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Thursday, May 27, 2004
Cool-ness
found sth from frodoforever.com i know its none of u guys' interest but it got me interested anyhow.. hehe here:
cool eh ? altho i dont know what they're talking about.. heee~ oh yes, sorta "hacked" into the tp system to find my timetable.. for 2 days, i'll be going home at 7 n at 6 for another.. oh well, i guess theres not much diff frm my prev timetable.. n i dont have a cds.. haiya.. thought i wanna finish up my cds this sem.. guess thats not gonna happen.. wanna check for yas but unfortunately, cannot hack anymore.. aha.. looks like i'll have to wait until they are officially available to find out if yas is in the same class as me.. i hope ! bismillah.. amin.. hee.. n yes, this monday got elijah on deep impact.. must watch okies ! i know lar we can practically hafal the story redy but its not everyday elijah is on tv right ? hee !
Saturday, May 22, 2004
Building Sandcastles In The Air
had a v fun day today at east coast with my buddies.. was having a peaceful, dreamless sleep when i was woken up by nisha.. at 830 sia.. hee.. thx anw nish.. turns out, she's gonna cook the food herself n i'll help her pack instead of us cooking together.. so, dressed up n supposed to meet nish at 930.. but 930 is the time i stepped out of the house.. typical.. hehe.. erm so, went to nish's for alil while.. then met lut at the block n walked all the way to intch.. surprise2 we were the first ones.. the rest, biaser lar.. still at home.. ahah.. waited for mus n fana.. then rad, then our late queen, nad.. hehe.. while waiting, we were like.. complainin cos we were damn hungry cos havent eaten since morning till noon.. so once nad arrived, took 196 n were on our way.. there, we looked for a spot to lay our food n stuffs.. found a place with a nice view of the beach.. unfortunately, we sat on the grass cos there are no other places to sit since they are all either taken, or shelter-less.. hehe.. fana brought a mat altho its quite small.. hehe.. so bought some newspapers to improve our spot.. then we started eating.. after a few bites.. i was full ahah.. we did most of the drinking instead of eating.. hee.. took alot of pix with rad's dg.. thank gawd she didnt forget to bring it this time =P.. we were in a crazy mood.. posing here n there.. making silly faces n stuffs.. i think someone spiked our drinks ah.. ahaha.. had alot of fun joking ard.. lazying n talking abt stuffs.. we played truth or dare.. phew thank gawd the bottle didnt point in my direction.. while the rest all kena.. haha ! nad's dare is the best ah.. hehehe shiok ah ! must put that pic at frenster ok nad ? =P then we decided to rent some bikes.. or in my case, a pair of rollerblades ! hee.. its been AGES since i skated.. n i pretty much did a bad job in gaining back the ability to skate.. hehe.. rad didnt want to cycle so the rest of us went to the bike rentshop.. i set my mind on a pair of rollerblades while nish was still considering cos she never skate before.. of course, i just had to drag her into renting one cos i didnt wanna skate alone.. thx n SORRY NISH ! hee but i think this experience is one that she can never forget ah.. hehe.. then there was this guy ah.. didnt find him that cute at first.. he was helping us with the skates.. n we were being like.. naive n all.. n he smiled ahh.. his smile attracts me the most.. should ask nish ah.. his smile ahh.. *sighs*.. since i wasnt familiar with the skates they have there, i had no idea how to wear it ah.. cos different from the ones i used to have.. so, he helped me wear them.. after wearing them, i tried standing up ah.. then i didnt realize there was kinda a mini slope ah.. so i involuntarily skated backwards ah.. i almost fell when he got hold of my arm ahah.. twice ah hehe.. so paisey but its kinda sweet of him ah.. hehe.. n i was wearing long sleeve ah so tak haram ah.. hee.. *sighs* i think its love at ferst sight ah.. ahaahha nolar crazy ah ! dont believe in that.. but it was definitely lust at ferst sight.. hehe.. n its so typical of me to fall for guys i cant get.. been there thrice.. so including this, its like 4 times redy.. easily fall for someone n yet its difficult to get out of it.. but i got over the three previous times.. so surely i can get over this one right ? besides he's not even muslim ah.. i think he's.. erm a sikh ? i dunno.. nish said that cos she saw the whole religion bangle thingy he had on his wrist.. but he sure doesnt look like one ah.. he looks more like.. omputih like that.. plus.. he's shorter then me ah.. hehe.. but ahh.. his smile.. just makes everything else right.. hee.. kay enough.. i'm not gonna see him again anws.. but i got a memo of him ah.. ahaha to those who