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my name is fizah sorani
i daydream alot.
thinking too much and being paranoid might just be the words to describe me.
oh, and clumsy too.
elijah wood is LOVE.
smiles totally make my day.
adores family, friends, Allah.
absolutely in love with chocolates.
i psychobabble much.
am still looking for my fairytale ending.



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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

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Monday, July 26, 2004

Wanna know what I think ??

i dont care.
i dunno if i'm at fault. well maybe i am partially at fault.. i've got alot of things to say abt this situation but funny how it all seems to disappear once u hit the keys..

i dont usually do this.. publishing my personal problems on my blog.. but i feel that i need to get this werthless things outta my head n focus on sth more important like the term tests that jz ard the corner. i may seem happy ard my frens but there are things that upset me deep inside.. only those close frens of mine can detect the change in my mood. n they tried their best to cheer me up.. thx guys..

i've been led on.. hopes have been planted into this paper heart of mine only to find out that they meant nothing.. nothing, absolutely nothing.. things like "i dont know why but ur the one person i miss.. n i cant wait to see ya in sch" jz makes the heart flutter esp when the guy u liked said this to ya.. i dunno how many girls have heard this line before.. hold on, pls dont change ur perspective of him cos i'm jz saying what i feel inside.. if u think he's the MAHARAJA of whatever things that u think he is.. pls jz stick to that.. read what i have to say if u want n make it clear to urself that this is what I think.. not u..

u make think i'm a bad person after saying these things abt him but i dont care. yes, for the 1st time ever.. i DONT CARE.. some ppl may think that i'm close to him when in fact, he knows nuts abt my life n vice-versa.. we dont carry a gd conversation as i carry with others.. we dont share problems.. we dont share the things we share with even the not-so-close frens.. the qn that always pop up in our conversations would be "do u hate me ?" ok maybe he asks this cos i wasnt really enthusiastic abt saying hi to him as i usually do in the past. but it seems as if i always have to make the initiative, always have to make the 1st move.. always expecting me to shout out to him.. there comes a time where u get tired of everything n expects a change.. i guess thats i want.. a change..

i'm not saying he's at fault.. n maybe u think this is a TEENY WEENY problem that i dont have to write an entry abt it.. maybe ur right.. i dont even know why i bother blogging abt this.. n i guess maybe i'm at fault..
i feel like screaming n i dunno why.. i hope my screaming didnt scare the ppl at the bustop jz now.. there are jz too many things to think abt n now this..
ok, after i'm done with this entry, i will act as if nothing happened n nobody shld bring this up anymore.. this thing is occupying a precious space in my mind n i better use it for sth more worthwhile.. GET OUT.

answer to all my problems: whatever.

the chapter abt this guy closes n another opens.
this has nothing to do with the above mentioned. this is somebody else.. somebody who WAS related to one of my best frens.. somebody who intended to cheat on her with her own fren.. somebody who loves her but wants to have a fling with another.. somebody by the name of JERK.. i dont have much to say abt this guy cos my fren wasnt really into him.. she was non-chalant abt everything.. but she knows she can scream all she wants n the ppl who have to hear n be there for her are us.. its a gd thing she got to know this earlier.. to tell the truth, i wasnt really into him.. u know when ur with ur fren n her bf, he would like to click with his girl's fren to sort of impress his girl.. kinda being nice to her frens but be EXTRA nice n sweet to her.. but he's different.. he looked at us as if he doesnt like our company.. he doesnt joke ard n kept quiet most of the times.. in short, he's boring.. n i wasnt the only one who thought so. apparently mus thought so too.. heck even my fren thought her bf's boring.. well, i'm not gonna pry into other ppl's problem, jz wanna get this across.. if u mess with my frens, u mess with me.. though i cant really physical harm that person, no.. i cant n i wont.. but it will surely change my point of view towards that person.. yes, my frens are precious to me.. so think before u act.



Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Illusion

I thought I saw u look at me,
I thought I saw u stare.
Do you know I think ur cute ?
I like the look u bare.
Are my eyes deceiving me,
When I see u standing there ?
Are u playing tricks on me,
Just to prove I care ?
Are u an illusion ?
Is it only in my mind ?
Do you look at me,
As I do u ?
To see if u can find, 
A lil bit of interest 
A stolen glance ur way ?
Will u come and talk to me,
Or watch me day to day ?

Thursday, July 15, 2004

*Smiles*





ok time to hit the books.. till nx time..

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Sheila On 7 is in the House, Yo !

haha that was what duta said.. hahaaa.. he has a new haircut tau ! neater, better n definitely cuter ! haha..

okie so my sis, her fren, kak achid n i reached there ard 12.30pm (yepps, early kans ? hee) n joined the queue.. made some new frens, those sheila on 7 as well as ruffedge fans.. (ok i had no idea who ruffedge are at first tau hehe)waited, chatted, sang along with duta (he was rehearsing inside the D'Marquee) till ard 1++ before searching for a
secluded place to pray.. when we came back, the queue was really long n full of people.. so went back to our spot.. a few mins later some guy shouted,"oi, masok oi masok !".. so apa lagik, we all stood up n went to the front.. but some ppl just HAD to push us..
the ppl behind me were pushing me so hard that i leaned against this guy ! i squirmed n tried to make some space for myself but we were practically glued to one another ! eeks.. after all that pushing n the constant, "oi, jgn tolak lar !" we finally got to the front of the queue n the lady was like, "sape2 tolak takleh masok eh" n at that point, somebody pushed me that i almost knocked into the lady.. so the lady kesian kan me n my sis, kasi kite masok dulu.. haha ! wueekkk ! =p we quickly went to the front row seats, tho they're not really close to the stage.. (darn !)

shah ibrahim n adi rahman (is that his name ? cos i dunno *shrugs*) were the hosts.. real funny blokes.. then the opening act, ruffedge.. we weren't really interested in them.. they are like the malay hiphop kind.. n one of them.. looks EXACTLY like ishaq ! i mean like.. total replicas ! from the huge round eyes to the psychotic smile.. send shivers down me spine, i tell ya.. haha.. tho we werent crazy abt them, we cut them some slack..
they were ok i guess, but the grp of guys behind us on the other hand, were merciless towards them.. they went like, "hip hop sucks !" n some profanities that comes with that.. issh.. the acapella part was in my opinion, quite good.. so after 1 song, we thought that was it u know, it's SHEILA time ! but NOO, they just HAD to sing a COUPLE more songs.. we (together with the guys at the back - the ruffedge non-supporters) were like chanting, "SHEILA ! SHEILA !" after some so-called dancing n rapping, they finally left the stage (not before selling their postcards/buttons for charity at 10 bucks each *eyes widen,jaw drops to the floor*).. then SHEILAAAA ON SEBENNNN !! duta came out late but they sure got the house rocking, siaaaa ! the concert was awesome.. oh yes, forgot
to mention, before they even got on the stage, ppl started to run forward to the barricade.. n we were like,"hello.. ? we cannot see !" so apa lagik, we stood on our chairs ! yepps, like a buncha uncivilised ppl not knowing whats the function of the chair.. so once duta came out, everybody started screaming.. n singing.. n jumping.. !
the ppl way behind us shouted, "duta ! suro dorg (thats us) dudok !!" n my sis went like, "duta ! buat bodoh !" haha.. yea of course we didnt sit down, cos we wont be
able to watch them perform ! so stood for the whole 2hrs i think.. singing.. some dancing.. hehe.. the members of the band have a great sense of humor.. they joked ard.. duta teased eross n vice versa.. adam got involved as well as sakti.. anton was the quiet one cos he was like immobile due to his role playing the drums.. hehe..
adam was having a flu, but he sang us a song from the beatles.. tho he didnt know some of the werds to the song.. SO CUTE ! haha ! they're so funny ! they really brought the house down ! n yes, i tried shouting,"DUTAAA ! ADAMMM ! MUS KIRIM SLM !!" but they didnt hear me..

