i daydream alot.
thinking too much and being paranoid might just be the words to describe me.
oh, and clumsy too.
elijah wood is LOVE.
smiles totally make my day.
adores family, friends, Allah.
absolutely in love with chocolates.
i psychobabble much.
am still looking for my fairytale ending.
01/01/2008 - 31/01/2009
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01/10/2008 - 31/10/2008
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past tense;
chitterchatter;
amin x
arrohman
ayeesha x badriah
ben x eddy
fadzillah x faisal
faizah x fang shi
farhana x faris
fazlin x fiza
hafeez m. x hafeez s.
haslinda x huda
is'sha x kak tini
liyana x lutfiah
muslihah x nadiah
nisha x nooreen
radiah x rahman
rasyiqa x rufihaza
salman x salwa
shahdon x shima
siti x siti nadiah
siva x syahira
xue yin x zahidah
friends;
ayeesha x badriah
ben x eddy
fadzillah x faisal
faizah x fang shi
farhana x faris
fazlin x fiza
hafeez m. x hafeez s.
haslinda x huda
is'sha x kak tini
liyana x lutfiah
muslihah x nadiah
nisha x nooreen
radiah x rahman
rasyiqa x rufihaza
salman x salwa
shahdon x shima
siti x siti nadiah
siva x syahira
xue yin x zahidah
friends;
Sunday, October 31, 2004
Happy Halloween !
erh oklar syirik.
but hey, jz for the fun of it right ?
anw.. i'm so freaking bored.
wanted to watch the white chix vcd but the 1st disc cannot watch ah.
nape ni saiful ? how come u can watch i cannot watch ni.
wargh stress.
haha.
so now watching cheaper by the dozen.
woo nice haha. got tommy boy. haha.
the show sweet n funny oso. hees.
i thought disney ch got hocus pocus ??
but dun have sey. i guess it was yesterday ?
dang, missed it. haiz.
lalaalalaaaaaa.. n nobody is online right now xcept for nad's lil bro.
always wrong timing sia -_-" haha.
well cauz.
erh oklar syirik.
but hey, jz for the fun of it right ?
anw.. i'm so freaking bored.
wanted to watch the white chix vcd but the 1st disc cannot watch ah.
nape ni saiful ? how come u can watch i cannot watch ni.
wargh stress.
haha.
so now watching cheaper by the dozen.
woo nice haha. got tommy boy. haha.
the show sweet n funny oso. hees.
i thought disney ch got hocus pocus ??
but dun have sey. i guess it was yesterday ?
dang, missed it. haiz.
lalaalalaaaaaa.. n nobody is online right now xcept for nad's lil bro.
always wrong timing sia -_-" haha.
well cauz.
Saturday, October 30, 2004
Everything is A-OK.
Thx to mus for everything.
For being there right by the phone.
Tho u were FREAKING tired.
But u were there to hear me cry.
1st person in mind.
Thx. *smiles the biggest smile*
To lut for everything also.
Placing jokes/happiness in the seriousness.
Haha. Good ! *smilessss*
To mizan !
For ur help !
No need to bother urself with this.
But u did.
Sampai pening abg kiter yg satu ni.
Haha.
To amri for sebok2.
Haha.
Nolar u helped.
In a way or two.
Haha.
Thx !
To nad for asking what is wrong.
N hear me babble.
Hees. Thx.
To apiz.
Ur jz too irresistable.
For me to tell lar !
Prasantan.
Haha.
Thx for the Gd luck wish !
To arrohman.
Tho u didnt know a thing.
U bothered to ask what is wrong.
Thx !
For the game n Ares oso.
Hah.
To bashey.
For this experience.
Hees *smiles*
hope i didnt miss anyone out.
If i do.
THX !
Thx to mus for everything.
For being there right by the phone.
Tho u were FREAKING tired.
But u were there to hear me cry.
1st person in mind.
Thx. *smiles the biggest smile*
To lut for everything also.
Placing jokes/happiness in the seriousness.
Haha. Good ! *smilessss*
To mizan !
For ur help !
No need to bother urself with this.
But u did.
Sampai pening abg kiter yg satu ni.
Haha.
To amri for sebok2.
Haha.
Nolar u helped.
In a way or two.
Haha.
Thx !
To nad for asking what is wrong.
N hear me babble.
Hees. Thx.
To apiz.
Ur jz too irresistable.
For me to tell lar !
Prasantan.
Haha.
Thx for the Gd luck wish !
To arrohman.
Tho u didnt know a thing.
U bothered to ask what is wrong.
Thx !
For the game n Ares oso.
Hah.
To bashey.
For this experience.
Hees *smiles*
hope i didnt miss anyone out.
If i do.
THX !
what more do u want me to do ?
beg ?
i begged alright.
i can do it again.
but i wont stoop to that level.
i lost my pride for what i did to win u back as a fren.
i tried. so hard.
i dunno if everything i do is werth it.
after what we discussed.
i thought we're ok.
but to my sad surprise.
nothing's changed.
but i'm gonna try again.
for one last time.
exhausted.
lethargic.
but i will keep on trying.
to keep this fren of mine.
until i finally give up.
which will not happen anytime soon.
thx to those who wanna help me.
look how pathetic i am.
it feels that i have no more pride.
i'm a shame to all women out there.
stooping this low for a guy.
but this guy is my fren.
n i dun like to lose frens.
so ya thx guys for making things feel better.
when in fact, it's not.
i will put a fake smile on my face.
n pretend everything is alright.
cos it should be by this time.
but no. its not.
maybe it never will be.
pls God.
make it good.
somehow.
beg ?
i begged alright.
i can do it again.
but i wont stoop to that level.
i lost my pride for what i did to win u back as a fren.
i tried. so hard.
i dunno if everything i do is werth it.
after what we discussed.
i thought we're ok.
but to my sad surprise.
nothing's changed.
but i'm gonna try again.
for one last time.
exhausted.
lethargic.
but i will keep on trying.
to keep this fren of mine.
until i finally give up.
which will not happen anytime soon.
thx to those who wanna help me.
look how pathetic i am.
it feels that i have no more pride.
i'm a shame to all women out there.
stooping this low for a guy.
but this guy is my fren.
n i dun like to lose frens.
so ya thx guys for making things feel better.
when in fact, it's not.
i will put a fake smile on my face.
n pretend everything is alright.
cos it should be by this time.
but no. its not.
maybe it never will be.
pls God.
make it good.
somehow.
Friday, October 29, 2004
i've got no more tears to cry.
all dried up.
but thats ok.
i've learned a huge lesson.
n i'm not gonna repeat it again.
never.
jz wanna say that i truly appreciate all my frens. close n not so close.
i love u guys. even those i dunno that well. aka acquaintances.
i know i dont show it. but i really treasure u guys' frenship.
no matter if ur a "hi bye" frens.
frens who are willing to treasure frenships dont come along often.
in frenship, ppl get hurt.
but they work it all out together. n forgive n forget.
no matter how deep the damage is done. if that particular frenship is important, they will do anything to preserve it.
n i mean anything.
but all these depends on the person him/herself.
well.. me.. i'd do anything to mend any mistakes i made.
well. thats jz me.
dunno abt u guys.
sighs.
no, i'm not dying yet.
well at least, i dun think so.
all of a sudden, i need to tell everyone that i love u guys.
thats all.
all dried up.
but thats ok.
i've learned a huge lesson.
n i'm not gonna repeat it again.
never.
jz wanna say that i truly appreciate all my frens. close n not so close.
i love u guys. even those i dunno that well. aka acquaintances.
i know i dont show it. but i really treasure u guys' frenship.
no matter if ur a "hi bye" frens.
frens who are willing to treasure frenships dont come along often.
in frenship, ppl get hurt.
but they work it all out together. n forgive n forget.
no matter how deep the damage is done. if that particular frenship is important, they will do anything to preserve it.
n i mean anything.
but all these depends on the person him/herself.
well.. me.. i'd do anything to mend any mistakes i made.
well. thats jz me.
dunno abt u guys.
sighs.
no, i'm not dying yet.
well at least, i dun think so.
all of a sudden, i need to tell everyone that i love u guys.
thats all.
