i daydream alot.
thinking too much and being paranoid might just be the words to describe me.
oh, and clumsy too.
elijah wood is LOVE.
smiles totally make my day.
adores family, friends, Allah.
absolutely in love with chocolates.
i psychobabble much.
am still looking for my fairytale ending.
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chitterchatter;
amin x
arrohman
ayeesha x badriah
ben x eddy
fadzillah x faisal
faizah x fang shi
farhana x faris
fazlin x fiza
hafeez m. x hafeez s.
haslinda x huda
is'sha x kak tini
liyana x lutfiah
muslihah x nadiah
nisha x nooreen
radiah x rahman
rasyiqa x rufihaza
salman x salwa
shahdon x shima
siti x siti nadiah
siva x syahira
xue yin x zahidah
friends;
ayeesha x badriah
ben x eddy
fadzillah x faisal
faizah x fang shi
farhana x faris
fazlin x fiza
hafeez m. x hafeez s.
haslinda x huda
is'sha x kak tini
liyana x lutfiah
muslihah x nadiah
nisha x nooreen
radiah x rahman
rasyiqa x rufihaza
salman x salwa
shahdon x shima
siti x siti nadiah
siva x syahira
xue yin x zahidah
friends;
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
followed dearest lil bro to malay vilage to buy his sch uniforms..met farhan there.. he was with his bnss fren..
anyway, after purchasing.. we took 21 home ar.. then this driver told me that my lil sis, aisha.. who is..mind u..only 5 yrs
of age.. needs to pay for a bus ticket..
i honestly went like, "are u kidding?!" then he insisted.. with an annoyed expression on his face
well, excuse me mister.. i'm the one who should be annoyed, not the other way round!
so i said.."she's in K1..F-I-V-E yrs old.. n havent even reach the 1.2m mark!" n he said.."must pay!"
yea, i know it's only 55 cents.. but she didnt need to pay for the tickets previously .. n suddenly she has to?
where's justice in the world ppl? n he looked at me, disgusted..
well screw u man.. life would be so much better without u around.. he's the apek that mothers of 5 yr olds would just LOVE to HATE...oh whatever.. anyways.. i still cant access to my tp timetable for sem 2 sia..
arghh.. "no student found" otak dier.. i AM a student of tp gawdamitt.. now gimme my timetable!
mus n yas checked for me.. i got programming in java n UIR as my CDS.. what the heck is UIR anyways? maybe it was one of my CDS choices but
heck u can at least spell it out for me.. tp is so in love with short forms..
now..if only i can actually access my timetable..
anyway, after purchasing.. we took 21 home ar.. then this driver told me that my lil sis, aisha.. who is..mind u..only 5 yrs
of age.. needs to pay for a bus ticket..
i honestly went like, "are u kidding?!" then he insisted.. with an annoyed expression on his face
well, excuse me mister.. i'm the one who should be annoyed, not the other way round!
so i said.."she's in K1..F-I-V-E yrs old.. n havent even reach the 1.2m mark!" n he said.."must pay!"
yea, i know it's only 55 cents.. but she didnt need to pay for the tickets previously .. n suddenly she has to?
where's justice in the world ppl? n he looked at me, disgusted..
well screw u man.. life would be so much better without u around.. he's the apek that mothers of 5 yr olds would just LOVE to HATE...oh whatever.. anyways.. i still cant access to my tp timetable for sem 2 sia..
arghh.. "no student found" otak dier.. i AM a student of tp gawdamitt.. now gimme my timetable!
mus n yas checked for me.. i got programming in java n UIR as my CDS.. what the heck is UIR anyways? maybe it was one of my CDS choices but
heck u can at least spell it out for me.. tp is so in love with short forms..
now..if only i can actually access my timetable..
previously..
wee~ watched ROTK just now!! all i can i say is:
Peter Jackson n J R R Tolkien! oh gawd, this is one of the happiest day of my life cos i get to see the ending of the trilogy.. like.. finally! ahaha..
words to describe the last installment:
thrilling. less talking. more action. cool effects. extremely exciting war scenes. gandalf seen as war hero. merry n pippin seen as courageous. frodo didnt die (PJ followed the book.. wise choice mr director).
basically, it's exactly like the book ar..
