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my name is fizah sorani
i daydream alot.
thinking too much and being paranoid might just be the words to describe me.
oh, and clumsy too.
elijah wood is LOVE.
smiles totally make my day.
adores family, friends, Allah.
absolutely in love with chocolates.
i psychobabble much.
am still looking for my fairytale ending.



chitterchatter;


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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

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Wednesday, April 28, 2004

Lalalalalaaaa..

kay why isnt anyone online ??
all those everyday-online-without-fail people ?? gawd i'm so freakin bored that i decided to blog. ahaks. about nothing. about how boring my day has been. about how i woke up at almost 1. hee. about after i woke up i watched days of our lives. then third watch.

after that, my sis rented the Hot Chick and together we watched. the movie was funny! couldnt stop laughing from beginning till the end. if not for that movie i would have been bored to death! hee..

then it was back to boredom again. ahah u can see how pointless this entry is but since i am bored.. dont blame me..

anyhow, found a joke in the reader's digest. and so i decided to put it here..

One day, the president of a company came upon a young man who was expertly counting out a large wad of the firm's cash."
The boss asked, "where did u get ur training, young man ?"
"Yale", the young man replied.
"Ah a smart young man aye ? haha. what's ur name ?"
The young man replied, "Yack Yackson."


hehe.. kay ah for those who didnt get the joke. the young man was actually pelat. cannot pronounce the letter "J" so he was actually from Jail not Yale. and his name was Jack Jackson instead of Yack Yackson.
ok lar not so funny ah.. but kan cute. pelat.. Yack Yackson.. ahahah..

now i'm looking forward to hanging out with my BESTEST BUDDIES : mus, rad, lut, nad, zack, shefah, nisha and fana. but when oso i dunno. just dowanna be stuck at home to rot.. aahh i need to get out of this house.. SOON.

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

Fatigue

ah i feel so tired sey. i dunno why. not today only.. the previous days too.
i feel so tired, my eyes so sleepy but whenever i lie on my bed hoping to have a peaceful sleep.. i can't sleep. no matter how tired i am. i'll end up staring at the ceiling till 4 am .. only then can i sleep.. aiyaaa.. if chat till 4 kan best.. but of course, my sister just have to use the pc at that time.. so, yea once again.. boredomm..

anyhoo, just now was an ok day...
i thought i was the one who was late but turned out he was! sheesh. ahaks. supposed to meet at 11 ah but we met at 1130. hee.. went to the library 1st cos he wanted to return some books. then since we didnt have any breakfast, we decided to eat at kampung chai chee and that was my first time there ah. i must sey the restaurant is ver generous.. ahaks cos the lady gave a lot of rice sey.. i mean it was nice and all.. but.. ok the amount of rice right ? i usually eat half of it tau.. but i did finish it. always feel guilty if the food's not finished. heh..
then since it was too early to pray at the masjid, we walked ard the mall japs.. and guess what mus ? know the ring at metro ? yah the blue gorgeous one we saw that only costs 6 bucks ? hee.. i bought it..! weee~~ ahaah.. dier da boring.. i practically stop at every shop that has rings.. hahah he went to look at wallets instead. sheesh.. men, they dont understand how vital accessories ar to us ladies. ahaks..
anyhow got a pink one free but my sis got hold of it the sec i got home. hee.. sorry mus.. maybe next time yah ? heh

after that went to pray at the masjid. now this is my ideal outing ah.. not the company larr. the whole going out and not missing any prayers at the same time thingy..

kay ah.. after that went to GV straight although we thought of going to ezone to chelen racing. ahaks. but we were late
ah.. so bought a popcorn and drinks and went in.. eh then got this movie trailer : Van Helsing.. i wanna watch ahh.. got hugh jackman.. no lar not that i wanna watch it because of him. because ít's like all those vampires/fantasy kinda stuff.. u guys know i like that kind of movies.. like best like that. then there was Troy.. ah da start ah tuh dek tuh perasan brad pitt.. oh please *pukes* there was one part brad pitt said "is there anyone ??" then sik ahmad lak.. tak abes2.. "Ïs there anyone??" aiyaa.. ahahah.. whatever lar.. but it looks like a gd movie.. like lotr sey the battle scene.. hee..

