dreaming out loud. . .

Thursday, March 31, 2005

Culinary ?*

made one cake,
thats all it takes to be called, "culinary frens".
hehees. thx anws faris. =)

if u think u read wrongly,
no u didnt.
we did make a cake today.
alar a simple chox cake la ok.
n it takes 5 ppl to make one.
heees. ok we made two.
cos apparently, one wasnt enough. heh.

ok so, was supposed to meet sulala, rufi n yas at tamp intch before heading to fidz's house.
before that, had to return sik monyet (ah panggil aku kak kodok lagik. monyet !) his oh-so-precious adapter. =p
then he brought faeez along. alamaaaak so CUTE la he !
but ya, he's scared of me.
feez ! ape kau buat pat dier ah. kau psycho dier eh sampai dier takot dgn aku eh.
dodol kamu. hmphhh.
well ya maybe cos i look like a vampire ?
thats what some of my nieces n nephews said.
siooooll je.
sampai hati korg. aku main game dgn korg.
main kejar2. main sembunyik2.
korg panggil aku vampire ?!
im HURT k. get it ? H-U-R-T.
thats okie. thats okie.
i said, thats OKIE laaa. *jelings*

anyhoos.. met them at ard 11.45.
so i was like.. 15mins late.
hees. 15min je. tak lebih. *angelic look*
rufi JZ woke up.. nice.. hehe..

so went off to fidz's house 1st as she said she'll meet us there.
while waiting for her, watched Ice Age. haaa. i love that show man.
soo cute n soo funny. heh.
then there's cutie pie khidir~
gosh miss him siaa. still tembam..
still cute.
still so fair.
hahaa but botak leh.
but still sooo cute.
n he's NOT scared of me.
weee heee~
(hint hint to feez: adek kau sth wrong ah. haaaas =p)

then rufi came along.
n off we go to the kitchen~
no, we didnt blow the whole place up k.
mixed some stuffs together. n voila, one batch done.
while waiting for it to bake, we played congkak~
waaahh i miss playing congkak with my grandma.
but of course, with my grandma.. i ALWAYS lose.
n i mean ALWAYS eh. shiiiissssh.
too terror for me.
anyhow, took turns to go against each other.
sulala won. then rufi. then me. then fidz.
we taught yas to play since she didnt know how.
then discovered a particular trend, those who looked as tho they are winning in the 1st place, ALWAYS lose in the end.
seriously eh. we did an "experiment" k. haas.
so, tried breaking the trend..
managed to break twice ? i think so.
haa. berjaya~

then we figured, we should make another batch.
to bring some home to our mummies.
(awww so sweeeeet kans ? hees)
went down to the mama shop (yes, all 5 of us hah.) to buy some butter.
then messed up the kitchen again.
then played congkak again while waiting for the 2nd batch to bake.
however, there was a new contender: aizuddin~
hahaha.
oh gosh. so funny sia he.
since he's like the only guy.. in a girl's house..
he constantly had that embarrassed expression on his face.
haaa.
he went against rufi.. n i forgot who won. haaa.
then he went off to meet his frens.
while we went to ghufran to pass faris n feez some of our OH-SO-DELICIOUS chox cake.
heheees.

had a super keduper great time..
we should sooo do this again ya girls.
nx up, lasagne ?
er RIGHT.
haa. we'll see.. we'll see.
been wanting to do this with my bff tho.

we are so prepared, arent we ?
like rufi said (after ONLY one cake done): "kalo cam gini da leh kahwin ah kitorg"
hahahahahaahahahahahahahaha !

