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my name is fizah sorani
i daydream alot.
thinking too much and being paranoid might just be the words to describe me.
oh, and clumsy too.
elijah wood is LOVE.
smiles totally make my day.
adores family, friends, Allah.
absolutely in love with chocolates.
i psychobabble much.
am still looking for my fairytale ending.



chitterchatter;


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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

credits;

Saturday, March 27, 2004

there he was,
sitting beside me..
not knowing that
i'm head over heels


i cant get along with guys well..
seriously.. why ? i dunno why.. we can talk.. but all of a sudden, got nothing to say.. nothing.. NADA.. zilch.. even online where that person cant see you.. why ? i dont have the answers.. i'm not a genius.. i cant figure it out.. is it me.. or them ? am i too quiet ? definitely not.. too shy ? maybe.. boring ? NO. but still.. urgh..

saw his girl on frenster.. cant stop wondering why.. not being a critic.. just.. WHY ?! *sighs*
maybe i'm born to be alone.. maybe that is my destiny..
but for now.. STUDY !


Tuesday, March 23, 2004

guess what ?
i'm at the library ! yes, i didnt go for HAP lab which is held at the sports complex.. merepek sey.. have to do these dumb activities n measure your blood pressure.. i mean what the hell.. but i feel REALLY guilty right now.. cam ner ni.. actually shema was waiting for me at the benches but i came late.. ard 910? ard there ah.. then we walk all the way thru biz block to go to sports complex ah.. then look at the watch 920 sia.. n if u are 15 mins late for lab, its considered as 1 absent.. so, might as well not go siaaa.. so, now i'm at the library with shema.. surfing the net.. with nothing to do.. later i think i go study biochem..
btw if i reach sch just a few mins earlier.. i would have seen him.. shema said he wear TPSU shirt with a cap.. cap lagik.. mentang2 lar aku ckp aku tak penah nampak dier pakai cap.. ahaks.. but really.. tak nampak upclose ah.. wasted.. eheks..

Sunday, March 21, 2004

okay, yesterday started off really weird for me. at 12+ am in the morning, i received 2 voicemails but i was too tired to listen to them so i went to bed.. when i woke up, i remembered the 2 voicemails i had so i figured i listened to them. i thought, sure my dad wan cos my sis was using the fon for quite a long time the day before n my dad would call my hp instead.. so, braced myself for some naggings like " asal pizah tutop handphone??" or " ader handphone buat per kalo tak bukak??" or stuffs like that.. but it turned out to be shaz n his fren! what siaaa.. the 1st msg went like "eh nice sey the song.. oh sh*t..".. then the next was unmistakably shaz's voice.. he went like "eh yah nice song.." yah i know lar lagu fuel sedap.. but i was like.. HUH?! tebiats per.. takder keje budak2 belo ni. then yesterday sth happened ah.. but not putting it here.. =D
then, i received a msg.. from him (not shaz.. but HIM) he went like, " how r u.." okay he never took the time to msg me at all.. so i thought maybe he got the wrong fizah.. again.. but i replied anws.. then the coversh went
normal.. thats all.. i bet he got the wrong fizah.. 110% sure of it..
then today he msged me again.. telling me he got a football match n stuffs like that.. turned out his team lost.. ahaha.. shian..
anyhow, i'm sure he was just bored so he figured he msged somebody.. yea, thats it.. that must be it..
okays, i have to study biochem now.. cauz~

Friday, March 19, 2004


I want to know why, why am I like this.
Is there a reason for me being who I am?
Am i going to make a difference in this world
Is anyone going to give a damn?

Will I ever find out,
find out why i was put on this earth
was it a gift or a punishment,
that day of my birth?

I have the need to be special
and that is what I most fear
That nobody would ever notice
if I would just disappear


Tuesday, March 16, 2004

remind me never to fall for anyone ever again. that way, my heart will not be broken.. again...

Saturday, March 13, 2004

Why is "John Doe" used to refer to unidentified people?
taken from Reader's Digest Feb 2004
Anyone who has read a detective novel or seen a cops-and-robber movie has heard the name "John Doe" used to describe an unidentified victim/supect. As early as the 18th century, the name John Doe was used in British courts to represent imaginary tenants being evicted from land whose ownership was disputed. John Doe is still used in North American courts whenever a person is unknown or cannot be named to protect his/her privacy.

okay ah.. i suddenly have the interest in the series called John Doe. it's about a guy who is colour-blind and doesnt know who the hell he is.. but knows pratically everything else. like playing the piano excellently in a few seconds even tho he never touched a piano before in his life or how he knew how to drive in a split second.. coooll...