know.. dont tell any1 ahh ! wait ppl think i'm a stalker or sth.. ahaks.. ok back to our GERL'S DAY OUT.. hee.. taught nish how to skate altho i was a bit rusty myself.. so went to the erm.. skating rink ? is that what they call it ? errr think so.. anyhoo, there nish made some progresses ah.. altho i still think she should get size 7 instead of 9 ah.. it was too big n it made skating more problematic.. had our falls but we're ok.. hehe.. then after practising there, we felt that we should get on the road.. n skate along east coast.. turned out we skated only erm.. 1/4 of east coast ? ahah cos tired lar.. plus.. we're not really pro in skating yets.. n we skated past that rentshop for like.. many times redy.. ler.. so paisey.. -_-" wanted to cycle but stuck to skating instead.. then at the end, gave back our skates n their bikes.. after that, sat at the bench for lil while.. ate the left-overs.. n each of us took some home.. thought of watching the sunset ah.. but malas ah.. hehe.. then took 196 home.. today is definitely a day that i wont forget.. hanging out with my frens.. n of course.. CG *winks*.. not mus nyer CG eh.. hehe - ok no pix -
Friday, May 21, 2004
Fickle-Minded
changed our plans from bbq to a plain picnic.. cos of the fear of getting caught bbq-ing w/o a license since we didnt book a pit.. oh well, its the company that matters right ? n of course the food lar.. hee.. met nish at intch n went to ljs to discuss.. yes, WE TWO jer yg dicuss hehe.. nemind lar.. we then went shopping for the cikens.. n some other stuffs at the ntuc.. after that, thought of going home but went to nish's instead to prepare some stuffs like marinating the cikens n stuffs.. cant wait ah for tmr.. z cant go cos of the whole Women's Day Out happenin at Ngee Ann City.. 3hr aerobic marathon siaa.. haha we, on the other hand, will have GERLS' day out.. hehehe.. whippee.. ^_^ I've been the needle and the thread Weaving figure eights and circles round your head I try to laugh but cry instead Patiently wait to hear the words you've never said
Thursday, May 20, 2004
ok i NEED to get a LIFE
some other bears i can be: Birthday Bear Cheer Bear Friend Bear Funshine Bear Good Luck Bear Grumpy Bear Love-a-lot Bear Tenderheart Bear Wish Bear i was so freakin bored that i did this quiz.. haha.. the bear is so damn cute.. wanted this bear since before i can remember but till now.. no bear.. ahahah.. oh well.. anyhoo, yay ! this sat going bbq-ing with my BESTEST FRENSSS !! WEEEE~ ! finally, after much planning n nisha getting so stressed out.. hehe.. n nad is going with us.. sanggup take a leave for us.. wow.. hehe.. just hoping that everything turns out A-OK..
Thursday, May 13, 2004
while listening to: So Happy Together by The Turtles
feeling: bored outta my wits Yesterday went to tamp with mus with the initial plan to buy her mum's prezzy but ended up buying her stuff hee~.. thought i was the one who was late but i had to wait for mus for 45 mins.. geez mus ! ur welcome ! hehe.. while waiting for mus, there was this weird-looking man who looked kinda confused. he went up to me n asked, "do you have $10 ?" it wasnt charity or anything.. i guess he needed the money so badly.. of course i didnt give him.. i mean, $10 ?? if $2 can ah.. hee.. u wouldnt too if u were me.. so, he went looking for some other "kind souls" but i didnt see anyone who was willing to give up their $10.. anyhow, after that, went to tm n took a walk ard the mall.. lookin at some clothes n stuffs.. then went to BK.. didnt realise abt the guy mus was talking abt until after i asked him for 2 packets of chili heh.. ate the Mozarella burger.. again.. then went to century.. then this fashion.. n century back.. saw indra sahdan on the way, aha ok lar like anyone cares but he is kinda short in real life.. then bought mus'stuff n since it was like.. 6+ we decided to go home.. we were talking abt GCG when he suddenly emerged.. like out of nowhere ! ahah mus was ecstatic.. haha.. yea, been sometime since we saw him.. took the same bus as mus somore.. ahaha.. *winks* Today supposed to go joggin after subuh but didnt have to will n strength.. ahaks, so went straight to bed.. hee.. the whole afternoon, been a help ard the house n stuffs *ehem ehem*.. wanted to watch Stuck On You vcd but my lil sis was watching Scooby 2.. for like the 15th time.. n my sis was using the pc, so stuck with the tv.. they dont have gd shows in the afternoon ah.. so lame.. then went joggin with my sibs.. took a kite with us but there was no wind ! hehe so terpakse run with the kite.. ahaha.. then, went to the nearby playgrd n i get to play the swing ! wee~ its been a long time since i sat on one.. hee.. cant believe how much i miss being a kiddo.. i guess thats it.. till next time..