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Know what ?
i jz have the super keduper sweet honey-coated, sugar sprinkled, choc chip ice cream with fudge with the reddest cherry on the top & lovely frens ! n this is not based solely on today.. they've been sweet since the day i know them n today they're jz being extra sweet !
hee.. before i proceed to describing the sweetest day of my sad sad life (hahah..) i would like to thank mus, shefa, rad, lut, nad, zack, nish, saiful, bashey n mizan for the simple yet wonderful celebration.. greatest day of my life no doubt ;)
to yas (love the bangles ! super niceeeeeeeeeeeee !), budd, ct nad (ye aku da baik.. aku akan jage diri baik2 k), zaid (no need present ler ! honest ! no the "bilela sidini nak kasi present.. da tak bagi.. mintak delay lagik ! haiz" thought didnt even cross my mind k ! dun anyhow assume the bad of ppl tau ! =p) , syams (a lolly would be enough.. thx ! =)), arrohman, apiz (ye ye aku simpan aku nyer barbie dolls now k..), fidzoh (kau sabo aku.. kene kau.. !), uda, noreen, mohksin, amri (how could u forget my bday ?! u promised me blue roses !! promise-breaker ! hahah =p) n ammar: thx for the birthday n well wishes yah ! really really appreciate them ! err hope i didnt leave anyone out.. if i do.. sowie ! n thx also ! hees..
okie now on to my story..
well the day started out alright.. went to sch at 9 for some workshop thingy for the sec 3s.. had fun poking them with the lancet (needle) to obtain their blood for blood grouping.. some were honestly shocked when they were told that they are goin to use their own blood for the xperiment.. n i can swear i heard someone gasps when mz rozi further inform that we (the student helpers) will be the ones pricking their fingers.. haha ! ape lagik, gave them a sadistic, evil smile.. mahaha ! but hey, we are qualified prickers ok.. dun underestimate the pricking skills of biomed students aka future scientists k ! *winks*.. for sec 3s they were quite gd in these kinda stuffs.. encountered a scaredy cat during the xperiment.. haha when it was his turn to be pricked.. *poof* he was gone.. jz like that.. even david copperfield couldnt make himself disappear that fast.. haha.. oh well.. sec 3 mah.. ur excused haha..
the event took 3 hrs when it shld have taken only 2.. but we had a blast.. enjoyed ourselves by laughing n joking ard n learning some new things as well.. but the best thing is.. get cca points ! waha ! woo ! like finally.. hees..
anyhow, finished ard 2 ? yea i think ard 2.. met mus.. went praying for a lil while before heading for the library to chill.. oh yes before that, bashey had a little accident haha ! dang, i shld have been there to watch his silliness ! hahaha.. oh well, i can imagine tho ! haha ! in the library, surfed the net for a lil while.. n wah someone ah.. got a secret admirer ahhhh ! that someone ah.. is admired by another someone ahhh.. that another someone keeps asking/talking abt that someone ahhhhh ! when i told that someone ahhh, that someone thought the another someone is a guy.. ok --> -_-" nolar someone, that another someone is a female lar *winks* jgn nak step rendah diri k ! nanti kawen jempottttttttt~~ *wink wink wink wink wink se wink wink nyer !*
anyways met up with shefa n rad.. but sadly rad have to leave early n couldnt buka with dear us.. *sob sob* maybe nx time yah ? oh yes, rad has potential to become an excellent baker ! she made these super delicious cupcakes for meeee~ really really nice tau ! complete with choc chips.. my fav ! dun forget to save more for us during hari raya hah ! hehe ! oh n need any help for future baking, call us okies.. we tukang taste.. hees..
spent abt 2-3 hrs mendak-ing in library before goin for prayers.. supposed to go str to small mc to meet up with nisha.. but since it was still early.. we do what else but mendak infront of one-stop.. today was official Mendak In Sch day.. woop dee doo.. mendak mendak mendak.. then ides came.. i thought he used my cable redy sey.. but havent siaaa.. when will u gimme back my precious cable ?? haha.. for more directions.. will inform ur sis k ides..
so 5.10 headed for small mc.. met nisha there.. then went to s11 to chop place thinking maybe the place will be full by buka time but.. nope.. i guess everyone prefers geylang ? can make u have heart pain sia if u decide to buka at geylang.. hahaks..
so so so.. finally two late queens (heees) finally arrived, zack n nad.. eat2.. talk2.. bashey with his grandpapa stories n stoning =p.. continued eat eat talk talk.. nearing the end of our buka puasa.. mus presented me with a nice blue hand made scrap book of bday n warm wishes ! my very own scrap book ! but.. my face terpampang pat depan.. PAISEY ABES.. but but sooo sweet of them !! yea. made by my darlings.. with a very very sweet + cute poem made by them ! wanna take a pic of the scrap book.. but come to think of it.. err.. got my diff faces frm sec 1 - 4.. so NO THX .. haha.. hell will break lose if anyone finds that book.. danger ! however, i can post the poem right ?
i jz have the super keduper sweet honey-coated, sugar sprinkled, choc chip ice cream with fudge with the reddest cherry on the top & lovely frens ! n this is not based solely on today.. they've been sweet since the day i know them n today they're jz being extra sweet !
hee.. before i proceed to describing the sweetest day of my sad sad life (hahah..) i would like to thank mus, shefa, rad, lut, nad, zack, nish, saiful, bashey n mizan for the simple yet wonderful celebration.. greatest day of my life no doubt ;)
to yas (love the bangles ! super niceeeeeeeeeeeee !), budd, ct nad (ye aku da baik.. aku akan jage diri baik2 k), zaid (no need present ler ! honest ! no the "bilela sidini nak kasi present.. da tak bagi.. mintak delay lagik ! haiz" thought didnt even cross my mind k ! dun anyhow assume the bad of ppl tau ! =p) , syams (a lolly would be enough.. thx ! =)), arrohman, apiz (ye ye aku simpan aku nyer barbie dolls now k..), fidzoh (kau sabo aku.. kene kau.. !), uda, noreen, mohksin, amri (how could u forget my bday ?! u promised me blue roses !! promise-breaker ! hahah =p) n ammar: thx for the birthday n well wishes yah ! really really appreciate them ! err hope i didnt leave anyone out.. if i do.. sowie ! n thx also ! hees..
okie now on to my story..
well the day started out alright.. went to sch at 9 for some workshop thingy for the sec 3s.. had fun poking them with the lancet (needle) to obtain their blood for blood grouping.. some were honestly shocked when they were told that they are goin to use their own blood for the xperiment.. n i can swear i heard someone gasps when mz rozi further inform that we (the student helpers) will be the ones pricking their fingers.. haha ! ape lagik, gave them a sadistic, evil smile.. mahaha ! but hey, we are qualified prickers ok.. dun underestimate the pricking skills of biomed students aka future scientists k ! *winks*.. for sec 3s they were quite gd in these kinda stuffs.. encountered a scaredy cat during the xperiment.. haha when it was his turn to be pricked.. *poof* he was gone.. jz like that.. even david copperfield couldnt make himself disappear that fast.. haha.. oh well.. sec 3 mah.. ur excused haha..