*sighs*.. well this trilogy potrays the frenship of the fellowship ar.. wahh whenever i see sam n frodo.. really touched my heart sia.. sam would do anything to protect his mr frodo.. sacrificed the last pieces of food n water for him. but damn gollum sia.. frodo was being utterly damn stupid to believe that stinker.. hee..
plus the rest of the fellowship.. (aragorn, lego, gimli, merry, pippin, gandalf + army of Gondor, Rohan, Dwellers of the Mountain) went to war just to divert the Eye's attn from frodo n sam..
another aspect of this movie is about trust in which the 1st movie gandalf told sam to never leave frodo.. n he kept his promise.. n sam .. wahhh.. like hero sia.. if not for him, frodo.. being corrupted by the one ring.. would have already kept the ring to himself sia..
n when he married his gf, Rosy.. it was the cutest marriage.. hee..
n the best part of the movie is watching the tower of the Eye... CRUMBLE TO PIECES! woo~ victory man.. go frodo! n sam.. hee.. n gollum, although cunning n sly as he is.. was kinda cute ar.. with his voice n his face.. ahaha.. aisha laughed whenever she saw gollum..
sik fana lagik bagus.. when Shellob the spider stung frodo (n we thought he died cos he looked like he was), she laughed.. what the.. ahaha.. well, maybe elijah's face was kinda funny.. but u dont have to laugh, fana! hee..
k la, i think i'm making u guys bored.. cos none of u are a least bit interested ..or doesnt understand..so stopping here..
i'm going to read the book now.. again..
overall, the trilogy shows that even the smallest creature can change the course of the future
wee~ watched ROTK just now!! all i can i say is:
Peter Jackson n J R R Tolkien! oh gawd, this is one of the happiest day of my life cos i get to see the ending of the trilogy.. like.. finally! ahaha..
words to describe the last installment:
thrilling. less talking. more action. cool effects. extremely exciting war scenes. gandalf seen as war hero. merry n pippin seen as courageous. frodo didnt die (PJ followed the book.. wise choice mr director).
basically, it's exactly like the book ar..
*sighs*.. well this trilogy potrays the frenship of the fellowship ar.. wahh whenever i see sam n frodo.. really touched my heart sia.. sam would do anything to protect his mr frodo.. sacrificed the last pieces of food n water for him. but damn gollum sia.. frodo was being utterly damn stupid to believe that stinker.. hee..
plus the rest of the fellowship.. (aragorn, lego, gimli, merry, pippin, gandalf + army of Gondor, Rohan, Dwellers of the Mountain) went to war just to divert the Eye's attn from frodo n sam..
another aspect of this movie is about trust in which the 1st movie gandalf told sam to never leave frodo.. n he kept his promise.. n sam .. wahhh.. like hero sia.. if not for him, frodo.. being corrupted by the one ring.. would have already kept the ring to himself sia..
n when he married his gf, Rosy.. it was the cutest marriage.. hee..
n the best part of the movie is watching the tower of the Eye... CRUMBLE TO PIECES! woo~ victory man.. go frodo! n sam.. hee.. n gollum, although cunning n sly as he is.. was kinda cute ar.. with his voice n his face.. ahaha.. aisha laughed whenever she saw gollum..
sik fana lagik bagus.. when Shellob the spider stung frodo (n we thought he died cos he looked like he was), she laughed.. what the.. ahaha.. well, maybe elijah's face was kinda funny.. but u dont have to laugh, fana! hee..
k la, i think i'm making u guys bored.. cos none of u are a least bit interested ..or doesnt understand..so stopping here..
i'm going to read the book now.. again..
overall, the trilogy shows that even the smallest creature can change the course of the future
Sunday, December 28, 2003
heh.. tempted to use this lego template even tho shevvy used it before.. but this is the new n improved version ar.. hee..
woo~ orli.. hensem sia.. but there's no template of elijah xcept one which is damn ugly! the layout i mean!
anyhoo, got nothing to do now, xcept chat with mus, z n fana n listen to Yellowcarddd~ woo~
n yay! later today, me n my buddies will be heading to nad's house for a birthday bash! weeeeee~
to nad: Happy 17th Birthday!!! woooo~ 17.. dah tuek.. kakakaka.. May U'll find the one.. n May Our Frenship last 4EVERRRR~
hee..
k, i think my bed is calling me.. *yawns* damn sleepy ar.. night night everyone..
woo~ orli.. hensem sia.. but there's no template of elijah xcept one which is damn ugly! the layout i mean!
anyhoo, got nothing to do now, xcept chat with mus, z n fana n listen to Yellowcarddd~ woo~
n yay! later today, me n my buddies will be heading to nad's house for a birthday bash! weeeeee~
to nad: Happy 17th Birthday!!! woooo~ 17.. dah tuek.. kakakaka.. May U'll find the one.. n May Our Frenship last 4EVERRRR~
hee..
k, i think my bed is calling me.. *yawns* damn sleepy ar.. night night everyone..