Monday, May 10, 2004
Greek Gods
![]() Morpheus ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla since i was bored.. i did the quiz n got freaking Morpheus.. isnt Morpheus supposed to be a male ?? ahah whatever.. anyhoo, got my results on friday n it was ok.. thank gawd.. was really dreading that day.. phew.. for my frens who have to take somore papers.. i wish u all the best okies ? u've got a second chance to make it all good again.. insyaAllah u guys will do good..=) a few days ago, my ustazah's daughter passed away.. innalillah wa innallillah hirajiun.. it kept me thinking.. life.. i really wanna make the best of it.. it can be so depressing yet so beautiful.. i wanna treasure it cos i know we dont have forever.. i may drop dead in the next second n never had the chance to try out everything that i wanted.. never had the chance to apologize to my family, frens.. n to whoever i have been ignorant or tactless to.. its so scary to think about death.. scary because i know i havent been the most decent person ard.. i am only human n we all make mistakes.. its scary to think about being tortured in the grave.. the stories i heard from my ustaz are so horrifying.. life after death is unknown n that what scares me the most.. not knowing ur fate.. ur fate after u die.. yet, learning about all these.. will i ever change ? we all want to repent but can we really do it ? i keep complaining about things ard me.. about wanting new clothes, about money.. n just about everything.. but i have to see the bigger picture.. life is random.. it can be taken away from u just like that.. i used to wish that i was born a different person.. not me.. just somebody else.. someone who has everything.. everything that money can n cannot buy.. of course everybody wants to be that somebody else.. but the fact is, we're not.. all i know is that i wanna be a better person.. i dunno why i wrote all these down.. i dunno whats the point of this entry but i just feel like putting all these here.. currently, this is what i am thinking.. call it self-reflection if u like..
Thursday, May 06, 2004
"Riding"
ouhhhhhh my butt n thighs hurt siaaa.. went "riding" at east coast just now.. hehe.. i wonder how sia u guys cycle everyday.. ahaha.. but nemind, as they say.. no pain no gain right ? hee.. oh yah thx lut for waking me up.. hee.. it was raining quite heavily ah just now so wondered how the heck are we gonna cycle in the pouring rain ? so well, we decided to kill some time by eating at bedok BK. finally lut tasted the Mozarella burger.. nice right ? hee.. anyhoo, after that we took 196 str to marine parade n walked to east coast bike rentshop. rad n lut rented the bike with double seats while the rest of us rented the individual ones.. then mus decided to ride with rad because of some undisclosed reasons.. i cannot put it here.. or else kene debik.. =P mus n rad are both very funny sia.. ahaha i think the whole stretch of east coast can hear the screams .. hehehe.. kay lar kidding lar.. hee.. we cycled to the jetty.. the food center... n i took pix along the way.. us on the beach.. us cycling.. 2 of my frens about to fall off their bikes.. hee =P but too bad rad didnt bring her digi which is WAY WAY WAY better than my hp.. alaaammmaaakk wasted.. hee.. nemind.. just waiting for mus nyer GPRS ;P hee.. had fun cycling ah.. i raced with lut twice.. the 1st one, we both won.. the 2nd.. heh... lut won.. no fair.. i was tired n i was actually giving her the chance to win ! hee.. no lar.. she won fair n square lar.. but i was close to winning no doubt. heee.. then got this apek.. ahahah sing for us ah.. hehehe.. oh gawd.. gross.. hehehe.. on the way back, encountered some mishaps.. but everything's ok.. dont worry.. hee.. then, after cycling.. coffee bean was calling out to us.. so we gave in to temptation... hee.. rad treat us this time.. THX RADDDD !! *MUACKS* .. when i get a job n money, i'll treat u guys plak kies.. hee.. insyaALLAH.. after that, rad went home while the rest of us went to intch japs.. then went home.. tiring yet fun day.. maybe we'll go again next week ? =P
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
Hope through darkness
A single candle floating on a river of tears, Shines brightly for you, and you alone. For when I am near you I am complete. I feel loved, I feel at home. Lost in a sea of darkness I was, Until I found someone who understands. Who knows what it feels like to be empty, And to see no helping hands. But since I've found you, you have lightened my world And made me feel complete. There's no greater feeling, That can possibly begin to compete. As life moves on don't forget me, And I beg of you, don't leave me behind. Because a good friend and a true friend Is a difficult to find. Thank you for being my candle, And lighting the path which I roam. As long as you are near me, I am never far from home. You'll be in my heart forever and always. And your someone I'll never let go. I will never forget you. I just wanted to let you know... Thank you for giving me hope again And giving me peace at heart. You'll be with me always. From you, I will never part. Thank you for being my hope through darkness... dedicated to all my frens.. both close and not so close ! =) oh and i didnt make this poem ah. i took it frm somewhere hee~ but meaningful right ?