the event took 3 hrs when it shld have taken only 2.. but we had a blast.. enjoyed ourselves by laughing n joking ard n learning some new things as well.. but the best thing is.. get cca points ! waha ! woo ! like finally.. hees..
anyhow, finished ard 2 ? yea i think ard 2.. met mus.. went praying for a lil while before heading for the library to chill.. oh yes before that, bashey had a little accident haha ! dang, i shld have been there to watch his silliness ! hahaha.. oh well, i can imagine tho ! haha ! in the library, surfed the net for a lil while.. n wah someone ah.. got a secret admirer ahhhh ! that someone ah.. is admired by another someone ahhh.. that another someone keeps asking/talking abt that someone ahhhhh ! when i told that someone ahhh, that someone thought the another someone is a guy.. ok --> -_-" nolar someone, that another someone is a female lar *winks* jgn nak step rendah diri k ! nanti kawen jempottttttttt~~ *wink wink wink wink wink se wink wink nyer !*
anyways met up with shefa n rad.. but sadly rad have to leave early n couldnt buka with dear us.. *sob sob* maybe nx time yah ? oh yes, rad has potential to become an excellent baker ! she made these super delicious cupcakes for meeee~ really really nice tau ! complete with choc chips.. my fav ! dun forget to save more for us during hari raya hah ! hehe ! oh n need any help for future baking, call us okies.. we tukang taste.. hees..
spent abt 2-3 hrs mendak-ing in library before goin for prayers.. supposed to go str to small mc to meet up with nisha.. but since it was still early.. we do what else but mendak infront of one-stop.. today was official Mendak In Sch day.. woop dee doo.. mendak mendak mendak.. then ides came.. i thought he used my cable redy sey.. but havent siaaa.. when will u gimme back my precious cable ?? haha.. for more directions.. will inform ur sis k ides..
so 5.10 headed for small mc.. met nisha there.. then went to s11 to chop place thinking maybe the place will be full by buka time but.. nope.. i guess everyone prefers geylang ? can make u have heart pain sia if u decide to buka at geylang.. hahaks..
so so so.. finally two late queens (heees) finally arrived, zack n nad.. eat2.. talk2.. bashey with his grandpapa stories n stoning =p.. continued eat eat talk talk.. nearing the end of our buka puasa.. mus presented me with a nice blue hand made scrap book of bday n warm wishes ! my very own scrap book ! but.. my face terpampang pat depan.. PAISEY ABES.. but but sooo sweet of them !! yea. made by my darlings.. with a very very sweet + cute poem made by them ! wanna take a pic of the scrap book.. but come to think of it.. err.. got my diff faces frm sec 1 - 4.. so NO THX .. haha.. hell will break lose if anyone finds that book.. danger ! however, i can post the poem right ?
we sucked in our breathe
when we saw u at fourteen
we thought u were the sweetest
girl we'd ever seen
not too much later
the toilet pic was taken
we think u were fifteen
if we're not mistaken
then u turned sixteen
n we made our top 16 list
so many things we loved about u
the girl who'd hardly been kissed
seventeen came quickly
for the girl who seemed shy
for suddenly she bossomed into
an outspoken sexy girl
u're 18 now fizah
this is where the journey to womanhood starts
but no matter what age u are
u will forever in our hearts
when we saw u at fourteen
we thought u were the sweetest
girl we'd ever seen
not too much later
the toilet pic was taken
we think u were fifteen
if we're not mistaken
then u turned sixteen
n we made our top 16 list
so many things we loved about u
the girl who'd hardly been kissed
seventeen came quickly
for the girl who seemed shy
for suddenly she bossomed into
an outspoken sexy girl
u're 18 now fizah
this is where the journey to womanhood starts
but no matter what age u are
u will forever in our hearts
well, what do ya think ? SWEET right ??? i very much like the last part.. made me wanna cry.. but i didnt.. hees.. thx for the poem guys ! abt the toilet pic.. erh.. haha didnt have time to sembunyik behind lut.. mus was to fast.. skill with the camera.. haha.. oh for the record, i've never been kissed.. haha..
then thought of goin hm str.. but changed plans n decided to hang out at the merry-go-round instead.. for whatever reason (before i knew the initial reason) they left me, shey 0 n lut to go to the place 1st.. soo mendak again for abt 1/2 ? before mus n nad came.. i seriously thought i was abt to get sabo-ed !! erh phobia lar of sabo.. trauma ! erh incident will not be disclosed. =D so ya die-die thought that.. but but.. no.. the surprise was that saiful n mizan came ! hehe ! they planned to surprise me.. n they did a gd job man.. didnt expect them to come lar.. saiful brought along a gift which he shouldnt.. really.. but its a very nice present ! i've been wanting it for a very long time now.. looooooonnnnnggggg time.. haha thx alot saiful n mizan !! oh ya saiful, ur handwriting very nice sey ! very neat ! hees..
then whats a bday w/o a bday cake right ? so they got me one ! heheh.. choc cake.. i likeeeeeeeeeee.. hees thankiesss !! yums delicious..
erm after that kinda hung out for a lil while.. er sorry saiful n mizan.. for forcing u guys to stay.. cos u guys were obviously awkward n kinda shy.. n silly me for not introducing u guys to our other bffs.. forgot lar.. serious.. nx time lar okie.. if there is nx time that is.. hees..
oh n my biggest most hugest apology goes to my bff mus ! mus mus ! i'm really really really really super sorry for jz now.. i shldnt have teased u like that.. erm i didnt really know what to say at the moment paisey redy.. so succumbed to teasing u.. really.. sorry tau ! i know u paisey like the opp of heaven.. but really.. i was stupid.. sorry agains.. it wont happen again.. promise.. *hold up 2 fingers* blood sisters promise.. tho u brushed it off like it was nothing, it was sth.. sth embarassing.. tui pu qi.. n to mizan.. sorry lar k.. u 2 become my object of teasing.. sorry !! well yea saying sorry wont turn back time n erase that incident but.. its the least i can do.. again.sorry !
hmms after that, went home jz in time to catch chad michael murray in CSI.. brilliant show i tell ya..
overall.. nice day..
klar.. SWEET great.. nice.. every word has the same meaning as magnificent.. day.. i owe it all to them.. thankiuk !! =)
then thought of goin hm str.. but changed plans n decided to hang out at the merry-go-round instead.. for whatever reason (before i knew the initial reason) they left me, shey 0 n lut to go to the place 1st.. soo mendak again for abt 1/2 ? before mus n nad came.. i seriously thought i was abt to get sabo-ed !! erh phobia lar of sabo.. trauma ! erh incident will not be disclosed. =D so ya die-die thought that.. but but.. no.. the surprise was that saiful n mizan came ! hehe ! they planned to surprise me.. n they did a gd job man.. didnt expect them to come lar.. saiful brought along a gift which he shouldnt.. really.. but its a very nice present ! i've been wanting it for a very long time now.. looooooonnnnnggggg time.. haha thx alot saiful n mizan !! oh ya saiful, ur handwriting very nice sey ! very neat ! hees..
then whats a bday w/o a bday cake right ? so they got me one ! heheh.. choc cake.. i likeeeeeeeeeee.. hees thankiesss !! yums delicious..