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

it's always times like these when i think of u n i wonder if u ever think of me

went to my aunt's house today cos she wasnt feeling so well.
met up with my cousins n all.
gosh.. cannot stop laughing sia.
i jz love being ard them.. cracking up jokes n stuffs.

btw, i got a new cutie pie niece~
her name is Sharifah Fazana.
damn cute i tell u.
oh damn small too.
hahahah. gerams !
so carried her n walked ard the house.
so fragile sia she.
then know what ? she vomitted on me.
then everybody laughed at me.
......
must be my perfume la. haa~

anws..
was washing some of the dishes in the kitchen.
then kak nana came up to me n asked, fizah ader matair ?
my reply, haa. takde la.
then my mum interrupted n said, na.. kau carik kan dier ah.
i was like, zzzzzz.
kak nana went, eh boleh2.
mum, yg baik2 nyer eh. kau jgn carik budak2 hanyut.
kak nana went, mane ade. na nyer seme baik2 belaka.
i think they forgot i was there ?
so yea.. i left the kitchen. leaving them talking to each other.
haa.

then sat ard with them..
found out my abg sedare's on Xando tablets.
hahhahahahahaha. omg.
that was like.. the funniest joke of the century man.
but he wasnt kidding.
hahahahahaahaha.
n he did it for kak asmah, his wife.
aaaaaawww. so sweet hahaha.
but know what he ate all the while he was there ?
1. nasi goreng.
2. ice cream.
3. epok2.
4. cake.
5. murtabak.
6. murtabak.
7. n more murtabak.
Xando nyerrrrrrrr.

then my other cousins came..
sat ard..
talked abt sch.. hp n stuffs.
then kak nana told me n my cuz linda abt this guy.
syamir.. who's supposed to be s'pore's sprinter ?
err. k i dunno who he is. haaa.
apparently, he's my nephew, aijal's coach.
n so, she wants to recommend us to him.
cos she heard he's like.. looking for sum1.
eh mak aii. kirim slm je la.
then she went like, dier tinggi, hensem.. baik plaks tu.
linda n me looked at each other.. n went like.. errr. ok.
then she told us abt her frens who apparently brought their adek sedare to meet syamir.
n he turned them down.
cos kak nana told us that those were the '"hanyut" ladies.
mahaahaa. kekek sey.
n if she's ever thinking of bringin us there, whoa no thx man.
linda gi sorg ah. haaa.

eeeeeeks what if my mum wanna matchmake me to sumbody eh ?
siol je.
eeeeeeks.

Monday, March 28, 2005

*screams*

saw rob thomas' vid..
*screams !!!!*

he didnt actually dance.
but but..
he did sway his butt to the music !!
gosssssssh.
eeeeeee. like what like that !!

but.. the vid was quite cool.
the effects n all.
n he still has the rob thomas angst in him..
cos he kept hitting n kicking stuffs ard him..
good good.

but still.. he swayed to the song !
*gasps*
okok as shefa said, at least he didnt break out into a salsa dance or sth.
k phew.
that would be sth to watch.
hah.

oh did i mention he kinda looks like jijah with his short hair ? hees.

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almost.. almost.. havent found the perfect two pictures yet. will work on that. =)

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Can holidays get any worst ?*

i miss my sister. heh.
she's supposed to like.. return today..
but she like.. missed the night bus..
so she's like.. staying there for another day..
so that means she's like.. returning tmr instead of today.
which is like.. sucks.

im jz waiting for my souvenir.
hahahahahaa.
kidding la.

alrighty.
today must have been one of the boring-est sundays of my life.
got back from ugama. thought of goin to lut's house..
but since she has a paper tmr.. so im supposed to like.. not disturb her.
so yea went hm.
turned on the pc.
turned off the pc.
turned on the tv. with nothing much to watch.
watched this show called Missmatch on starworld.
typical love series. which kinda irks me.
i think whats gonna happen in the end is = the two bestfrens (a guy n girl.. pff. duh) will fall in love with each other. awww. so.. erm sweet ?
ada apa dgn cinta man ?
oh speaking of which.. my cuz asked me, what is love btween 2 ppl ?
hahhh. nice. ask me. of ALL ppl.
fyi, i've stepped down from being Doctor Love k.
so yea i said, i dunno.
n she said, tak guner ah kau.. hehe.
well gee thx cuz. ur in love. why dun u answer urself then ? haha =p

anws..
became a couch potato for 3 hrs.
watching nothing but crap.
haaa.
im beginning to miss sch.
what are u crazy ?
um ya i guess.

however, goin to sch tmr.
returning some library bks.
meeting shefa, lut, mus n rad.
miss those peeps.
miss the rest too.
sighs.
n maybe im expecting to see some1 ?
*knocks head*
gosh.. im soo.. soo.. (undescribable).
i think i need some1 else to slap me now.
slapping myself doesnt seem to work.