Sunday, May 02, 2004
Hanging out~ Down the Street~ The same ol thang~ We did last week~
blogging time~ heh. this week got to hang out with my beloved frens =) unfortunately shefah, nish and fana couldnt make it. to shefah: dont worry kays ? ur grandad will be just fine.. insyaALLAH.. to nish: good luck with ya coming exams~ and GET WELL SOON ! to fana: jgn jadik malas larr.. nak kluar dgn kiter pon malas ker ? =( hee. and make sure u guys are free on thurs aight ? we are going east coast, cycling~ hee. insyaALLAH.. anyhoo, yesterday went to bugis with the gang (actually wanna watch billboards but shians nad.. thats the only day she's not werking, so might as well make the best of it ! hee.. we went to bugis first as usual.. ahah.. looked at some stuffs, window-shop basically.. and man, i shld have bought that ring.. haiz maybe next time.. i hope.. hee.. after that, since we wanted to eat Pizza Hut, we wanted to go to Suntec.. so our dearest lut led the way.. by walking.. and we ended up LOST ! hahaha.. what a disgrace. whatever dont ask me, i dont know directions.. hee.. we walked and walked and walked.. in the bright hot sun but still, no suntec.. found sun-sth mall instead.. forgot the name of the mall.. anyhow, thx to rad n zack, we found a bustop and took a bus to suntec.. hehe so much for exercise ! hehe.. anyway, at suntec .. nad treated us to PIZZAAAAAA ! hehehe.. of course we had to tokok some $$ hehehehe.. but THX ANYWAY NADDD ! *MUACKS* hee..we ate lasagne tauu ! hehe dont mind me, yesterday was the 1st time i ate lasagne. i know.. sad, right ? but i tasted it anyhow.. nice~ hee.. and remember the omputih ? ahaha.. ehem2.. and the cute chinese waiter ! ahaha so funny.. everytime we look at him.. we laughed cos of a certain incident right, lut ? ahaks.. kays back to yesterday.. after eating.. walked ard the mall.. window-shopping.. some of my frens bought clothes and accessories.. then got this omputih whose face is so red ! cute ah but like over-tanned like that.. yes, i just have to call him lobster.. hee.. not my fault, we were bored ! hehe of course laughed non-stop.. and he was like practically in every shop we were in ! ahaha.. he's interested in mus ah i think *winks* then, nad saw this arab + malay + omputih guy.. erm ok ah to me but nad2 *shakes head* hee.. dont worry, if its fated, u will meet again.. *winks* hehe.. kays.. after that, went to marina sq to teman zack buy her discman.. then went back to suntec to buy nad's blouse.. after all that, we went home.. had a fun day getting lost .. hehehe.. just now after ugamer went to mus's house and watched 50 First Dates.. yes i know i watched it already but i wanna watch it again ! hehe so damn funny. thx nad for the vcd heheh.. now watching Sleepy Hollow.. oooh johnny depp ! keke.. oh yes, before i forget today, 12 RabiulAwal is Nabi Muhammad's birthday so.. selawat alot2 okies ! and plus today's my yger bro's birthday !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANI ! dont bnyk berangan and quit messing ard with my stationaries !! heh brothers.. cant live with them.. cant live w/o them.. aight thats it for now.. |
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