

Monday, April 25, 2005

"He whose head we break a coconut never stands still.."*

yesterday after ugama class met up with mus.
went to eat at ljs. lut couldnt join us cos she jz woke up. haha.
after that, headed to the library n read some mags.
had a lot of fun laughin non-stop. hahaha. sorry ah mus. ur so funny la. cannot help it hehe. ask lut n ehem2. conferm they agree with me wan. =D

then huda informed mus abt ainul's performance at TM for some Teenage Icon, was it ? i think so.. the competition started at ard 5pm. so left the lib at ard 4pm i think. went to mus hm cos she wanted to change.

really wanted to watch ainul's performance. but we didnt manage to =(. yeps, u guessed it. we were late. warrrh~ asal la ainul 2nd person to perform niiii. okla maybe i was partly at fault. was using the pc at mus hm till ard 4.50pm. hees. err oops ? heh. shefa n uda said her scream: powerrrrrr~ damn. missed it. maybe nx time ah ya.. sorry ainul~

while waiting for the results, uda, ainul, noreen n their another fren (whose name i forgot. heh) went to eat while me n mus accompanied shefa to look for jobs. alot of places turned her down maybe cos me n mus were there n they probobly thought we wanted to apply for a job as well. yea yea the whole hejab thingy ya know. discriminaassssiiiiiiiii aaaaaahh !! ergh. well some bcos they wanted full-timers only. luckily some allowed shefa to fill some forms while others gave her name cards to contact some other branches. after all that, bought some food at old chang kee. went back to the gallery only to find out that ainul didnt make it. cos of the age thingy ? i dunno. awwh dun be sad ah ainul.. nx time ah nx time. =)

anyhoos, had a great time yesterday.
oh ya to mus: dun worry la u didnt bore me with that particular topic that we talked abt all day. seriously k. anything u wanna talk abt. jz say it la okie.. =)

oh yes.. made some sketches for the bff shoe thingy.
eeekks i think they look HOR-RI-BLE.
i've lost my drawing skills.
aaaaaah~
will post them once im done.

Saturday, April 23, 2005

"kaaaaau hanyaaa mimpi bagikuuuu~"*

im not watching Musik Extravaganza.
partly bcos im not really interested.
n also bcos one of the Ruffedge members looks freakishly similar to.. jeng jeng jeng.
eeks. right mus ? haha~
no offense to "jeng jeng jeng". but really ah. SAME siaa ! serams~ hehe.
ok so im bored. im not online yet. on msn that is.
maybe later. maybe not.
if only i have his msn. hahahaaaaa.

anws. got this from diorangel's website who in turn got it from someone else.

here.

Art 1

Art 2

ok i know. they suck.
lack creativity too. haha.
hey, its tough to draw on pc ya know.
esp when u have to use ur RIGHT hand to manoeuver the mouse.
oh for those who dunno. im a lefty.

go figure.

oh yes i made a mistake abt the scores of the picnic soccer matches.
ok 2 mistakes la. pointed out by mr aizuddin n faisal.
1st match - 5-1.
2nd match - 1-0.

oops my bad.
hehe.
yela2. aku suck at maths.
surprise of the century.
haaaaas.

Friday, April 22, 2005

Use Your Imagination

Sweet and satisfying
Lovely long rod of goodness
Mmmmmm, I can't get enough of it in my mouth
I would do this all day long if I could










The flavour that hits my taste buds is so amazing
The best I have had in a long time
Smooth as silk as it slides down my throat
I gobble down all I can in one go










Mmmmmm, I love chocolate

- thehittmann.

i do. i do. =D


Wednesday, April 20, 2005

"you're everyone i see. so tell me.. do you see me ?"*

woke up at 9am, with a plan to go to sheng shiong to buy a packet of fries for the picnic later.
ended up watching mtv all the way till 11. heh.
then supposed to meet fidz at ard 1pm at tamp.
yikes. so, freshened up.. went to sheng shiong at ard 11.30am.
then saw this guy.. afro hair. presumely havent bathe yet by looking at his i-jz-woke-up expression n his i-jz-got-out-of-bed clothes, with a basket in his hands. gi pasar kapeeeee. haha.
jz amazed at his hair. usually like that ah every morning ? hah. coolness.