He wakes. Disoriented. Questioned by paramedics. Finds himself in Seattle.
"Do you know what day it is?"
"Tuesday, September 14th, 9:13...22 seconds."
"Who are you? What's your name?"
"I..don't...know..."
He looks at himself in a mirror and notices a strange scar on his chest. It's at this point that he comes to realize...he knows everything.
"Ask me a question. It's an experiment."
"What's your name?"
"Not that one."
"What's the population of Morocco?"
"30,645,305, if you like I can break it down
demographically."
"How many M&M's come in a pack?"
"Plain 60. Peanut 25."
"How many dimples on a golf ball?"
"336."


woo~ best.. like CSI but way cooler.. hehe.. sadly i missed the show this afternoon.. went to sch for cartooning class..

cartooning class
the class was quite worth it in my opinion.. altho more to japanese type of cartoons like those cute2 ones (e.g. pokemon, doraemon.. etc) but i was more interested in drawing human cartoons.. at least he got show some techniques to drawing human cartoons..
anyhoo, after that i was supposed to return to UIR lab for my 2nd half of lesson but i didnt.. oh gawd, i really feel guilty siaaa.. urgghhh why did i skip that classs..! went to biz lab instead to teman mus to do her project.. we laz-ied ard.. surfed the net a lil bit.. while waiting for mus.. from 12+ till 5! ahaha.. mendak sak.. haha.. ish was there helping her. i thought that was sweet of him. hehe.. anyhow, after that.. (finally to my relief) we went to KFC to eat.. then took some pixies.. and went home.. that was it.. and i still cant get over the fact that i skipped UIR lab and missed John Doe!

Thursday, March 11, 2004

LALAALALALAAAAA~
omg i'm so damn bored.. currently in sch library with nothing to do.. actually HAP starts at 11 and finish at 1.. but here i am.. yea, i skipped .. yet again.. i'm not bad u know.. u should have seen how he mumbles to himself.. so, after sigining attendance.. gave him 1/2 hour chance to grab our attn.. but it didnt werk.. so apa lagik... blah ah.. hehe..
and u may be wondering how i can play the net in sch w/o the passwerd? hehe.. i went to the counter to have my passwerd reset.. i was like a complete idiot sia.. i thought must pay for a new passwerd .. but no need.. and the guy at the counter laughed at me.. hmph.. nemind.. 1st time lar.. hehehe..
now, maybe waiting for fana, then eat.. study.. before going to UIR and JAVA..
yesterday, JAVA lab went quite smoothly.. i was like one of the few ppl who can do the qn3.. (ehem ehem).. proud lar.. not everyday mah i can tackle a JAVA qn.. hehe.. ehh alamak ader him's fren ah.. skali dier ader.. mampus..
(note to the freaky indian guy beside me: stop looking at me lar ehh.. the monitor is infront.. not beside uuuu!)

Monday, March 08, 2004

=) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)
i thought he was mad at me for sth i didnt do. but he wasnt! he even walked me to lecture theaterrr!!
(more info ask me *wink wink*)

Saturday, March 06, 2004

weeeeeeeee~
its me again~ haha.. blogging like.. almost everyday.. but what the hell.. my blog right.. pe suker ahh.. heheh..
anyhow, just now, went out with my sissy n the other two brats to tamp.. shop for clothes.. i bought a new pair of pants~ weee~ hehehe.. then saw this pair of gorge slippers! but costs like 21.90.. i didnt buy it cos i got 6 lolers left.. hehe.. nemind, wait till my sis gets her pay~ *evil sneer*
anyhoo, after that met my parents at s11 at haig road.. then, we ( me n my sis ) ordered our food at amira's grill ah.. then.. got my sis nyer fren.. yg turkish tuh.. hehehe.. he smiled at my sis.. then at me~ hehehe.. ishh fizah fizah *shakes head*.. he has a sweet smile siaaa.. really.. abes time kiter nak balek.. he smiled at me again! hahaha..
klah.. i'll stop talking about how sweet his smile is.. hehe.. after that, we went to kampong melayu for a lil while.. then watch these grp of ppl perform.. the kuda kepong ppl.. ishh FREAKY SIAAA.. 1st they were like.. normal ppl.. then they turn really3 scary! they start screaming all.. then there was this one guy pushing the barrier.. like some uncivilised person.. then there was another guy eating kacer.. ishh.. freaky2.. kene sampuk siaa.. eee.. scared sia.. then, my family esp my sis tgk cam fascinated gitu.. believe me, i was not fascinated.. i was freaking out! one hell of an experience for me.. those ppl send shivers down my spine..
ok so tmr i got ugame.. guess i'm not going then.. cos i havent hafal my surah yet! due to my books still with nad.. nad.. biler ko nak kasi aku balekkkk.. mampus ustat marah aku.. haiz.. now, i'm very sleepy.. *yawns*.. so nite2 everyone~

Friday, March 05, 2004

If?
i'm like.. so damn bored right now.. so figured i do this thing..

