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my name is fizah sorani
i daydream alot.
thinking too much and being paranoid might just be the words to describe me.
oh, and clumsy too.
elijah wood is LOVE.
smiles totally make my day.
adores family, friends, Allah.
absolutely in love with chocolates.
i psychobabble much.
am still looking for my fairytale ending.



chitterchatter;


bituwin - template
dementee - image

Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

credits;

Sunday, August 29, 2004

Damn You Internet Explorerrr !

due to I.E, my pc crashed.. yet again.. stupid pop-ups ! die pop-ups DIEEE !
so now using Mozilla instead tho im not too fond of it.. should really try bloggin with this thing.. everything is seriously MESSED up.. oh well, i'll jz make do of what i have now..

anw, worked things out with a fren of mine.. finally msged me today after 2 days without any calls or smses.. yep u guys were right.. he needed time to think ah.. n he agreed to my idea.. so everything's fine n i dont have to worry abt anything anymore.. i hope..

erks.. blog later.. Tumour Immunology, here i come..

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Updated

due to POPULAR demands, i shall update =p..

Yesterday

came V EARLY for OC2 lecture.. haha ! wee hee ! i'm no longer in the Latecomers Club.. stay awake after subuh n took my own sweet time, eating breakfast and watching Cartoon Network.. ahah.. cant blame me, i havent been watching cartoons for a very long time ok..
anyhoo, as soon as i reached school.. it was 7.50am.. haha ! early sey fizahhh.. tak sangke.. yas is the one who's always late nowadays.. pity her.. got recognised for taking several MCs to escape quizzes by Alvin Poh ahha.. told her redy.. she dowanna listen to me.. ish..

during lect, Dr Loh gave back our term papers.. n guess what ?! I PASSSSSSEDDDD ! ok, me n yasmin almost felt like crying siaaa.. really, we thought we were doomed. ALHAMDULILLAH.. n fi.. remember ahh.. blanje ahhh.. banyak kau nyer fail.. haha.. so yah.. happy ah.. i know lar.. only test.. fail nemind right ? nonetheless, happy larr..

after that, thought of doing PMic lab which we were definitely behind time but the lab opens at 10am -_-" so much for "Dr Goh :"wednesday do can ?" yah can... can.. 1 hr do what ? haiz.. hope we can catch up with the rest of the class..

erh.. to be continued.. BNu lecture's gonna start in abt 2 mins and i'm in business lab..

yes, Run Fizah, Run.

Saturday, August 21, 2004

Just a Minute

It was early in the morning at four,
When death knocked upon a bedroom door,
Who is there? The sleeping one cried.
I'm Malaikat Maut, let me inside.

At once, the man began to shiver,
As one sweating in deadly fever,
He shouted to his sleeping wife,
Don't let him take away my life.

Please go away, O Angel of Death!
Leave me alone; I'm not ready yet.
My family on me depends,
Give me a chance,
O please prepense!

The angel knocked again and again,
Friend! I'll take your life without a pain,
Tis your soul Allah requires,
Come not with my own desire.

Bewildered, the man began to cry,
O Angel I'm so afraid to die,
I'll give you gold and be your slave,
Don't send me to the unlit grave.

Let me in, O Friend! The Angel said,
Open the door; get up from your bed,
If you do not allow me in,
I will walk through it, like a Jinn.

The man held a gun in his right hand,
Ready to defy the Angel's stand.
I'll point my gun, towards your head,
You dare come in; I'll shoot you dead.

By now the Angel was in the room,
Saying, O Friend! Prepare for you doom.
Foolish man, Angels never die,
Put down your gun and do not sigh.

Why are you afraid! Tell me O man,
To die according to Allah's plan?
Come smile at me,do not be grim,
Be Happy to return to Him.

O Angel! I bow my head in shame,
I had no time to take Allah's Name.
From morning till dusk, I made my wealth,
Not even caring for my health.

Allah's command I never obeyed,
Nor five times a day I ever prayed.
A Ramadan came and a Ramadan went,
But no time had I to repent.