anws. got the fries i wanted. purchased some wedges but didnt bring them to the picnic due to lack of time. heh.
got home. realized that i didnt buy the tissues mum wanted. went down to the mama shop. mama shop didnt have any tissues. seriously mama. go tutup ur kedai. kunyit oso dun have. bankrupt suda la. waste space only. heh.

moving on, went to ntuc. bought the tissues. got home at ard 12. havent put on my celak yet. hah. so.. multi-tasked: put celak on, frying, ironing my clothes. got out of the house ard 1pm. heh. fidz was alredy there waiting for me. hehehe. maaf ya buk. nggak sengaja sih. heh.
met her. then went to her house for zuhur before heading to the beach, riding her bike. like finally, been ages since i rode on a decent one (my yger bro's bike is like one u'd take to the pasar. ergh. soo not.. nice. heh.)

then found out that the rest of the gang havent reach yet. -_-" hehe.
rode the bike all the way to the spiderweb thingy where we waited for them. oh ya.. during the journey, sth happened to fidz. hahah~ fidz, naseb kau nyer idong mancong. kalo tak, masok mulut kau. hehehehe =p. takpe.. rezeki. heh.
finally rufi, sulala, faisal n din arrived. feez lembab. mahaha. =p
found the perfect spot to place our things n jz chill out. faisal n din cycled somewhere while the rest of us devoured on the food. damn hungry k. heh. but turns out, i didnt eat much after all. ate less than half a plate of nasi goreng n nuggets (brought by sulala) n abit of faisal's hotdogs/fishballs. didnt touch feez's ayam goreng at all sey. sedih. hahaha.

then me n sulala cycled off to the end of pasir ris beach. sat for awhile n talked. hope u feel much better ya sulala ? =)
took more than an hour to return to our spot. cos me n sulala cycled ard to search for faris, who claimed he was lost. so, searched ard for him at one end. then turns out, he was at the OTHER end. -_-" mak ai. we were like idiots sey, calling out, "faris~ oh faris~ where are u ??". like searching for a kid like that. hahaha. finally, he found our spot, so we cycled back. nemind2. exercise. =D

faris brought along his blades (btw, he's an expert in rollerblading siaa. smooth moves man ! sooo jealous ! haha~) so one by one, we tried on n skated. feez couldnt.. cos the blades too small for him. hahahaha. shians kau feez. haha~ takpe la.. nx time go find some blades of a bigger size ya =p faisal n din tried skating 1st. then sulala. haha had fun sey teaching sulala how to skate. *scream* sane *scream* sini. hehehe. fun~ then my turn.. held on the bike feez was riding.. mak aiii. scary sey. cos the blades dun have any brakes ! YIKES. nvr before have i tried skating with a pair of brake-less blades. yes yes i hugged the lamp post to stop. shudup k.
then fidz.. sulala n me held on to her.. tahap kene dukung eh. hahaha. then rufi~ since she had a phobia of her previous skating incident, me sulala n fidz held on to her as she skated. ooo~ not bad sey rufi. face ur fear ! hehe. overall, had stomache due to laughing too much. haha. then feez mati-matian wanted to try on the skates. forced his feet into them. haha.. awwh lain kali kitorg ajar kau la okie. hehe.