erm after that kinda hung out for a lil while.. er sorry saiful n mizan.. for forcing u guys to stay.. cos u guys were obviously awkward n kinda shy.. n silly me for not introducing u guys to our other bffs.. forgot lar.. serious.. nx time lar okie.. if there is nx time that is.. hees..
oh n my biggest most hugest apology goes to my bff mus ! mus mus ! i'm really really really really super sorry for jz now.. i shldnt have teased u like that.. erm i didnt really know what to say at the moment paisey redy.. so succumbed to teasing u.. really.. sorry tau ! i know u paisey like the opp of heaven.. but really.. i was stupid.. sorry agains.. it wont happen again.. promise.. *hold up 2 fingers* blood sisters promise.. tho u brushed it off like it was nothing, it was sth.. sth embarassing.. tui pu qi.. n to mizan.. sorry lar k.. u 2 become my object of teasing.. sorry !! well yea saying sorry wont turn back time n erase that incident but.. its the least i can do.. again.sorry !
hmms after that, went home jz in time to catch chad michael murray in CSI.. brilliant show i tell ya..
overall.. nice day..
klar.. SWEET great.. nice.. every word has the same meaning as magnificent.. day.. i owe it all to them.. thankiuk !! =)
Happy Birthday to me ! haha..
i'm 18 ! wow.. 18.. can u believe that ? 10 + 8 freaking yrs.. 5 + 13 freaking yrs.. 7 + 11 freaking yrs ! ok, u get the point..
what i'm saying is, it only seemed like yesterday that i had my first cry.. broke my 1st tooth.. got my 1st baluku (benjol).. poked the 1st eye (a fren's.. using a pencil color cos he talked too much.. yes i was sadistic during kindergarten *smiles*).. sang my first song "you are my sunshine.. my only sunshine" on stage etc.. etc.. n now i'm 18 .. jz like that.
hence, i'm legal.. legal to marry.. legal to take driving lessons (which i doubt i will) n heck i'm even legal to purchase my very own cigarettes which is so ew.. haha.. n yet i dun feel 18.. i feel yger.. well i want to be younger.. but hey we cant challenge mother nature.. n with each passing day, we get older n hopefully much wiser..
looking back at 18 yrs of my life.. i dunno if I made myself worth living.. have I touched ppl's lives ? have I broken hearts unintentionally..? have I been a gd n responsible muslim ? have I been a reliable fren to those close n not so close ? have I been a gd daughter ?
u tell me..
looking back, there're many things i wish i did n didnt do.. full of regrets as well as sweet memories.. but thats all in the past.. n let by-gones be by-gones.. let go of those bad memories n treasure the gd ones.. like "buang yg keruh~ ambil yg jernih~~" haha..
it's time to gear up for the future..
n looking down at this road that leads to God-Knows-Where.. i'm afraid as well as excited.. wondering what my future would be like.. what will i end up to be ? who will still remain as my frens (i hope all of ya !) ? who will i marry (jeng jeng jeng.. the most anticipated qn of the century.. dun have to think far.. it will be elijah/milo/raul etc etc.. honest ! =p) ? n will i end up happy ? i hope so.. insyaAllah.. with lovely frens/family by my side n most importantly allah s.w.t, the world is mine.. well not literally.. erh jz a figure of speech.. hees..
so.. *pulls pants up, puts on some spanking new shoes* get ready world, here i come..
great, jz what the world needs right now.. a messed up 18 yr old kid..
p.s: thx for all those sweet bday wishes.. kinda suprised that some ppl i dun even know that well even remembered.. awwh~ sweet ! really appreciate them..
loads of <3 to u guys..
oh happy birthday to me again ! lol
i'm 18 ! wow.. 18.. can u believe that ? 10 + 8 freaking yrs.. 5 + 13 freaking yrs.. 7 + 11 freaking yrs ! ok, u get the point..
what i'm saying is, it only seemed like yesterday that i had my first cry.. broke my 1st tooth.. got my 1st baluku (benjol).. poked the 1st eye (a fren's.. using a pencil color cos he talked too much.. yes i was sadistic during kindergarten *smiles*).. sang my first song "you are my sunshine.. my only sunshine" on stage etc.. etc.. n now i'm 18 .. jz like that.
hence, i'm legal.. legal to marry.. legal to take driving lessons (which i doubt i will) n heck i'm even legal to purchase my very own cigarettes which is so ew.. haha.. n yet i dun feel 18.. i feel yger.. well i want to be younger.. but hey we cant challenge mother nature.. n with each passing day, we get older n hopefully much wiser..
looking back at 18 yrs of my life.. i dunno if I made myself worth living.. have I touched ppl's lives ? have I broken hearts unintentionally..? have I been a gd n responsible muslim ? have I been a reliable fren to those close n not so close ? have I been a gd daughter ?
u tell me..
looking back, there're many things i wish i did n didnt do.. full of regrets as well as sweet memories.. but thats all in the past.. n let by-gones be by-gones.. let go of those bad memories n treasure the gd ones.. like "buang yg keruh~ ambil yg jernih~~" haha..
it's time to gear up for the future..
n looking down at this road that leads to God-Knows-Where.. i'm afraid as well as excited.. wondering what my future would be like.. what will i end up to be ? who will still remain as my frens (i hope all of ya !) ? who will i marry (jeng jeng jeng.. the most anticipated qn of the century.. dun have to think far.. it will be elijah/milo/raul etc etc.. honest ! =p) ? n will i end up happy ? i hope so.. insyaAllah.. with lovely frens/family by my side n most importantly allah s.w.t, the world is mine.. well not literally.. erh jz a figure of speech.. hees..
so.. *pulls pants up, puts on some spanking new shoes* get ready world, here i come..
great, jz what the world needs right now.. a messed up 18 yr old kid..
p.s: thx for all those sweet bday wishes.. kinda suprised that some ppl i dun even know that well even remembered.. awwh~ sweet ! really appreciate them..
loads of <3 to u guys..
oh happy birthday to me again ! lol
Monday, October 25, 2004
Somebody listen please
It used to be so hard being me
Livin in the shadow of someone elses dream
Tryin to find a hand to hold
But every touch felt cold to me
Livin in the nightmare
A never-ending sleep
Now that I am wide awake
My chains are finally free
Don't feel sorry for me
It used to be so hard being me
Livin in the shadow of someone elses dream
Tryin to find a hand to hold
But every touch felt cold to me
Livin in the nightmare
A never-ending sleep
Now that I am wide awake
My chains are finally free
Don't feel sorry for me
i'm like soooooooooo freaking bored right now.. there's nothing gd on tv except the Man U vs Arsenal match which i'm sooo not interested in..
anyhoo, chatted with a fren jz now.. n he couldnt read what i typed due to my extremely over-sized pic.. hahah i didnt realize it was too big ok ! so desperate times need desperate measures.. i chatted with him using my nick.. haha ! wow.. that way, only him n everyone else can read our conversh ! hahah.. soo stylo mylo.. nvr done before wan.. haks..
anyhow, i am seriously gonna bore myself to tears staying at home this ramadhan..the tv has become my enemy.. n i'm running out of websites to surf.. i need out.. but will have to wait till my dad goes to work cos he prefers us to stay home during ramadhan.. but i'm dying of boredom.. helppppppppppppppppppppppppp.. MSN is my only fren.. boo hoo how sad is that ? but inside my fren there are loads of my other frens ! erhh.. get it ? well i'm jz bored lar.. dun shoot the messenger..