then finally after i think 10 mins of nonstop ads, the show started. and the show is really nice ! very sweet and freakin hilarious. esp rob shneider.. omg.. those two.. so cute and funny ! u guys should really watch this one. we were like laughing all the way. but ader times like wanna cry cos it was so sweet. hee.. but we didnt cry ah.. where got .. hee..

after that, we both felt really tired so decided to go home instead. on the way home met mizan and hisyam. ahaks. mizan cam terkejot gitu biler org panggil.. ahaks.. leks ah mizan.. like never see me before gitu.. hee..


so that was it. dont make anything out of nothing yah cos he's not my type.

and yes, tmr is another day. another day, another story. till the next interesting entry.. cauz~~

Monday, April 26, 2004

Boredom

why does it have to be in our lives. life would be so entertaining without it. boredom. even i get bored of the word.
2 mths of boredom. trying to think of hanging out with my bestest buddies but we can't possibly go out every single day, can we ? maybe we can. maybe we can't.
thought of finding a job.. but.. me ? werking ? u have got to be kidding me! i'll werk when i HAVE to werk. not that i don't wanna werk. i do! but.. ah its complicatied.. hee.

anyhow, read mus nyer blog just now. about the whole liking a stranger thingy. well i have gone thru it before. liked this guy once and thought that yea, he's perfect.. absolutely perfect. but once i got to know him, he's nowhere near.
yah lar i know that nobody's perfect. but he seemed perfect to me. but turns out, he's not the kind that i would go for. but he's still my fren.

*sighs*
but.. life just have to go on doesn't it ? and yes i agree with this quote:

Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love, cos you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall

so let's just go with the flow yah ? *winks*

and what a tragedy! all my songs.. all my precious PRECIOUSSS songs.. are GONE. G-O-N-E gone. wanna know why ? i'll tell u why ... cos my dearest sweet sister just have to reformat the pc.. wanna know why she reformatted it ? cos some stuffs that SHE dled apparently did sth to the computer system. haiyyaaaa.. all my maroon 5, incubus, hilary duff, gareth ... GONEEE.. and now, it's music-less..
thank gawd i have some cds to listen to. hoobastank, a1, LP, matchbox just to name a few.. life saviours ! now i'm beginning to appreciate the existence of cds.

anyhow, since i was so freakin bored at home. i decided to rent a vcd. i rented I-SPY. the one with owen wilson and eddie murphy remember ? gawd it was ssoooo FUNNY ! ahaha..


anyhoo, dunno if i'm going for real tmr. still not confermed yet. but seriously there's nothing btween us. frens. just frens. aight ? ok since i made that clear.. i shall end here. eh rhyme ahh.. ahaks..

Saturday, April 24, 2004

FINALLLEEEEEEE!~
yepp, today at exactly 12:01 pm i officially ended my exam week.. finally! been looking forward to this day all week!
had my JAVA paper just now.. thought i wanna leave earlier like i always do but ended up still writing until the very last minute. the paper was quite tough to me cos i didnt study much. only practised 4 sets of lab papers from 12 till 2 yesterday and thats it.
yesterday was biochem paper.. studied like hell and like there's no tomorrow then what came out were the tutorial questions that we did this sem. you may be thinking like.. good ah all from tutorials. but ur wrong mannn.. i didnt even look at those papers. well i did arrange them in order ( hee... ) , and thought i wanna look thru them an hour before going to sleep. but i ended up SLEEPING with the papers! honest! learned my lesson, not gonna study on my bed anymore.. all my books/notes become my pillow for the night. and no, there are no traces of saliva on them ah.. hee.. but seriously the paper was actually easy. IF ONLY i had looked thru them. IF ONLY! but i hope i can pass. not very well as i aimed ah.. but i'll be happy as long as i dont have to go thru another 3 freakin hours of that paper. this goes the same for JAVA. insyaALLAH no need to take supp.
but the two subs that i feel i can pass are HAP and Maths Stats, surprisingly! i've always been struggling doing maths stats.. but the paper this sem was quite ok. but not easy. just.. um.. do-able, u know what i mean.. practised really hard for this paper, if fail.... dunno what to say..
then there's HAP.. yay can do~ hee.. not being overconfident ah.. it's just that.. I CAN DO! weee! i practically memorised the whole book tau! but i think i wrote a tad too much for some qns.. just to lengthen it.. u know, if i look at the answers all very long and with all the points plus some other extra points, i'd be satisfied. hee..