The Hajj was already far from me,
But I would not part with my money.
All charities I did ignore,
Taking usury more and more.

Sometimes I sipped my favourite wine,
With flirting women I sat to dine.
O Angel! I appeal to you,
Spare my life for a year or two.

The Laws of Qur'an I will obey,
I'll begin SALAT this very day.
My Fast and Hajj, I will complete,
And keep away from self-conceit.

I will refrain from usury,
And give all my wealth to charity,
Wine and wenches I will detest,
Allah' oneness I will attest.

We Angels do what Allah demands,
We cannot go against His commands.
Death is ordained for everyone,
Father, mother, daughter or son.

I'm afraid this moment is your last,
Now be reminded, of your past,
I do understand your fears,
But it is now too late for tears.

You lived in this world, two score and more,
Never did you, your people adore.
Your parents, you did not obey,
Hungry beggars, you turned away.

Your two ill-gotten, female offspring,
In nightclubs, for livelihood they sing.
Instead of making more Muslims,
You made your children non-Muslims. >

You ignored the Mua'dhin Adhaan,
Nor did you read the Holy Qur'an.
Breaking promises all your life,
Backbiting friends, and causing strife.

From hoarded goods, great profits you made,
And your poor workers, you underpaid.
Horses and cards were your leisure,
Moneymaking was your pleasure.

You ate vitamins and grew more fat, >
With the very sick, you never sat.
A pint of blood you never gave,
Which could a little baby save?

O Human, you have done enough wrong,
You bought good properties for a song.
When the farmers appealed to you,
You did not have mercy, tis true.

Paradise for you? I cannot tell,
Undoubtedly you will dwell in hell.
There is no time for you to repent,
I'll take your soul for which I am sent.

The ending however, is very sad,
Eventually the man became mad
With a cry, he jumped out of bed,
And suddenly, he fell down dead.

O Reader! Take moral from here,
You never know, your end may be near

something i found in forwarded msgs.. *shivers*


nWEEE HEE HEEE !

i've got cable~~ i've got cable~~~ not SCV cable.. but MY HP CABLE !! YAHOOOOO ! my dad bought for me.. dunno what got into him n i didnt even ask for it.. weeeeee heeeeeee !!
so i am goin to upload me pics here !! except those of my best frens cos later they paisey..


my lil sis, aisha.. eating Wa Wa ! ok DAYAK SESAT !



ASTARGFIRULLAH HAL'AZIM ! *slaps forehead*





Gladys and Hidir (Fidzoh's cute lil bro): "this is the way we stick out our tongue~~"





Me and Yas - Future Doctors ah ! *ehem ehem !!*





Me n Shema - i miss her !!


okie lar thats it for now..

anyhoo, jz now.. guess what ? i failed my cds term test ! yes, Basic Nutrition.. i FAILED by 1 1/2 marks -_-" easiest paper n i failed.. why ? cos i didnt go for lectures.. n i only read thru the notes.. kay WHAT THE HECK IS HAPPENING TO U FIZAH ???? too slack siaaaaaaa..
but luckily i pass HPI (37 1/2 over 50), Fpath (36 1/2 over 45) n Pmic (which miraculously jz passed cos i really really REALLY thought i failed).

currently waiting for OC2 (gone case i tell u !!) n AIMM (err jz pass is ok for me).. so yea.. i hope i pass both of them.. bismillah.. amin..

September Resolution: Daily Revision. jz hope i'd stick to this.



Monday, August 16, 2004

Do you remember me ?

was taking a break from my Bnu assignment when i decided to browse thru frenster jz for the fun of it.. read several "Who you want to meet" sections n most of them stated - "old kindergarten n primary sch frens" so the 1st person that came to my mind was my 1st ever best fren, Faizah whom i lost contact right after i transferred from Cedar Primary to Eunos Primary when i was in primary 4.. known her since we were in k2 n hung out since then.. almost everyday, i'd go to her house n play with her toys.. oh did i mention she got the COOLEST toys ?? yea she used to have them.. from barbies to board games.. u name it, she got it.. plus all those tiny crowns her late grandma left her.. we used to act like we were princesses, walking ard in dresses n crowns.. unfortunately, her mum wasnt too fond of us hanging out cos we'd turn the house upside down.. like LITERALLY.. hahah man, we were so naughty back then..