n where's milo when u need him ? well not need him as in need him.. but need to see him act.. cos i soooo miss him ! him n his i-am-an-insensitive-rebel-yet-i-still-love-her attitude.. such a nice mix.. haha.. well if ur wondering why i'm talking abt the milo that we drink at home.. no thats not the milo i'm talking abt lar.. i'm talking abt the milo ventimiglia.. everybody says his name is weird.. i say its unique *winks* okok i'm gona stop babbling abt him.. jz hope he appears on GG soon enough.. maybe i shld dl the seasons.. yea.. i shld..
oh well.. milan derby match is coming up ! weee ! shevchenko vs emre ! hahaha.. woo hooo must watch !
well i'm off ! tata ~~
anyhoo, chatted with a fren jz now.. n he couldnt read what i typed due to my extremely over-sized pic.. hahah i didnt realize it was too big ok ! so desperate times need desperate measures.. i chatted with him using my nick.. haha ! wow.. that way, only him n everyone else can read our conversh ! hahah.. soo stylo mylo.. nvr done before wan.. haks..
anyhow, i am seriously gonna bore myself to tears staying at home this ramadhan..the tv has become my enemy.. n i'm running out of websites to surf.. i need out.. but will have to wait till my dad goes to work cos he prefers us to stay home during ramadhan.. but i'm dying of boredom.. helppppppppppppppppppppppppp.. MSN is my only fren.. boo hoo how sad is that ? but inside my fren there are loads of my other frens ! erhh.. get it ? well i'm jz bored lar.. dun shoot the messenger..
n where's milo when u need him ? well not need him as in need him.. but need to see him act.. cos i soooo miss him ! him n his i-am-an-insensitive-rebel-yet-i-still-love-her attitude.. such a nice mix.. haha.. well if ur wondering why i'm talking abt the milo that we drink at home.. no thats not the milo i'm talking abt lar.. i'm talking abt the milo ventimiglia.. everybody says his name is weird.. i say its unique *winks* okok i'm gona stop babbling abt him.. jz hope he appears on GG soon enough.. maybe i shld dl the seasons.. yea.. i shld..
oh well.. milan derby match is coming up ! weee ! shevchenko vs emre ! hahaha.. woo hooo must watch !
well i'm off ! tata ~~
Saturday, October 23, 2004
Alhamdulillah !
YAY i passed ! haha.. phew.. so supp for me ! i really thought i was goin to take supp for OC2 cos i really couldnt do it.. but i got C ! WAHAHAHA SOOO HAPPY.. i know.. C is not good.. but HECK !! woooooweeeeeeeee ! got the results thru sms actually, on friday afternoon.. the 2nd sms i received that day.. it was so nerve wrecking.. but ALHAMDULILLAH ! all those studying n praying have paid off..
congratz to those with desirable results.. n to those who have to take supp, dun worry k, everything's gonna be A-OK.. gd luck ! =)
YAY i passed ! haha.. phew.. so supp for me ! i really thought i was goin to take supp for OC2 cos i really couldnt do it.. but i got C ! WAHAHAHA SOOO HAPPY.. i know.. C is not good.. but HECK !! woooooweeeeeeeee ! got the results thru sms actually, on friday afternoon.. the 2nd sms i received that day.. it was so nerve wrecking.. but ALHAMDULILLAH ! all those studying n praying have paid off..
congratz to those with desirable results.. n to those who have to take supp, dun worry k, everything's gonna be A-OK.. gd luck ! =)
Friday, October 22, 2004
Does every smile, every glance, every chance meeting
Feel like a promise to love you back ?
Not because that's what you really think,
But it's because it's what you need to think,
To keep the hope of a fairytale romance from fading..
went to sch yesterday to meet yas, nisha n kumari.. wondering what the heck for ? well, we attended the briefing for the workshop that will be held next tuesday for the sec 3s.. the workshop is abt Dracula's Obsession which is blood.. we did blood agglutination to determine blood types n made blood films.. while waiting for the specimen to dry n stuffs.. we sat ard with Ms Rozi n talked abt everything from overseas universities to diabetes.. haha dun ask.. we were really bored.. the briefing was supposed to last for abt an hour but it lasted 3 hrs ! yes, the boredom ! but it was fun.. we were forcing Ms Rozi to tell us our results but she didnt.. dang.. Dr Khin was there too.. man i missed her ! haha she was so funny.. she was looking through the microscope n when she found something that she wanted to show us, she'd go like "abnormal RBC, 9 o'clock".. n we were like.. errr right.. 9 o'clock.. n we looked through the micro n going like.. ok which way is 9 o'clock again ? then she said, "anaemic RBC, 3 o'clock".. err ok.. the way she said it is soooo cute lar ! haha..
after that, went Masjid Khalid for terawih n i was sneezing non-stop all through the prayer.. sometimes i feel like i wanna detach my nose n wash it under running tap water n then reattach it.. irritating ! i was beat n felt soo damn sick.. even the stall holder where i bought some kuih asked me whether i wasnt feeling so well.. so i asked, "u can tell ?".. then she said,"i can hear frm ur voice".. n my sis said i looked like a living zombie.. wargh.. oh well, i guess thats the consequence of not falling sick for quite long time.. ah whatever..
to me: GET WELL SOON !
Feel like a promise to love you back ?
Not because that's what you really think,
But it's because it's what you need to think,
To keep the hope of a fairytale romance from fading..
went to sch yesterday to meet yas, nisha n kumari.. wondering what the heck for ? well, we attended the briefing for the workshop that will be held next tuesday for the sec 3s.. the workshop is abt Dracula's Obsession which is blood.. we did blood agglutination to determine blood types n made blood films.. while waiting for the specimen to dry n stuffs.. we sat ard with Ms Rozi n talked abt everything from overseas universities to diabetes.. haha dun ask.. we were really bored.. the briefing was supposed to last for abt an hour but it lasted 3 hrs ! yes, the boredom ! but it was fun.. we were forcing Ms Rozi to tell us our results but she didnt.. dang.. Dr Khin was there too.. man i missed her ! haha she was so funny.. she was looking through the microscope n when she found something that she wanted to show us, she'd go like "abnormal RBC, 9 o'clock".. n we were like.. errr right.. 9 o'clock.. n we looked through the micro n going like.. ok which way is 9 o'clock again ? then she said, "anaemic RBC, 3 o'clock".. err ok.. the way she said it is soooo cute lar ! haha..
after that, went Masjid Khalid for terawih n i was sneezing non-stop all through the prayer.. sometimes i feel like i wanna detach my nose n wash it under running tap water n then reattach it.. irritating ! i was beat n felt soo damn sick.. even the stall holder where i bought some kuih asked me whether i wasnt feeling so well.. so i asked, "u can tell ?".. then she said,"i can hear frm ur voice".. n my sis said i looked like a living zombie.. wargh.. oh well, i guess thats the consequence of not falling sick for quite long time.. ah whatever..
to me: GET WELL SOON !