okay, closing the chapter on EXAMS.. they're just too depressing to think about.. just pray for the best and dont worry, i'll pray for u guys too yah ? insyaALLAH can excel ! ;)

anyhoo took this which-movie-u-belong-to quiz from quizilla and guess which movie i got ! no, not LOTR or Faculty or any elijah starring movies.. but i got Fight Club! hee.. okay i'm not violent or schizophrenic ehh.. i dunno why i got that movie ahaks. but who can resist the thought of brad pitt ? ahaks.. no lar.. prefer elijah than mr pitt. ;P

Fight Club!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
brought to you by Quizilla

yes, feast ur eyes on brad pitt.. for the girls ah ..hee for the guys.. u can scroll down now. hehe

okay currently in sch waiting for mus. she's having her econs now. very the kanchong. nad lak very the relaxed. aaha.. all the best to them..

and gawd i'm sooooo sleeeppyyyyy... feel like dozing off right now, with the aircon and the silence.. and no lil sis to talk non-stop.. hehe.. now, this is tranquility.. hehe.. aight till my next entry.....

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

time for
HAP update!
topic 1
topic 2
topic 3
topic 4
topic 5
topic 6 (gonna start.. soon)
topic 7
topic 8
topic 9
topic 10

Biochem update!
topic 1
topic 2
topic 3 (in progress)
topic 4
topic 5
topic 6
topic 7

Stats!
dont ask.. havent start yet

JAVA!
die.

currently de-stressing by listening to the whole downloaded album of Maroon 5

Thursday, April 08, 2004

goodbye champs..
da lar madrid is kicked out by Monaco.. AC is out too ? urgh.. how can they loose 4-0 ? 4 tauu.. bukan baper.. haiz..
oh well, these things happen.. time for the underdogs to rule the football field~ hee.. reminds me of turkey in the werld
cup.. ILHANNNN~ heeehehe..
btw, i tasted the western food at breadboard redy.. hmm.. not so bad.. ate the fish n fries which turns out that the fries werent cooked n if we really die2 wanna eat the fries.. must wait 15mins.. so takyah sua.. hee.. so the makcik replaced it with pasta.. okay, the pasta looks delicious but i tell uu.. looks can be so deceiving ! not to criticise the cook or anything but really, the pasta.. one werd to describe.. TASTELESS.. yepps that is exactly what it is.. but to me tasteless lar.. to u guys maybe nice ah.. but the fish is nice.. at least.. i really wanted to taste lasagne seyy.. cos i never tried before.. but unfortunately dabes.. next time perhaps.. but ITAS western food is wayyy better ahhh.. gawd how i miss the ITAS canteen.. biler ntah nak renovate..
anyhoo, after that, went to the library to read the today newpaper (about AC losing ! urgh.. shian sik kaka.. looked so dejected..) n sat down n did nothing when i was supposed to be studying.. haizz.. biler nak start blajar nii.. kay i'll make a promise to myself.. today will be the last day.. tmr must study.. tak kesahhhh..!!! so halau me out of msn if u see me online tmr.. thx~
btw, YAY~ I FINISHED THE 2ND PART OF JAVA ASSIGNMENTTT!! what an achievement!! sooo happy~ but once again, my happiness is short-lived as i am still struggling with the last part..! i need help sia.. but who to ask ? all dunno.. what sey..
okay lar must give credit to a sweet fren of mine, yas, who gave me alot of hints for qn2.. if not, die there n then sey.. THX YASMIN!! n UIR is finally completed n handed in.. gawd i hope i get good marks for that assignment.. cos i really werk my butt off for that.. kalo fail tuh.. naseb ahh.. 50% of the whole cds sey.. cant afford to fail it.. thought wanna skip JAVA lecture sey just now, but dowan ah.. always feel that sth is really wrong if i skip any lectures.. hehe..
anyhow after that met mus.. teman her do her biz assignment.. wahh wait for her like wait for a plastic rose to wither sey ! ahaha.. mus mus.. advice to u.. do one thing at a time lar.. finish one part 1st, then do the rest.. one by one.. she do right.. all at the same time sey.. saper sey tak pening kepla ? hehe.. but i was patient with her ah, teman her all.. hehe what are best frens for ? hee..
anyhoo, found this somewhere.. thought its really good..