ok so, after that.. played soccer ! wee~ i didnt know how to play.. i like watching the soccer matches tho. so, hantam je la eh. teamed up with aizuddin (pro ah pro) n fidz (kau.. ruud van nistelrooy oiiii).. all-star team ah (ok aku xtra so what) vs faisal (prasan casillas eeeks =p) sulala (becks) n rufi (aka solari). feez was our referee/photographer or helguerra.. hahah. the match was fun. anyhow kicked the ball. hahaha. n erh i accidentally kicked some1's knee. hehe sorry eh faisal. cant blame me mah. newbie. heh =p HOWEVER, scored thrice for my team~ weeeee heeeee~ not bad for a newbie, aye ? hah. fidz scored 1 n the same for din. rufi scored 1. so final score: 3-1. WINNER~ so lady of the match ? guess la. hahah~ =D

then played another round, this time me, faisal, sulala n feez vs aizuddin, fidz n rufi. it was a draw. haha.

then.. took some pixies~ merepek poses included. hah.
after all that, packed up. n headed to fidz's house while rufi went off n faisal headed for his practical. faris skated while fidz, din n me cycled all the way there. well actually, i got free rides from fidz n aizuddin. fidz cycled fast siaa. leks ah sis. din lagik. damn fast sey ! scary sey ! woooo~ kau tgh bawak anak dara org oiiiii. apape jadik kat aku.. kau yg kene tau. hahaha. anws thx korg. hehe.

isyak at fidz's house.. then met up with sulala n feez at the bustop cos sulala held on to fidz's bike keys. khidir tagged along. cutenessssssss !! fidz n khidir went hm while we walked all the way to buy bubble tea before taking our buses hm.

*yawns*
wow. i didnt realise how long this entry is. haha.
anws. my thoughts keep goin back to him.
weirdness right. esp when i dunno him at all.

ok, the bed looks enticing.

oh ya, bff~ pitting still on right ?
we'll discuss soon ya. miss ya guys loads~

Sunday, April 17, 2005

The News*

jz got it.
n my response is,"NOOOOOOOOOOO !!", "NOOOOOOOOOOOO !!" & more "NOOOOOOO !!".

*slaps self*

am i crazy ? or am i crazy ?!

should i do sth ?

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Jijah*

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cuteness !
(referring to both jijah n baby)

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Stress relievers*

im stressed out.
bcos im soo bored.
dying of boredom over here~

so.. here.

Stress Reliever # 1

Wife: You always carry my photo in your handbag to the office. Why?
Darling : When there is a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your picture and the problem disappears.
Wife: You see, how miraculous and powerful I am for you?
Darling : Yes, I see your picture and say to myself, "What other problem Can there be greater than this one?

(if i were her.. *DUSHIAKK* haha !)

Stress Reliever # 2

Girl: When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden.
Boy: It's very kind of you, darling, But I don't have any worries or troubles.
Girl: Well that is because we aren't married yet.

Stress Reliever #3

Son: Mom, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to give up my seat to a lady.
Mom: Well, you have done the right thing.
Son: But mum, I was sitting on daddy's lap.

(ayo. die. hah)

Stress Reliever # 4

A newly married man asked his wife, "Would you
have married me if my father hadn't left me a
fortune?"
"Honey," the woman replied Sweetly,
"I'd have married you NO MATTER WHO LEFT
YOU A FORTUNE"

(mahahaha~)


Stress Reliever # 5

Father to son after exam: "let me see your report
card."
Son: "My friend just borrowed it. He wants to
scare
his parents."

(well thats a hint. hah.)

Stress Reliever # 6

A teacher asked her class for sentences using
the
word "beans"..
"My Father grows beans," said one student.
"My father cooks beans," said another.
Then little Johnny spoke up: "We are all human
beans."

(heheh how cute)

Stress Reliever # 7

Interviewer to Millionaire: "To whom do you owe
your
success as a millionaire?"
Millionaire: "I owe everything to my wife."
Interviewer: "Wow, she must be some woman !
"What were you before you married her?"
Millionaire: "A Billionaire"

Stress Reliever # 8

Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours
forever.
The guy replies: Thanks for the warning.

Stress Reliever # 9

A wife asked her husband: "What do you like most
in me - my pretty face or my sexy body?"
He looked at her from head to toe and replied:
"Ermm.. I like your sense of humor.. ?"