Thursday, October 21, 2004
*Sneezes*
yes, i'm sick.. after quite a long time i must say *proud* haha.. right..
anyhoo, went to the doctor the other day.. know what he said ?
him: (after taking my temp) u're having a very high fever..
me: err ok.. (i know that already)..
him: drink alot of water.. dun fast for 2 days at least..
me: um ok (thinking, dang i have to repay again.. -_-")
him: do u feel ur whole body ache ?
me: abit.. jz the back..
him: not like after u run a marathon ?
me: (*raises eyebrow*) nope..
him: ok.. if u have any rashes developing all over the body.. come back immediately ok ?
me: ok (thinking, what are u tryna say ??)
him: cos it may be denggue fever.. denggue fever started out with high fever.. plus rashes n body aches that come after that..
me: oh ok.. (thinking, ok.............................. what ????)
him: (maybe after seeing my worried face) its common these days..
me: ok. (thinking, why dont u jz tell me how long more can i stay alive ?)
is the phrase "its common these days" suppose to make me feel better ? nope, not working.. well, for those who know me, i am kinda paranoid.. well not kinda.. i am paranoid.. but alhamdulillah.. no rashes whatsoever.. the doc jz scared me outta my wits.. phew..
yes, i'm sick.. after quite a long time i must say *proud* haha.. right..
anyhoo, went to the doctor the other day.. know what he said ?
him: (after taking my temp) u're having a very high fever..
me: err ok.. (i know that already)..
him: drink alot of water.. dun fast for 2 days at least..
me: um ok (thinking, dang i have to repay again.. -_-")
him: do u feel ur whole body ache ?
me: abit.. jz the back..
him: not like after u run a marathon ?
me: (*raises eyebrow*) nope..
him: ok.. if u have any rashes developing all over the body.. come back immediately ok ?
me: ok (thinking, what are u tryna say ??)
him: cos it may be denggue fever.. denggue fever started out with high fever.. plus rashes n body aches that come after that..
me: oh ok.. (thinking, ok.............................. what ????)
him: (maybe after seeing my worried face) its common these days..
me: ok. (thinking, why dont u jz tell me how long more can i stay alive ?)
is the phrase "its common these days" suppose to make me feel better ? nope, not working.. well, for those who know me, i am kinda paranoid.. well not kinda.. i am paranoid.. but alhamdulillah.. no rashes whatsoever.. the doc jz scared me outta my wits.. phew..
waiting for you is like waiting for rain to fall in this drought.. useless n disappointing..
Monday, October 18, 2004
BOOYA !
guess who's still awake ?? hahah yea i am !! been chatting with my frens while waiting for sahur.. the funny thing is.. i'm still full of energy ! i know.. surprise surprise ! haha.. anyhoo, changed me template again.. no, i didnt make this one.. got this one from fs.. woo cool layouts they got there.. jz changed the fonts n arrangements here n there.. nothing much.. but woo ! eddie scissorshands ! i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!
alrighty, have to help out me mum prepare the dishes.. till nx time..
guess who's still awake ?? hahah yea i am !! been chatting with my frens while waiting for sahur.. the funny thing is.. i'm still full of energy ! i know.. surprise surprise ! haha.. anyhoo, changed me template again.. no, i didnt make this one.. got this one from fs.. woo cool layouts they got there.. jz changed the fonts n arrangements here n there.. nothing much.. but woo ! eddie scissorshands ! i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!
alrighty, have to help out me mum prepare the dishes.. till nx time..
Friday, October 15, 2004
It's Ramadhan everybody !!
yay ! the time of the month is here again ! no.. not THAT time of the month.. its puase time of the month.. hehe.. YAY it's Ramadhan !! yea n all those syaitans are Locked Up.. they won't me out~~ they won't me out~~ erh ok got a lil carried away there.. hee..
anyhoo, went to Masjid Khalid jz now for tarawih.. wah the imam prays like SUPER fast.. n i mean REALLY fast.. the fastest tarawih i've ever carried out.. seriously.. it might be a gd thing to some of ya but its not to me cos he was too fast.. kinda difficult for us to keep up.. oh well.. at least tarawih's done.. wee hee !
ate at s11 after that.. took sum pix of the display of lights there.. but kinda blurry ah.. dang NORKIAH.. hehe..
nice right.. but cant see ah.. as i said.. soo blurry..
erh yea thats me
thats me sis's hand.. sebok jer
got home after that.. n guess what ? there was a white cat outside our house ! soooo cute !!
erh.. high isit ?>
feeding the poor kitty
aisha n the kitty
so we were feeding n playing ard with the cat when me mum n dad asked us to go inside n leave the cat alone.. yes, ALONE.. like what the heck ?? we wanted to keep the cat but noooo.. me mum n dad are anti-cats ! well, not exactly anti-cats.. they went like, "kalo tu kucing buat business dier kat sini sape nak gi bersih kan ??" which in other werds.. get rid of it.. haiz.. so we went inside n closed the gate..
see what getting locked out do to ya ? this cat die-die wants to get into the house.. the kitty put its head thru one of the holes in the gate ! n it couldnt get out.. so me n aisha kinda panicked ! we were like, "eh bapak ! kepale dier tak leh kluar !! me dad came to help but it freed itself once dad arrived.. a late superhero..
so shaddd right ??? haizz.. the cat was whining n whining..
oh well, i guess no more cats for me.. this cat reminded me of me late cat, Dody which was the exact opposite of this cat.. as in Dody was totally black.. still remember my neighbours being scared of our cats jz because its black.. stupid superstitions.. but it was fun scaring them away when actually Dody was scared of them ! a TRUE BLUE scaredy cat.. yeps..
ok back to Ramadhan.. muslims, this is the time for u to really work on ur ibadah.. during this time of the month, the devils are locked up in hell, the 7 levels of the sky open n ur doa(s) will reach Allah without any obstructions.. use this month to seek for forgiveness for any minor or major wrong doings of urs n do ask for whatever that u want out of goodwill.. InsyaAllah u will be forgiven n ur doa(s) will be granted..
ok, i'm no preacher but this is jz a bit of advice lar..
i guess thats it for today's entry.. have a wonderful Ramadhan everyone ! puase ! jgn tak puase eh !!
yay ! the time of the month is here again ! no.. not THAT time of the month.. its puase time of the month.. hehe.. YAY it's Ramadhan !! yea n all those syaitans are Locked Up.. they won't me out~~ they won't me out~~ erh ok got a lil carried away there.. hee..
anyhoo, went to Masjid Khalid jz now for tarawih.. wah the imam prays like SUPER fast.. n i mean REALLY fast.. the fastest tarawih i've ever carried out.. seriously.. it might be a gd thing to some of ya but its not to me cos he was too fast.. kinda difficult for us to keep up.. oh well.. at least tarawih's done.. wee hee !
ate at s11 after that.. took sum pix of the display of lights there.. but kinda blurry ah.. dang NORKIAH.. hehe..
got home after that.. n guess what ? there was a white cat outside our house ! soooo cute !!
so we were feeding n playing ard with the cat when me mum n dad asked us to go inside n leave the cat alone.. yes, ALONE.. like what the heck ?? we wanted to keep the cat but noooo.. me mum n dad are anti-cats ! well, not exactly anti-cats.. they went like, "kalo tu kucing buat business dier kat sini sape nak gi bersih kan ??" which in other werds.. get rid of it.. haiz.. so we went inside n closed the gate..
oh well, i guess no more cats for me.. this cat reminded me of me late cat, Dody which was the exact opposite of this cat.. as in Dody was totally black.. still remember my neighbours being scared of our cats jz because its black.. stupid superstitions.. but it was fun scaring them away when actually Dody was scared of them ! a TRUE BLUE scaredy cat.. yeps..
ok back to Ramadhan.. muslims, this is the time for u to really work on ur ibadah.. during this time of the month, the devils are locked up in hell, the 7 levels of the sky open n ur doa(s) will reach Allah without any obstructions.. use this month to seek for forgiveness for any minor or major wrong doings of urs n do ask for whatever that u want out of goodwill.. InsyaAllah u will be forgiven n ur doa(s) will be granted..
ok, i'm no preacher but this is jz a bit of advice lar..
i guess thats it for today's entry.. have a wonderful Ramadhan everyone ! puase ! jgn tak puase eh !!