If I were a month, I'd be: December.. Holidays~
If I were a day of the week, I'd be: Saturday.. The only day i can FINALLY relax..
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be: bed.. sleeepppp
If I were a liquid, I'd be: mercury..
If I were a clothing: a really nice black flair skirt!
If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: a blue rose~
If I were a season I'd be: summer.. * dreams* sun sand... and sch?! -.-
If I were a mythical creature, I'd be: a unicorn.. no.. wait.. a dragon would be nice..
If I were a color, I'd be: BLUE~
If I were a sound, I'd be: mellifluous~ ehem ehem..
If I were an element, I'd be: the fifth.. element..
If I were a song, I'd be: Charmed theme song.. *sings* i am the sunn.. i am the airrrrr... i am human n i need to be loved.. just like anybody else doess...
If I were a movie, I'd be: The Lord Of The Rings Trilogy... or any comedy~
If I were a food, I'd be: ikan sambal~ yum yum..
If I were a material, I'd be: satin..
If I were a taste, I'd be: sweet heheh..
If I were a scent, I'd be: pleasant..
If I were a religion, I'd be: ISLAM .. VIVA ISLAMMM~
If I were a word, I'd be: unique..
If I were a body part, I'd be: the heart..
If I were a facial expression, I'd be: smile~ =)
If I were a shape, I'd be : circle~
If I were a number, I'd be: 1.. no. ONEE~
If I were an animal/insect, I’d be a: CAT~
If I were a piece of art, I’d be: an ABSTRACT..
If I were an instrument, I’d be: a flute..
If I were a place, I’d be: somewhere in belooonnngg~
If I were given a chance: I would...... MARRY ELIJAHHH.. ahaha..
If I were a cartoon character, I'd be: *sings* who lives in a pineapple under the sea.. SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS! hehe.. kay, no.. i'd be Sam from Totally Spies!
If I were movie character, I'd be: Samwise Gamgee.. be there for friends, always~

Thursday, March 04, 2004

Smile... makes the world go ROUND~
i cant stop smiling~! hehehehehe.. just now, met him.. he sat with us ( me n mus ) and we talked~ hehehe.. he's soooo cute upfront! ahahah.. kay2.. due to that, i cant stop smiling all the way to UIR lab.. then felt like UIR lab went by so fast even tho its 2 hours of listenin to ppl presenting.. btw thank gawd ailin presented.. hehe.. then, met yas.. n i didnt stop smiling! haahaha.. yas went like.. why are u smiling ahhh??? ahahaha.. so, told her ahh.. hehehe.. nak kene blg seme org tau.. ahahah.. i know i know.. BIG DEAL FIZAHHH.. =D
ahah..
anyhow, just now had a dream.. about these V. EVIL ppl taking ELIJAH away frm me!! n in my dreams, i cried ahh.. then elijah oso like.. very sad ahh.. ala u know like.. ppl in love taken away frm each other .. AHAHAHAH.. n i woke up.. my eyes were wet! ahahah.. mannn.. it felt so real~ *sighs*

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

Ku petik bintang~ Utk kau simpan~
nice song siaaaa~ listenin to it right now.. yesterday saw their vid which came out tops on MTV Ampuh.. ahhaah kekek sak satu2.. they potray despos doing all the crazy things any despo would do to get the attention of these girls..Eross wears this stupid but cute carrot costume, dancing and singin in front of this girl.. then Duta, with mouth full of food, sings to the girl and sakti, adam and anton did some stupid stuffs too which i forgot.. ahhaa.. and ishh Duta is SKINNY AS HELL siaa... seram aku tgk.. mcm terlalu frail sey.. ahaha.. anyhow, that was one of the funniest music vids i have ever seen..
kays, i have to go cook for my lil sissy since my elder sissy is not capable of that!! argh.. till next time ( probably tml hee.. ) cauz~

Monday, March 01, 2004

weee~
hehe.. i'm at home~ yahh.. but later must go to sch for UIR.. urghhh.. malas betull.. anyhoo, just now got my CSAS paper back.. and i passed~ hehehe.. asi if thats such a big deal.. baru CSAS.. then the demo skills test.. the one in dreaded for weeks.. the one about demonstrating how we identify blood to the tutor.. i got 8.5/10~ cey de ah fizah.. ahahaha.. wah really, i thought i was gonna flung that test.. i even forgot to use the fake hand she provided! haha but she commented that i was humorous ahahahah.. what did i do sia.. ?
anyhow, just now met shefah then went to print some stuffs at cyber centre.. then, yas printed JAVA ah.. then, the paper got stuck at the printer ah.. so i went to the counter.. asking for help ah.. skali these two guys.. one of them is the sheila on 7 lookalike guy ( remember mus? the one yg asked me to take alot of flyers time open house.. ) .. they step hero ah.. nak tolong fix the printer .. ahahahah.. kekek sak.. and the woman at the counter said, these boys offered to help.. ahahahah..
mampus.. lagik rosak gaknyer.. ahaha..
ehh i'm hungry .. wanna go pray then eat~ weee.. btw shefah now tgh tgk BIG FISH... GRRRRRRR!