omg i feeel soooo the very the emo now !
shissssssssshhhhhh. soo NOT me.
stop it ! stoppppiiiiiiiiittttttttt.

moving on.. im sure by now u guys have heard rob thomas' new single - lonely no more ?
can i say that the song freaks me out ?
it jz freaks me out that THE rob thomas of fyi, one of my all time fav band matchbox twenty, sings a mark anthony-ish song. *brr*
whoever has watched his video, pls dun tell me. im jz afraid he would DANCE to it.
ok ewwww ?
the even more freaky thing is, i kinda like the song. hahaha.
"i dowan another lover at my door, jz another heartache on my list"
esp that part. hees.

kau buat ku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
membuatku merasakan yang tak terjadi

Friday, March 25, 2005

Hees*

yessaaa.
finally got to see peter pan's performance on apm.
yes i mentioned that i missed it that day ok shudup.
aaaaaarriiiiiiiieeeeeel !!!!
sighs.
yea tho he jz sat there n sing, the music was uber great.
his voice. n of course, his cute face~
sighs.
kini ku berada dlm taman mimpi ku ?
hahahaaa.

anyhoos, cleaned my room.. like finally.
u cant imagine the amount of dusts in my room.
gosh.
so while cleaning.. came across some old priceless stuffs.
the pics we took during the sec sch days.. yea those were the days.
how i miss them. my bffs. they may not know. cos i may not show.
yea maybe its kinda my fault. was M.I.A cos of sch n stuffs.
how i wish we were back in the good old days.
where we used to take the same subs. facing more or less the same kinda problems. in the same classroom. going for recess together.
now.. since we're on different paths, we tend to be busy all the time.
doing our own stuffs. me especially.
sighs.
came across some gifts too. frenship gifts. casual "thank u for being my fren" cards.
"best frens forever" cards. birthday cards. n the birthday gift puttaphong gave me.
maybe i'll put up some pics of these things up.. real cool stuffs. as soon as i get the dg back.
gosh i miss puttaphong siaaa. tho he can be quite an irritating dweeb. hah.
n champ champ. n wirot. k basically everyone in the class.
missed the tchers too.

now everything's different.
how many special ppl change ?
every single one of them.
including me.
not gonna see some of them nx yr due to their SIP.
sighs. sighs. sighs.

now i feel like crying.
*slaps self*

Thursday, March 24, 2005

I'm.. BACK !! *grins*

can u jz smell that ?
yes.
the SWEET smell of FRREEEEEEEEDOOOOOOM ! wee hee !
*dances the post-exams dance*
finally im D-0-N-E with all my papers.
no more late-night muggings. no more missing CSI.
no more staring at the notes n trying very hard to get all those drug names in ur oh-s0-limited-memory-space brain.
no more i tell u ! hehehehe !

okok so im rubbing it in the faces of those i've-got-1-or-2-more-papers-left peeps.
sorry guys.
gd luck aights. study all u can ok ! u all can do it ! insyaAllah =)

had my PC paper on monday.
was studying SUPER hard for it.
yea, cos i almost failed my term test.
so forced myself to get interested in PC.
i have to say, that im kinda proud of myself.
made some studying rules for myself. n surprisingly, i stuck to them.
haha *pats self on back* heh.
so PC paper was.. um.. kinda manageable ? better than the term test paper.
well, to me at least. all my frens thought it was more difficult.
ok is there sth wrong with me ??!
i've always been weak in PC n suddenly, the exams was do-able to me n undo-able to my frens ?
okok. die. maybe i did it all wrong ?
ok die.
supp here i come.