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
WEEEEEE !
had an UBERRRR great day todayyyy !! oh ya.. wanna apologise to ben, apiz, sulala n rufi for not joinin ya guys.. told ya i had plans.. maybe nx time yah.. hee .. okie lar lets start from the very beginning..
woke up at ard 11.. ate breakfast.. eh lets skip that part.. heh..
kk was supposed to meet lut at 2pm at LJS bustop jz now but left hm at ard 2.. hee sorry lut n rad ! hehe.. anw.. after that, met rad at small mc.. supposed to meet zaid at 2.30 to fetch the cake.. but heee.. reached swensens at ard 3.. then saw zaid, bashey n their frens sitting there like a buncha mats.. hehehe kk kidding lar.. so.. we stood outside the swensens there.. then zaid sat there.. ape sey.. expect us to go there isit.. so paisey.. ahah.. so i think he finally got the hint n got up, head for swensens.. so went in while rad n lut waited outside.. cey lut wear same color as zaid ahh ! EHEM EHEM *coughs* hehehe.. anyhoo, asked zaid along but he got some "hal" sooo we headed off to sch.. finally convinced mus to stop baring2 on her bed.. ahah..
when we reached sch.. we thought of celebrating somewhere near engin where rad showed us.. unfortunately, we had to book the place before using it.. -_-" waste of time.. so we headed to the building near the swimming pool (astarghfirullahalazimmmm *shakes head* hehe..) nvr been to that place before.. heck we didnt even know whats the purpose of that place.. heh.. soo.. we waited there for mus.. finally the belated bday girl came.. n she was eshen terharu padahal dier da tau.. dang.. no more surprise.. haha.. soo we ate the uber delicious cake (thx to zaid n bashey) tho i was half full due to the muffin i ate earlier on.. cant blame me.. mus punyer lar lambat.. lapar org.. haha.. after that, called zaid n bashey to join us.. unfortunately zaid couldnt come.. bashey on the other hand joined us..
while waiting for bashey, we went to store the cake in a fridge at short circuit (thx auntie tukang jual air).. me n lut head to pray at ITAS while rad n mus waited for him.. after praying.. me n lut cannot contain our excitement n we climbed to the roof 1st.. haha ~! wooooo the climbing part was soooo exhilarating !! its like my 1st time climbing the roof.. WOOOO BESTTT !! i was like.. oooh my freakin goddddd... !! hahah lut was cracking up looking at my rxn but heck it was FUN !!! SUPER FUN ! so we explored the roof before they arrived.. when they DID arrive.. guess what ? yeps.. rad n mus dowan climb.. wahliaozzzz WEAK AH =p it was mus's dream to climb but there she was.. not climbing -_-" sooo.. we got down.. ate the leftover cake again.. after that, rad had to go home.. then we waited for nad.. when nad came.. we climbed the roof again ! this time.. mus did too ! CONGRATZ MUSH ! hahaah.. then we climbed to the roof even higher than the previous one ! we were like WOW.. did we jz climbed the TP roof or what ??? hahaha. we were so proud of ourselves.. haahah.. yea call us crazy but we DID climb it ! wahhooo ! bashey was like a monkey sey.. oops.. stuntman =p .. wahhh he make us panick only.. step spiderman siaaa.. seram sey tgk.. hahaha.. we sat there at the top.. gazing at the sky.. counting stars.. got only 4 btw.. it was a nice view tho we didnt get to see the reservoir frm where we were at but.. the view was gd enough.. after abt 1/2 hr maybe on the roof.. we headed hm.. wahhh.. the climbing up was fun.. BUT the getting down was.. ERHH S-C-A-R-Y !! we were shivering n kinda screaming.. hehe then went to Giant to buy my adek's fren bday present.. then went NTUC to accompany nad.. then went hm..
wah man.. i wanna climb to the roof again ! this time with zack, shefa, rad (pls rad ??? plsss) & nisha.. but dunno if they can.. or want to.. hehe.. oh well, i hope we are goin there tmr.. wanna watch the sun sets ! hehehe..
oh yes.. took some pixies while me n lut were on the roof..
the roof ! the first pic i took as soon as i reached the top
the magic entrance
lut on the roof
lut at the freaky dark place.. spoooky
lut, getting down.. i know lut, scary right..
wah lut, posing nampak ??
me n lut on the roof ! woo !
mus n bashey enjoying the deliciousss cake
awwwwhh bday KISH !
mus n bday prezzyyy
posing kapaaaaa
nad climbinggg.. this is the way we climb the stairs, we climb the stairs, we climb the stairsss
had an UBERRRR great day todayyyy !! oh ya.. wanna apologise to ben, apiz, sulala n rufi for not joinin ya guys.. told ya i had plans.. maybe nx time yah.. hee .. okie lar lets start from the very beginning..
woke up at ard 11.. ate breakfast.. eh lets skip that part.. heh..
kk was supposed to meet lut at 2pm at LJS bustop jz now but left hm at ard 2.. hee sorry lut n rad ! hehe.. anw.. after that, met rad at small mc.. supposed to meet zaid at 2.30 to fetch the cake.. but heee.. reached swensens at ard 3.. then saw zaid, bashey n their frens sitting there like a buncha mats.. hehehe kk kidding lar.. so.. we stood outside the swensens there.. then zaid sat there.. ape sey.. expect us to go there isit.. so paisey.. ahah.. so i think he finally got the hint n got up, head for swensens.. so went in while rad n lut waited outside.. cey lut wear same color as zaid ahh ! EHEM EHEM *coughs* hehehe.. anyhoo, asked zaid along but he got some "hal" sooo we headed off to sch.. finally convinced mus to stop baring2 on her bed.. ahah..
when we reached sch.. we thought of celebrating somewhere near engin where rad showed us.. unfortunately, we had to book the place before using it.. -_-" waste of time.. so we headed to the building near the swimming pool (astarghfirullahalazimmmm *shakes head* hehe..) nvr been to that place before.. heck we didnt even know whats the purpose of that place.. heh.. soo.. we waited there for mus.. finally the belated bday girl came.. n she was eshen terharu padahal dier da tau.. dang.. no more surprise.. haha.. soo we ate the uber delicious cake (thx to zaid n bashey) tho i was half full due to the muffin i ate earlier on.. cant blame me.. mus punyer lar lambat.. lapar org.. haha.. after that, called zaid n bashey to join us.. unfortunately zaid couldnt come.. bashey on the other hand joined us..