Friday, December 26, 2003
have a major headache right now.. even after sleeping, it's still there.. argh..
anyway, yay got back from my granny's house (yesterday)! my fingers longs the keyboarddd hee..
had a great time there, hanging out..playing the keyboard..playing UNO (wah been a long time since i played that).. eat, eat n eat! (my grans an uber great cook!) hehehehe..
best sia main UNO.. hee..my lil sedare, Haikal who is 6 yrs old is a prof in the game sia.. almost every game, he was the 1st to go UNO....then..UNO GAME! ishh sik kecik tuh.. n whenever anybody received the +2/+4 cards, he will point n laugh at that person ar.. cepuk kanggg.. then got one time he placed a +4 card on the pile n he laughed at my bro, Sani ar.. then Sani placed +2 cards.. n this goes on till it was Haikal's turn n we all (in unison) pointed at him n went "HAHAHAHAHH!" had a taste of his own medicine.. hehehe..
anyway on tues night.. we took a ride on my pak ngah's truck to Orchard rd.. sat at the back, singin like there's no tomorrow, with the cold wind stingin out faces..then my lil bro, being as crazy as he is.. starts making funny faces at other drivers.. ishh.. kalo dorg accident mampos..
then the last day came.. n our sedare sent us home ar.. took the truck again n this time, we were eating Chips A Hoy ar.. then got this bus full of ppl ar.. then cuz n my sis we pointing at the cookies n went like.. "mmmm we got cookies.. yumm" ape ke sajer jer tau.. then there was this guy ar.. sitting at the last row beside the window, lookin at us.. he looked like..nico saputraaaa~..really.. n makk.. malu seyy.. i was about to join them ar.. but.. when i saw him, terus terdiam... hee.. ishh he might think we were nutcases! hahaha..
anyhoo, accompanied my lil bro to bugis to buy his "secondary" sch bag.. then saw another guy who looked like nico.. but thinner n shorter ar..but his hair was xactly like nico sia.. ishh..
oh n i wanna say sth..
to rad: Happy Belated Birthday dear Fren!! May u Have Great Yrs ahead of u.. Stay just The Way U are.. n May Allah looks after U~ OH.. n i'm sorry for i couldnt be there to celebrate with u n the rest on one of the MOST special Day in Yr Life.. tui pu qi~~
anyway, yay got back from my granny's house (yesterday)! my fingers longs the keyboarddd hee..
had a great time there, hanging out..playing the keyboard..playing UNO (wah been a long time since i played that).. eat, eat n eat! (my grans an uber great cook!) hehehehe..
best sia main UNO.. hee..my lil sedare, Haikal who is 6 yrs old is a prof in the game sia.. almost every game, he was the 1st to go UNO....then..UNO GAME! ishh sik kecik tuh.. n whenever anybody received the +2/+4 cards, he will point n laugh at that person ar.. cepuk kanggg.. then got one time he placed a +4 card on the pile n he laughed at my bro, Sani ar.. then Sani placed +2 cards.. n this goes on till it was Haikal's turn n we all (in unison) pointed at him n went "HAHAHAHAHH!" had a taste of his own medicine.. hehehe..
anyway on tues night.. we took a ride on my pak ngah's truck to Orchard rd.. sat at the back, singin like there's no tomorrow, with the cold wind stingin out faces..then my lil bro, being as crazy as he is.. starts making funny faces at other drivers.. ishh.. kalo dorg accident mampos..
then the last day came.. n our sedare sent us home ar.. took the truck again n this time, we were eating Chips A Hoy ar.. then got this bus full of ppl ar.. then cuz n my sis we pointing at the cookies n went like.. "mmmm we got cookies.. yumm" ape ke sajer jer tau.. then there was this guy ar.. sitting at the last row beside the window, lookin at us.. he looked like..nico saputraaaa~..really.. n makk.. malu seyy.. i was about to join them ar.. but.. when i saw him, terus terdiam... hee.. ishh he might think we were nutcases! hahaha..
anyhoo, accompanied my lil bro to bugis to buy his "secondary" sch bag.. then saw another guy who looked like nico.. but thinner n shorter ar..but his hair was xactly like nico sia.. ishh..