Angel's Wings

Everyone has an angel
I wish I could find mine
Maybe I would ask Him
To turn back the hands of time
Or to open heaven's doors
And shine it's light on me
To help me understand
What I simply cannot see
Like the hurt others feel
When they see that I'm in pain
I'm left out in the cold
But they're left out in the rain
I know it's not fair
To ask of Him these things
Therefore we'll all have to suffer
Until I get my wings

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

Madrid LOST!!
haiya madrid lost to monaco sey.. as in OUT of the champs league! urghh.. and furthermore the goals monaco got are scored by non other than my used-to-be-favourite footballer, morientes!! sheeshh so much for on loan! ish geram nyer! shian my raul/iker/cambiasso/solari/figo/guti/zidane.. hehe.. oh well.. just having the thought of Man U out of the league long ago makes me happy.. hehe..
anyhow, what a week.. been really busy these days, doing the unmerciful JAVA assignment.. studying.. doing tutorials and going to lectures.. i feel so tired.. getting tired of everything around me.. exams are not in a week and i still havent covered HAP.. which btw have 10 topics! yes i know i'm not alone in this exams mania.. just hope i dont fall sick.. low immune system.. hmpf..
on monday, had my presentation.. which i think went quite well.. hehe.. i didnt forget my lines nor was i unable to answer the qn.. so.. it was okay..
after that, supposed to go home after that but ended up at the cemetery with shefah, taking pics for her project.. da pakai nice2, smart2.. gi cemetery lak.. but shaun was the one who went in while me n shefah waited outside.. eheh..
seram sey nak masok situ.. hehe..
kays i think i have to work on my JAVA.. finishing this assignment seems to take forever.. and i need HELPPPP!

Saturday, April 03, 2004

i've decided.
i will not waste my time on him. anymore. i'm gonna concentrate on people who care n give attention to me rather than caring and giving attention to that somebody n get nothing in return.
*sighs* i havent start studying yet. have 4 subs to fill my brain with yet i'm online, chatting n blogging.
anyhoo, just now went out with mus n ish. n we had to blanjer him.. LJS combo 1, drink change to milo (which ish thought got caffeine! ahahah) n with coleslaw somore.. ahaha.. then, mess ard with his hp. took pics of us n ish eating his meal. ahaks.
then, he went home.. me n mus went scavaging for her presentation clothes.. but only found the pants.. after that went mc.. talk talk.. till 9.. then went home~
n now i'm online! hehe..
n i changed my layout to MIGHTY GANDALFFF! eheh.. but dont worry, i still havent got out of that ELIJAH-NESS phase. he wil return. SOON.

Thursday, April 01, 2004

heyall~
urgh this particular sch pc.. tak guner tuls.. cannot sign in to msn.. sign terus out.. so remember TP pc SP3_07.. no good..
anyhoo, supposed to be doing my UIR assignment but ended up browsing thru ppl's blog.. i love sia rad nyer new layout! cool sia.. got our pics somore.. hehehe..
havent seen him today.. hehe.. guess he's at home or going home since his house is practically infront of the sch.. but why should i care right ? i mean.. i dont really like his personality ah.. furthermore he already has a gf.. but time tuh dier pakai smart sey gi sch~! hehehe.. smart mamat.. ahah ader presentation lar katerkan.. when asked how he did for the presentation.. he said very very very very well.. ahah.. po dah! but he was sooo.. ok ok stop right here, fizah..
okay these last few days, been studying non-stop.. oklar got stop lar.. but have to study.. studied for HAP the 1st few days of the wk cos got test on wed n now have to study for stats.. which i know NOTHING abt.. i'm really nervous for this sems exam.. i think i'm gonna fail my stats sey.. arghhh..
plus i have to prepare for my presentation on monday (which is btw at the lt with not only my classmates/lecture mates.. chem engin guys will be there too!), have a JAVA assignment to complete (which i asked HIM for help but havent show him the assignment yet) and UIR assignment (which covers 50% of the whole cds!).. n amidst all that.. MORE studying.. sch life cant get any worse than this.. can it ?