after the concert was over (*sob sob !!*) some items were put on auction for charity.. one lady was willing to buy duta's sweater for 90 bucks !! wuwauu.. haha.. n they were giving out backstage passes for like 30 bucks !! urghhh.. they got to MEET N GREET SO7 ! darnnnnnn !! so, the concert was over, we went to pray asar for a lil while before returning to D'Marquee hoping to catch a glimpse of the band before they leave for their hotel.. n guess what ? we got to meet them ! well, sorta..
they got on the van n we got to like.. knock on the window glass.. ahah ! i got sakti to pose for me (using my hp cam lar) but the pic was not clear cos of the darn window !! i wanted them to like.. open the window to get a clearer pic but that didnt happen, cos some crazy fans start to KISS on the window.. ok what the heck ?! haha
so waved to sakti, adam n anton but didnt get a chance to catch a glimpse of duta n eross ! aaaargh.. so sad.. hehe.. but thats okie..

yes i MUST thank SAIFUL once again.. cos without him, i wouldnt be there lar.. its true.. so THANKSSSS !!!!!!



no, this is not the backstage pass.. this is jz a souvenier.. =)

Monday, July 12, 2004

Happy Belated Birthday~

Happy Belated Birthday To Saiful~ hehe..
hope u REALLY, SINCERELY like the gift n not say u like it jz to be polite or sth.. hehe..

well, currently in the library, waiting for 6pm to come.. got to go for lect today.. since i didnt go for it last wk.. heh.. so,

Plans for today
1. study for PMIC test (Wed)
2. research for CSAS (if my pc is decided to have a truce)

Plans for tmr
1. study FPATH test (Fri)
2. research for AIMM lab report (500 words due next wk)

yes, i've got no life other than sch, sch.. SCH.. -_-"

n my sis went to meet the guys of so7 at the airport !!! argh..
n they did leave me voice msgs (duta n anton said my name ! hehe) but i was so STUPID that i ACCIDENTALLY deleted DUTA'S MSG !! *sighs se-sigh sigh nye*

(details abt the concert.. COMING SOON)

Friday, July 09, 2004

Gues who's going to the SO7 concert ??

me ! yes, norhafizah binte sorani is going this sunday !! weee !
THX, SAIFUL ! i know maybe i didnt show my gratitude towards u that time but i REALLY REALLY (times 10000) APPRECIATE IT !! thats REALLY sweet of ya, even tho i told u a GAZILLION times not to, but u did.. aww.. hehe THX !

YAY ! i'll be going with my sister n her whole crew.. maybe we'll bump into each other ? ahah..

YAY cant believe i'm actually going ! the 1st ever concert i went was (dun laugh): The Moffatts ! n i grabbed Dave's arm ! ahah ! dontcha guys jz miss them ? =P

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

Slap me, please

8am lect supposed to be online learning.. but the teacher didnt remind us, so we came.. yes, i wasnt the only one.. yas was lucky, she was plannin to skip the 8am lect n so she can wake up late.. while i, on the other hand, woke up wee early, enthusiastic to attend the lect, turns out.. online learning..

good deed unjustified.

so went to the lib to study for immuno.. booked the single study room (yah, i know.. semangat nyer !) thinking that it is like, u know.. sound-proof.. so i can study better.. turns out, it wasnt.. so waste of energy booking the darn thing.. then met fizo n studied together.. met yas at nearly 11 thinking that there will be FPATH tut but skali barkatnisha say takder.. ok SLAP ME ! i wasnt even aware that there wont be a tut, or the online learning lect.. if i knew, i could have woken up at 10.. like.. 3 1/2 hrs more to sleep, man.. *sigh* oh well.. yas didnt know too.. so we ended reading at the lib till i almost froze to death.. was at the lib frm 8.30 till 11.30am.. hah.. i think i wanna borrow terry prachett's night watch nx week.. until i've got all those freakin quizzes over n done with..