oh n i wanna say sth..
to rad: Happy Belated Birthday dear Fren!! May u Have Great Yrs ahead of u.. Stay just The Way U are.. n May Allah looks after U~ OH.. n i'm sorry for i couldnt be there to celebrate with u n the rest on one of the MOST special Day in Yr Life.. tui pu qi~~
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
in a few minutes time, i'll be off to my granny's house. kinda miss her and my cuzzins.. they live at jurong so, u'd see why we miss them so much cos we meet like only once a yr. and Ida, my fav cuzzin keeps bugging me to come sleep at their house. so yea, fulfulling their wishes at the moment.. and maybe i wont be online for these few days cos, their pc has an internet.. but can be really crazy at times.. so, yea laying off the net for a lil while .. its like going thru rehab man! hope i can make it thru the days... hee..
plus, i'm gonna miss, Dude Where's My Car, Charmed, CSI, and maybe..Dark Angel! ..cos, my cuzzins are freak fans of Suria and a total disbeliever of Ch 5. weak sey.. oh well, but maybe i can still watch PCK. ahaha..lame lame..
and yes, maybe tomorrow i can go jurong point! with them, of course.. and if i am lucky enough, they would wanna watch ROTK with me.. but.. fat hope ar cos they dont really follow the trilogy.. so, argghhh.. for 2 days in a row, all the tickets are booked! i was really looking forward to watching the trilogy ends!! well, actually.. 99% anticipation to watch the final installment and 1% of hesitation.. cos, its kinda sad to see the ending.. u know, the trilogy ends and all.. and there'll be no more lotr installment to anticipate for. now that sucks. u make think i'm lame .. thinking like this. but this is my view so.. nobody asks u to like it.. yea i'm a lame person.. i'm proud of that..
anyway, do u think there'll still be discounts on clothes on Wednesday being that it's Christmas eve? ahaha.. come on i'm only a student! yea, allowance are not enough.. so, need discounts! preferably 50% ones.. hee~
oh btw, my lil bro gets bedok north sec sch! ahaha.. lame sia.. he chose that as his 1st choice, can u believe that? not wanting to degrade our ex-sch or anything.. but still! he wanted me to accompany him to sch this morning.. 830 am! of course, i couldnt bear leave my bed.. cos boy, was i tired.. so, mum brought him to sch.. n his going to his camp nx week.. ahaha.. good luck with ur life in bnss, sani! muahahahahahahhaa..
plus, i'm gonna miss, Dude Where's My Car, Charmed, CSI, and maybe..Dark Angel! ..cos, my cuzzins are freak fans of Suria and a total disbeliever of Ch 5. weak sey.. oh well, but maybe i can still watch PCK. ahaha..lame lame..
and yes, maybe tomorrow i can go jurong point! with them, of course.. and if i am lucky enough, they would wanna watch ROTK with me.. but.. fat hope ar cos they dont really follow the trilogy.. so, argghhh.. for 2 days in a row, all the tickets are booked! i was really looking forward to watching the trilogy ends!! well, actually.. 99% anticipation to watch the final installment and 1% of hesitation.. cos, its kinda sad to see the ending.. u know, the trilogy ends and all.. and there'll be no more lotr installment to anticipate for. now that sucks. u make think i'm lame .. thinking like this. but this is my view so.. nobody asks u to like it.. yea i'm a lame person.. i'm proud of that..
anyway, do u think there'll still be discounts on clothes on Wednesday being that it's Christmas eve? ahaha.. come on i'm only a student! yea, allowance are not enough.. so, need discounts! preferably 50% ones.. hee~
oh btw, my lil bro gets bedok north sec sch! ahaha.. lame sia.. he chose that as his 1st choice, can u believe that? not wanting to degrade our ex-sch or anything.. but still! he wanted me to accompany him to sch this morning.. 830 am! of course, i couldnt bear leave my bed.. cos boy, was i tired.. so, mum brought him to sch.. n his going to his camp nx week.. ahaha.. good luck with ur life in bnss, sani! muahahahahahahhaa..
Sunday, December 21, 2003
currently helping lut n nish with their blog.. great to be of help, guys~ hee..
anyways, now i'm listening to a not-so-new band called Yellowcard.. fooh.. their single Way Away is good, sia... plus they are a rock band, right? but they have this professional classical violinist, Sean Mackin in their group.. who "converted" from classic to rock. ahah.. nice.. n the lead Ryan Key has the lips just like Milo.. the senget ciket lips.. hee.. well, he looks like Milo with spiky, peroxide blonde hair.. imagine that! ahaha..