while waiting for bashey, we went to store the cake in a fridge at short circuit (thx auntie tukang jual air).. me n lut head to pray at ITAS while rad n mus waited for him.. after praying.. me n lut cannot contain our excitement n we climbed to the roof 1st.. haha ~! wooooo the climbing part was soooo exhilarating !! its like my 1st time climbing the roof.. WOOOO BESTTT !! i was like.. oooh my freakin goddddd... !! hahah lut was cracking up looking at my rxn but heck it was FUN !!! SUPER FUN ! so we explored the roof before they arrived.. when they DID arrive.. guess what ? yeps.. rad n mus dowan climb.. wahliaozzzz WEAK AH =p it was mus's dream to climb but there she was.. not climbing -_-" sooo.. we got down.. ate the leftover cake again.. after that, rad had to go home.. then we waited for nad.. when nad came.. we climbed the roof again ! this time.. mus did too ! CONGRATZ MUSH ! hahaah.. then we climbed to the roof even higher than the previous one ! we were like WOW.. did we jz climbed the TP roof or what ??? hahaha. we were so proud of ourselves.. haahah.. yea call us crazy but we DID climb it ! wahhooo ! bashey was like a monkey sey.. oops.. stuntman =p .. wahhh he make us panick only.. step spiderman siaaa.. seram sey tgk.. hahaha.. we sat there at the top.. gazing at the sky.. counting stars.. got only 4 btw.. it was a nice view tho we didnt get to see the reservoir frm where we were at but.. the view was gd enough.. after abt 1/2 hr maybe on the roof.. we headed hm.. wahhh.. the climbing up was fun.. BUT the getting down was.. ERHH S-C-A-R-Y !! we were shivering n kinda screaming.. hehe then went to Giant to buy my adek's fren bday present.. then went NTUC to accompany nad.. then went hm..
wah man.. i wanna climb to the roof again ! this time with zack, shefa, rad (pls rad ??? plsss) & nisha.. but dunno if they can.. or want to.. hehe.. oh well, i hope we are goin there tmr.. wanna watch the sun sets ! hehehe..
oh yes.. took some pixies while me n lut were on the roof..
Thursday, October 07, 2004
Happy 18th Birthday Musiyahhh !
yea.. its her BDAY today !! of course, we wont do nothing on her special day rite ?? thought of treating her to Dodgeball right after her killer paper (mine too.. urgh..) BUT stupid TM n those nearby theaters jz HAD to show Dodgeball at night.. -_-" u think what.. we ladies have to get home before 11pm tau.. ish.. hehs.. wanted to watch White Chicks but changed our minds due to shefa n z already watched it n the show is at 6++ burn magrib.. dang ! hehs.. sooo we did the least we can do.. treat her to Pizza Hut ! yay ! hehehe.. but too bad nad (busy jadik nurse =p), rad (get well soon !) n nish (err.. asal eh tak leh come along ? heh) couldnt come along.. n fana.. we kinda lost contact for lil while tho still in same sch ! hmm.. anyhoo, the best most preferred meal, however ended at 2.30pm.. n why the heck those Pizza Hut ppl place the menu strip in the menu ?? what service ! hmph ! hahaha kidding lar.. hehs.. soo after eating.. (pepperoni pizza~~ i likeeeeeeeee !) went to the nearby blocks, thinking of going to the playgrd where we celebrated shefa's n fana's bday BUT the place was infested with sec sch kids/mats.. sooo settled with the benches at the void deck.. n.. we asked mus to open the MOST SPECIAL gift she got !! hehehehehehe !!! *EHEM EHEM EHEM EHEM* its a nice gift~~ hehehe.. after that, went home cos my frens have to study.. muahaha.. *coughs* .. all the very best to them nonetheless !
oh yea, i'm acting as if i finished my exams but NO i have PMIC on sat.. haizz.. n OC2.. OC2.. OC2.. i have nvr felt so confident in my life to take supp paper !! *cries* okok blog abt my exams later.. today should be a HAPPY day.. tho that stupid ice cream machine took my $1.40 WITHOUT giving me my ice cream.. CHEATER BUG !!
anyhoo.. Happy Birthday again Mus ! May ur life filled with Allah's blessing n beautiful sweet memories~~
yea.. its her BDAY today !! of course, we wont do nothing on her special day rite ?? thought of treating her to Dodgeball right after her killer paper (mine too.. urgh..) BUT stupid TM n those nearby theaters jz HAD to show Dodgeball at night.. -_-" u think what.. we ladies have to get home before 11pm tau.. ish.. hehs.. wanted to watch White Chicks but changed our minds due to shefa n z already watched it n the show is at 6++ burn magrib.. dang ! hehs.. sooo we did the least we can do.. treat her to Pizza Hut ! yay ! hehehe.. but too bad nad (busy jadik nurse =p), rad (get well soon !) n nish (err.. asal eh tak leh come along ? heh) couldnt come along.. n fana.. we kinda lost contact for lil while tho still in same sch ! hmm.. anyhoo, the best most preferred meal, however ended at 2.30pm.. n why the heck those Pizza Hut ppl place the menu strip in the menu ?? what service ! hmph ! hahaha kidding lar.. hehs.. soo after eating.. (pepperoni pizza~~ i likeeeeeeeee !) went to the nearby blocks, thinking of going to the playgrd where we celebrated shefa's n fana's bday BUT the place was infested with sec sch kids/mats.. sooo settled with the benches at the void deck.. n.. we asked mus to open the MOST SPECIAL gift she got !! hehehehehehe !!! *EHEM EHEM EHEM EHEM* its a nice gift~~ hehehe.. after that, went home cos my frens have to study.. muahaha.. *coughs* .. all the very best to them nonetheless !
oh yea, i'm acting as if i finished my exams but NO i have PMIC on sat.. haizz.. n OC2.. OC2.. OC2.. i have nvr felt so confident in my life to take supp paper !! *cries* okok blog abt my exams later.. today should be a HAPPY day.. tho that stupid ice cream machine took my $1.40 WITHOUT giving me my ice cream.. CHEATER BUG !!
anyhoo.. Happy Birthday again Mus ! May ur life filled with Allah's blessing n beautiful sweet memories~~
Friday, October 01, 2004
School = Misery
well, only the exams part..
i'm losing my voice.. no, not cos i'm getting sick.. well, at least i HOPE not..
maybe cos i've been talking to myself alot.. no, not crazy talking to myself.. but study talking to myself.. err get it ? um, nvr mind..
its been hectic the first few days of the wk.. studying like the opposite of heaven.. but i've been slacking nearing the end of the wk.. like what the opposite of heaven ?! it should be like, the other way round right ?? but nooooo.. i'm slacking like anything.. haizzz.. i still havent completed my revision n still wondering how i'm gonna get thru HPI, OC2 n PMIC papers..
HPI: the nervous system physiology is like.. ARGH.
OC2: had revision lect yesterday n i was like.. a blur squid man.. forgotten EVERYTHING..
PMIC: i jz hope i get enough resources n the Flash's left hand..
at the edge of sanity right now.. why cant school have ONLY tests n quizzes ?? its soooo much better than freaking examinations.. oh well, its an unfair world..
anyhoo.. ALL THE BEST GUYS !
well, only the exams part..
i'm losing my voice.. no, not cos i'm getting sick.. well, at least i HOPE not..
maybe cos i've been talking to myself alot.. no, not crazy talking to myself.. but study talking to myself.. err get it ? um, nvr mind..
its been hectic the first few days of the wk.. studying like the opposite of heaven.. but i've been slacking nearing the end of the wk.. like what the opposite of heaven ?! it should be like, the other way round right ?? but nooooo.. i'm slacking like anything.. haizzz.. i still havent completed my revision n still wondering how i'm gonna get thru HPI, OC2 n PMIC papers..
HPI: the nervous system physiology is like.. ARGH.
OC2: had revision lect yesterday n i was like.. a blur squid man.. forgotten EVERYTHING..
PMIC: i jz hope i get enough resources n the Flash's left hand..
at the edge of sanity right now.. why cant school have ONLY tests n quizzes ?? its soooo much better than freaking examinations.. oh well, its an unfair world..
anyhoo.. ALL THE BEST GUYS !