now at the lib, again.. sitting in front of bonny babu ! haha ! ingat tak lut ? kua kua.. yea he's here.. hwee hwee.. anyhoo, jz now saw ego n surprisingly n miraculously he turned to my direction.. slalu eshen.. tgk org cam tak nampak gitu.. but today tgk plaks.. ahaha..

okie.. dunno what else to blog abt but i feel like typing since there's nobody in my contacts..

i think i wanna change my song to maroon 5's She Will Be Loved.. the song is so sweet.. should listen to the rest of the album.. they're like the jazz-rock band.. all the songs nice2.. like Through With You and Must Get Out.. ever wondered why their album called Songs About Jane ? Jane is Adam Levine's (lead) ex-gf.. yepps..


Useless Information: alanis morisette is not only a singer, she's also a minister of marriage cos she wants to allow gay marriage.. mampus.. tebiyat..

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

Oh My Gawd

om my gawdd !

how can u forget, fizah ?!

what is wrong with u lately ?!?!

he is so gonna kill me.
he is so gonna kill me.
HE IS SO GONNA KILL ME !!



Haha

in the library right now doing some research and there's this play abt BGR at the podium.. so funny.. its like a love triangle btween this guy and these two girls who are apparently best frens.. so the two girls fight2 ah.. then they've got like "Ask The Audience" section where they ask the audience for some advice.. then Glenn was part of the audience ah.. then this girl ask him, "I love my bf very much, but all he talks abt is my best fren, Jess.. what should i do ?" then Glenn say, "Dump him and go out with me".. sakk jer Glenn.. haha gatals ! but the way he said it so cute siaaa.. ahaha.. ok the show's over already and i think he's heading home.. so funny sia.. then everyone laugh.. oh ya he's got bangs on his hair.. kua kua.. so cute.. hehe..

alrighty, now waiting for mus.. and *gasps* i've got 2 quizzes next wk.. D I E..

Sunday, July 04, 2004

Mmmmbop !

remember that song ? yep, Hanson ! watched MTV ask just now n i'm fan of Hanson all over
again.. still remember the first time i heard the song, Mmmbop.. cant stop singing it cos its so catchy.. my fav member was of course the youngest of the trio bros, Zachary who looked really2 scrawny when they started out but boy, has he changed ! ahah more matured n cuter i must say.. thank gawd he decided to screw his long hair cos he looks so much better with a short haircut
dontcha agree ? hehe.. cant believe i still remember Zach's birthdate which is on the 22nd Oct.. maybe cos his is quite close to mine ? hah..

anyway, may be wondering the reason for my absence from msn ? 1stly, there's my pc.. so irritating ! it apparently decided to play the Flickering Game.. flicker here, flicker there.. the constant flickering makes me wanna hit the monitor REAL hard.. then there's its accomplice, the modem.. this modem ahh.. urgghhh.. likes to disconnect itself for no apparent reason.. if its for a short while n connects itself back, i wouldnt mind
that much but NOO it just HAD to disconnect n stay disconnected.. so much for access to the internet..
*rolls eyes*

another thing to "URGH" abt today is the fact that i cant join my frens to watch Spidey 2 ! i know, somebody slap me ! the reason: my immune system is totally screwed up n my white blood cells arent doing a gd job.. in short: i'm sick.. cant find a better time to get sick ??? URGH..

plus, News Update ! my sis is going to the S07 concert.. WITHOUT ME ! ARGHHHH ! *pulls hair* how i wish i'm still working at the coupon booth -_-" to saiful: i appreciate the gesture n all.. but u dont have to ok ? thx anw =)