Way Away
I think I'm breaking out
I'm going to leave you now
Theres nothing for me here, it's all the same
And even though I know
That everything might go
Go downhill from here, I'm not afraid
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything
You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here, I'm on my way
I've made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say, I'm not afraid
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything
Letting out the noise inside of me (Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering (Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting up my words before I speak (Cutting up my words)
This is how it feels to not believe
Letting out the noise inside of me (Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering (Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting up my words before I speak (Cutting up my words)
This is how it feels to not believe
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything
yay, sing along~ haha..
anyways i'm going to watch the return of the king tomorrow!! weeee~ n fana, dont get lost again!!
i just hope Frodo will not die...
anyways, now i'm listening to a not-so-new band called Yellowcard.. fooh.. their single Way Away is good, sia... plus they are a rock band, right? but they have this professional classical violinist, Sean Mackin in their group.. who "converted" from classic to rock. ahah.. nice.. n the lead Ryan Key has the lips just like Milo.. the senget ciket lips.. hee.. well, he looks like Milo with spiky, peroxide blonde hair.. imagine that! ahaha..
Way Away
I think I'm breaking out
I'm going to leave you now
Theres nothing for me here, it's all the same
And even though I know
That everything might go
Go downhill from here, I'm not afraid
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything
You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here, I'm on my way
I've made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say, I'm not afraid
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything
Letting out the noise inside of me (Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering (Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting up my words before I speak (Cutting up my words)
This is how it feels to not believe
Letting out the noise inside of me (Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering (Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting up my words before I speak (Cutting up my words)
This is how it feels to not believe
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything
yay, sing along~ haha..
anyways i'm going to watch the return of the king tomorrow!! weeee~ n fana, dont get lost again!!
i just hope Frodo will not die...
Thursday, December 18, 2003
yesterday was this guy's birthday..
so what do i care.. well, maybe i do care. maybe i dont. i didnt know of it at first. neither did i care. so after mus told me, i kinda like.. ohh.. really.. yea so gave him a belated bday msg..(note, it's just a msg) so he replied n told me about the whole thanks-for-the-thought thingy. ok yea, dont know why i'm writing in my blog about this. as if it's sucha BIG deal which it's so not. but this is my blog. so, whatever.
anyways, sometimes i wonder about my friends..
i wonder.. how's it gonna be when u dunno me..like we're just strangers on a bus. or passers-by. or shoppers in a mall. hows it gonna be when one of us leaves..hows it gonna be when our friendship suddenly ends.. i'm trying not to think about all that
.. cos i cant bear to see the outcome.. well, it's just a random thought..
anyhoo, argh i wanna watch return of the king!! but sadly no tickets are available. i hope i can watch it on monday .. *hopes*..
ooo cant wait! i hope beth n mel dont spoil the movie for me. yes, they've seen it. they're like one of the 1st ppl to watch it! oo how i envy them...
so what do i care.. well, maybe i do care. maybe i dont. i didnt know of it at first. neither did i care. so after mus told me, i kinda like.. ohh.. really.. yea so gave him a belated bday msg..(note, it's just a msg) so he replied n told me about the whole thanks-for-the-thought thingy. ok yea, dont know why i'm writing in my blog about this. as if it's sucha BIG deal which it's so not. but this is my blog. so, whatever.
anyways, sometimes i wonder about my friends..
i wonder.. how's it gonna be when u dunno me..like we're just strangers on a bus. or passers-by. or shoppers in a mall. hows it gonna be when one of us leaves..hows it gonna be when our friendship suddenly ends.. i'm trying not to think about all that
.. cos i cant bear to see the outcome.. well, it's just a random thought..
anyhoo, argh i wanna watch return of the king!! but sadly no tickets are available. i hope i can watch it on monday .. *hopes*..
ooo cant wait! i hope beth n mel dont spoil the movie for me. yes, they've seen it. they're like one of the 1st ppl to watch it! oo how i envy them...