dedicated the next few days for the next paper, BPHARM.. which was today.
there was this 20marks qn. aaaaaaaaaaaaah~ i dunno what i wrote.
i wrote basically everything i know abt the 4 processes. i think i wrote more than enough.
i think i wrote all those irrelevant ones too.
die. aaaaaaah~ how la sia. how how how ??
i hope i pass this paper. cos i sure dowan to take supp esp for this subject.
cos supp for BPHARM includes calculations.
eerh eww ? numbers / formulae ?
i hate numbers n formulae !
after that, we all discussed abt our answers. fidz calculated that she lost abt 58 marks n already geared herself up for supp. alamak chill la girl. mr super-kind-nice-empowered-worker koh wont fail u laa insyaAllah. dun worry too much k. have faith in him n most importantly, urself. hehe.
i think i shd prescribe her some amitriptyline [for the benefit of those non-geek studs, thats an antideppressant =)] hehe.

waited for diana before heading to Bedok Corner to eat.
ordered mee ketagih.. the same noodle i ate the 1st time i went there.
super keduper muper nice i tell u. must try. conferm addicted nyer. [i think the kakak selling the noodle shd give me some credit or sth]

after that, we didnt know where to go. one thing's for sure, we didnt wanna go home.
well, except for yas. she needed to catch up on her sleep. alaaa. yas ni ape laaaa. org nak enjoy. dier nak balek tido plaks. zzzz. heh. oh well.

so walked ard tamp intch. then fidz had to go back to sch.
-_-" another spoiler. ape ah fidz ! haaiyerrr.
so then saw this wallet that i wanna buy. thought of buying it after wandering ard.
then didnt get to buy it in the end.
bcos right..
somebody right.
FORCED us to watch The Eye 10.
haiyerrrrrrr........
ok wait, before i go on any further. ATTENTION ALL. if u wanna watch a movie. PLS DUN ask benji along. he will choose the most crappiest movie n thus, u will waste money. really, im not kidding. hahahahahaha. kidding la.
ok so, we decided on watching The Eye 10. the show was at 5.20pm.
so me n apiz went to the mosque to catch our Asar prayers.
on the way there. err.. saw.. err. saw.. err *grins*
(fast forward)
sulala called apiz. n guess what.. BENJI DIANA N SULALA WERE STUCK IN THE LIFT. mahahahaha. of all lifts to be stuck in, TM lift. mahahahahah ! so cute sia. hehe. they were stuck there for like 5 mins. ler. 5 mins je. asal tak lame lagik ? heh.
okok so after praying, it was 5.25 pm ? i think so. YIKES. "rushed" back to TM.
saw.. errr *grins*

the movie was. hmmm. how shd i put this.. funny ?
yea. more to funny than scary.
ok well.. there were parts where i semi-hide my face behind my bag.
ok at least better than some1 right ? use jacket to cover WHOLE face.
omg benji. are u even a real guy ?! =p
not that im saying those who ACT brave is a real guy la.
apiz act tough only. heh =p

as i was saying, it was kinda hilarious. many unexpected / lame parts la.
jokes seme drag sey. but it was overall.. an ok movie.
then there was this girl infront of benji. kauz. scream at the LITTLEST things sia.
the ONLY one in the audience who screamed.
she went like, "MUMMY !" & "AAAAAAH !" at not so scary things sia.
hahah so funny. we ended up laughin at her sia. hahah so cute sia she.

the movie over, went to send benji to intch (manje betul yg satu ni) before heading to mosque for magrib. after that, met fidz n faris at the intch.
so the gathering is on. n mayb they're inviting the chem engin yr 3.
err RIGHT. as if ah..
waited for them to catch their bus before heading to where else but accompany apiz to NTUC to search for what else but food.
omg apiz. i think u shd REALLY bcome a member now. seriously. they would LOVE to have one LOYAL shopper like u. hahahaha =p
then got an escort home. hehehe. yela aku pengecut k. aku admit. maceh ! hehe.

n so here i am blogging.
yes. im FINALLY blogging.
yes. my blog is breathing again believe it or not.

YAY tmr got APM !
yes. i missed it the 1st time round. sooo ?
ARIELLLLLL ! *MELTS*

Thursday, March 10, 2005

Erased*

if u havent notice,
i deleted the prev entry.
cos i figured that i shdnt blog abt it.
n that someone might get hurt reading it.
so yea.

what-ever.