took the same transport to sch (a van) with the apek driver who was capable of catching burung pipit (yah, the tiny hard-to-catch-cos-they're-jz-too-fast birds) with his own bare hands.. no kidding ! we used to fall for the same guys like the arab guy, Shaifullah n the UBER cute chinese guy whom we called the ScoutMaster.. dont ask me his name cos we didnt know his name ! *sighs dreamily at the thought of ScoutMaster* full of great memories back then.. n boy do i miss Salleh ! yea we used to bully him.. soo blur but sooo cute.. always listen to what we say.. we'd be like, "Salleh, sharpen my pencil" n he went like, "ok" n poof, he went to sharpen our pencils ! haha ! yah.. we were mean.. heeheee..

so yea back to frenster, typed in Faizah's name n GUESS WHAT ?? I FOUND HERRRR !! yes, i looked at the pic.. seemed familiar.. her location: Ubi.. her primary sch: Cedar ! n she so looks like her mum !! i was at the brink of crying.. yes, i was.. i missed her soo soo MUCH ! so i sent her a msg n i do hope that she remembers me cos i never forget her....................

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Tired

tiredness is slowly seeping into this body of mine.. my eyes are so tired but my body jz refuses to give in to the pleasure of a peaceful, undisturbed sleep..

1 week holiday ? my foot ah..

plus all these madness ard me.. they're really making me tired.. i dunno.. i dunno.. argh.. dont ask me to make a decision when the time comes.. cos my answer would be I DONT KNOW!

i need sleep.

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Boring.. boring.. boring..

that's the werd to describe the Pmic project.
the only fun and interesting part is meeting up with my fellow grp mates.. have fun together, pull our hair together.. ahah.. this project is so stressing.. but i know the stress i experienced is nothing compared to fidz's and rufi's.. they seemed to do most of the werk.. sorry if i aint much help guys..
gladys, chill okie.. first time see her so hot-tempered. WARNING: STAY AWAY.. hehe but she cooled down after she finally retrieved info on Air Sampling.. stupid Air Sampling.. make gladys so angry.. believe me u wont wanna see her get mad.. hehe..

so yea, here i am in the pc lab searching for some info on Membrane Filtration.. still no luck.. hee..

jz now met "Elijah" (*roll eyes*) and he showed me an alternative prayer room, level 3 above the admin office.. quite gd.. but still prefer the level 8 ah.. hee..

okie i think my work here is done, my grp mates decided to scrap Membrane Filtration.. WEE ! gonna meet mus, lut n nadd ! weeeeeeeeee..

Saturday, August 07, 2004

May the Best Man Wins

how can the best man win if the girl won't choose ?

Thursday, August 05, 2004

Sigh

ok i think its time for me to update abt how SUCKY this sem is..

OC2 paper = easy.. EASY ? yes, easy BUT i do wrongly redy larrrrrrrrr..
CSAS = chicken mc-nugget.. ahah its only a paper abt comm skills.. tho i didnt study the Negotiation Skills.. ahhh who cares ? hee..
Pmic = SOO EASY.. no seriously it was.. it was an open-book test.. BUT I LOST 10 MARKS ! wanna know why ? why ? cos i couldnt find stupid chlorhexidine n cetrimide in my so-called have-it-all notes.. n the thought of looking thru my BMIC textbook didnt even come across my mind !! *knocks her head real hard*
Fpath = aaahh a paper i like.. *smiles*
AIMM = i like~ xcept for the last qn that constitutes 12marks.. -_-"

tmr, i'll be sitting for another killer paper - HPI.. still wondering how to study the last topic.. see see ? skip lectures somore !

then there's Bnu paper on Saturday.. then FREEEEEEEEDOOOOOOOMMM ! i know, some of u guys are done with ur papers.. oh well..

wish me luck !