(kakakakaaa.)



Digest this*

got this from ReadersDigest.com.
dun ask me why i like reader's digest.
i find them.. hmm.. well.. entertaining ?
haha.


I thought I wanted a tattoo, so I had a friend come with me to the tattoo parlor. As I nervously paused outside the door, I noticed the T had slipped off their sign. Now it read "Creative ouch."

--Contributed by Karen Blount

hah. cute.

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Guilty by Association ?*

everybody's scared of me.
why ?
cos they know i'm TINI'S yger sister.
-_-"
fine. be scared.
run away. go.
ROAR~
hahahahahaha.

these ppl amuse me.

anws, wanna say thx to faris, faisal, feez (i guess. haha), sulala n fidz for sorta consoling me jz now.
appreciate it guys. =)
i seriously didnt know what had gotten into me.
had a uber great day with them, no doubt.
then at the end of the day, i felt.. sad ? angry ? confused ?
i guess.. all three. all at once.
sighs.
so.. soon after sulala n fidz left..
the guys tried asking me what was wrong.
but i guess, i wasnt ready to tell anyone anything.
not yet.
cos. believe me. i SHOULDNT be feeling this way.
its sooooooooo stupid.
so so stupid.
(note: the emphasis is on the word, STUPID)

n now i dunno what to do.
it's either i wait.
or do sth abt it.

if i wait = nothing will happen.
if i do sth abt it = i'd probably be shunned.
so either way.. i lose.

sooo....
sighs~

anyhoos..
watched The Pacifier with them today..
the show was quite funny.
esp when vin diesel (macho macho man~) starred in a comedy.
hahaa~ sooo not appropriate.
but somehow, he fits in quite well. hehe.
so if u guys are planning to watch it, go k.
dun hesitate.
its sorta a feel-good movie.
u wont regret it.

so.. plans for tmr: get out of the house n look for a job.
haaa. as if~
all talk no action.

Sunday, April 10, 2005

*grins*

I PASSED. I PASSED.
YAY YAY. I PASSED.
WEEHEE. I PASSED.
HOORAY. I PASSED.
YIIBAAA. I PASSED.

Alhamdulillah~
All praises to Allah~

the weird thing was, i dreamt of the exact same grades the night before.

mmm. freaky.

Thursday, April 07, 2005

YIOUCH*

doc: nx time dun do like that ok. ur not superman, ur neck bones are not made of steel aah (*laughs*)
mum: (*laughs*)
me: eheh. (i was like, u think i did it on purpose isit ? u think i wan this neck sprain isit. shissh)

hahh.
i cant move my head.
its damn painful k.

oh yea. he prescribed me: mefenamic acid tablets n paracetamol
mefenamic acid - a non-steroidal anti-inflammatory drug under the class of Fenamates. which is to reduce inflammation.
paracetamol - an analgesic to relieve pain.

heh. jz revising my bpharm along the way. jz in case i have to take supp. heh.

so.. the doc said it will take 1 week for me to recover.
great. 1 week of tilting my head to the right. (no comments pls)
jz what i need during the hols.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Hmms*

couldnt really sleep yesterday.
at exactly 2am, i realized..
that i needed to talk to somebody.
real badly..

but then i figured,
paranoia got the best of me.
n that my minor problems are jz too silly n too insignificant to tell anybody.
well, they are not actually problems.
jz thoughts, i guess.
bsides, ppl have their own stuffs to deal with.

talked to my sister abt it tho.
but she likes to make jokes out of everything.
which is a good thing at times,
yesterday not being one of them.
n ya she said i was being silly.
n that she'd gimme 1 mth to get over it.
albeit i dun think i will.
haaa.

before goin to sleep,
i honestly wished that the wall could talk back n tell me everything that i wanted to hear.
boy, it'd be my bestest fren in the whole wide world.

pathetic, aint it.