Monday, March 07, 2005

*bites nails*

oh gosh.
oh gosh.
oh gosh.

i will be having my presentation tmr.

oh gosh.
oh gosh.
oh gosh.

im like soo super keduper nervous.
even tho i'll be presenting infront of my class only.
its jz that, the presentation's gonna be held in the LT.
n the thought of presenting in the LT, seems scary.
plus, we're the 1st group to present.

aaaaaah~
*bites nails*

n the 25% creativity part ?
i dun think we're getting any.
ahahaha.
dunno leh~

oh well oh well.
jz hope everything's gonna go smoothly tmr.
anws, for those having presentation tmr or any other days.. all the very best okie !

oh yes.
newsflash !
i'll be getting a new phone TMR !!
heheheheh !
ok fine, i think i'll be getting a super lame phone la.
due to personal economic crisis. heh.
but what the heck.
any phone that gives me reception in ITAS is my kind of phone.
so yea. anything will do.
so that means, i'll be changing my number.
make sure u save it as soon as u receive a notice okie !
cey, like what like that. heh.

oh n yeaaaaaa i will be getting a new top tmr !
ok well, more like a new sweater la.
but NICE !
i likeeeee !
cheap ! but nice !
yes typical cheapskate me.
but it's the design that matters right ?
dun be too materialistic laa. heh.

weeeeeeeee~

ok gonna start on my bpharm n practise my speech. again !
cauz~

oh p.s: saw him. hahahahah. *slaps self*

Sunday, March 06, 2005

Lost*

ok firstly, there's this news abt one of my bff having a bf.
and another, a false alarm.
then. im convinced that i have no idea whatsoever that happened in the bff circle lately.
gosh.

guess i was M.I.A like.. 99% of the time.
sighs.

n im supposed to like.. do my speech for like.. my presentation like.. now.
but what am i doing ?
blogging.

anyhooos,
saw him on saturday~
wearing black u~
hahahah.

*slaps self*

i've realised that i like those hardworking, quiet, shy, loner typa guys.
ever since secondary school days.
they're like sooo mysterious right ? woo hahaha.
obviously, i will end up heartbroken.
as usual.
cant help it laaa.
i guess i like them out of my own selfishness.
which i will not elaborate.

n there's those real funny, outgoing ones.
who obviously lighten up my life.

sighs.

ok fine.
i shall stop now n do my speech.
n yes, i've got motivation to study already~
director's list ! him ! director's list ! him ! director's list !
hahaha.
diam eh feez. =p

*slaps self*
-end-

Friday, March 04, 2005

Hehehehe*

guess who sat 2 seats nx to me 5mins ago ?
him.
yes mus. THAT him.

guess who i almost knocked into ?
him. again.
n he said, "sorry sorry sorry"

haha~

oh yes.
i didnt get any extra pa notes in my email.
wanna know why ?
cos mr hee got me mixed by with this norhafiz bin ibrahim.
nice.
sape sey ni jantan.

ps: apsal la sik cina seblah aku tgk aku blog.
aku rase uncomfortable la.
gi buat keje sane. =)

Thursday, March 03, 2005

LOSING-IT MODE*

ifeelsomoodytoday.
idunnowhy.
ifeelsolazytoday.
idunnowhy.
ifeellikeslappingmyselfbacktoreality.
niknowwhy.
cosexamsareinabt2weeksnwhatamidoing?
everythingelsebutstudy.
thisissonotme.

nowimfinishingupmyplmproject.
25%orsthlikethat,isbasedoncreativity.
mymindrightnow=blank.
howamisupposetocomeupwithsthcreative?
plus,ihavetodothepresentationslidesonmyfreakingcomputer.
which,fyi,sucks.
stopfreakingflickeringalready!
icantseeadamnthing.

niwannagetanewhp.
cosmycurrenthp,fyi,sucks.
howcantherebenoreceptioninONLYitas?
atthemoment,mylife,asucansee,sucks.

ihatemypc.
ihatemyhp.
ihatemypc.
ihatemyhp.
ihatemypc.
ihatemyhp.
ihatemypc.
ihatemyhp.
ihatemypc.
ihatemyhp.

ihatemyunusualprocrastination.

ohyes.ihatemysub-consciousselftoo.

basically.
ihate.
everything.

imsototallylosingit.