Monday, December 15, 2003
had a uber greaaaaaaatt day today~~ weee~ hehe k ar, lemme start frm the beggining..
suddenly woke up at 8 + this morning cos my sis was babbling to me. she was getting ready to go to her "amazing race" camp n she kept asking me where she put her stuffs.. n how would i know? so, like any normal, sane , sleepy person would do.. i shut her out n continued my sleep.. yea i feel guilty right now, i should have helped her search for her stuffs.. but i was just tooo sleepy! u cant blame me, can u? after my completed beauty sleep (as afandi would call it.. ahahah) finally found the will to wake up at 11 n freshen up. why would i wake up at 11 u might ask..(as that's the earliest these few days).. well, had to take my new jeans back frm the shop...yepp had them altered.. yay! hee . . i can finally wear them~ so, got home..called nad to inform her about today's outing. but she cant make it cos she had to meet her mum somewhere at 4.. *sighs*..she totally missed out. as well as nisha.. oh well..
so called mus, chatted for awhile.. then we (or rather.. mus) came up with the idea to sabo the bday girls!! shefah n fana~.. hehe.. well it was a last minute plan so, it kinda got messed up in the end.. heh. after all that planning.. got dressed n ready to "ramba" hehe.. on the way to our meeting place, met derek.. hee. .well he trimmed his hair n screwed the afro hair.. (phew~) we talked about our present poly life, new frens n stuffs like that. he was goin to meet desmond! hee. . remember? the desmond whom i had a crush on cos he looks like dave moffatt! hehehe.. but didnt get to see him cos had to meet ma frens at the mrt station.. (damn) hehe..
on the way to the mrt, saw shafie (remember rad?) .. the shafie who used to be chubby n reminded me of old Undertaker's manager (the creepy guy).. hehe.. well, he's slimmer now (:P) n ok la.. kinda cute ar.. but i think he was with his gf. haha.. still remember the time mrs alsagoff cut the plastic ball into two n place each half onto ahmad's n shafie's head cos they were caught playing the ball in class! ahahahah
ok, so went shopping with my BFFs.. for bags, wallets.. clothes.. n what have u.. meanwhile, zack n lut was entrusted to buy a cake, flour n some eggs (for the bday bash).. but wonder what happened to the flour n eggs.. hee.. we took a long time shopping/window-shopping.. until zack got mad.. (sorry zack~.. n lut~).. then. i asked shevvy whether she's goin home to change b4 her bday dinner (cos zack n lut was waiting at her void deck!) but *gasps* she wasnt planning on going home! k so lut n zack got mad.. again.. we managed to persuade fana (surprise surprise!) n shefah to go to a nearby block.. shevvy was clueless.. but thank gawd she followed us..after asking alot of qns! hee. .n yes, finally met zack n lut.. n we had a "party" ahaha..
we "celebrated" at the meery-go-round (missed the one near our sch!).. we played a game ar. we place a slice of the cake onto the cardboard n stuffed the small candle holder in it.. shefah n fana had to take it out using their mouth. the 1st one up is shefah.. wen she was digging the cake with her mouth, mus pushed her head into the cake n i splashed some water on her! hee . . woo~ but she wasn't badly sabo-ed ar. cos her face wasnt covered with much cake! ishh.. after that it was fana's turn but i was a sec too early.. hehe.. i poured some water on her before she even dig the cake! ish fizah fizah *shakes head*.. but it all went well.. feel really happy but it would be better with nad n nish ard ... :(.. n find it kinda surprising that fana had fun. it was a long time since i saw her feeling really.. really happy.. :) overall, greatt day ar. n later got survivor~! weeee~ altho i feel that my burton shouldnt be voted off!! but he was too confident.. ish ish.. a lesson learned here everyone.. ehe.. but nvr mind.. he won the beau car didnt he? wee~
oh yea, saddam got caught.. well, finally they got that son of a can-opener!
ok ar i think i'm writing a tad too long .. hee.. but who asked u to read? it was ur choice . heh. oh nooo.. there's a kumbang in my roooom!! i'm ducking now cos it's flying ard blindly.. oh no.. shittttttttttt!!
suddenly woke up at 8 + this morning cos my sis was babbling to me. she was getting ready to go to her "amazing race" camp n she kept asking me where she put her stuffs.. n how would i know? so, like any normal, sane , sleepy person would do.. i shut her out n continued my sleep.. yea i feel guilty right now, i should have helped her search for her stuffs.. but i was just tooo sleepy! u cant blame me, can u? after my completed beauty sleep (as afandi would call it.. ahahah) finally found the will to wake up at 11 n freshen up. why would i wake up at 11 u might ask..(as that's the earliest these few days).. well, had to take my new jeans back frm the shop...yepp had them altered.. yay! hee . . i can finally wear them~ so, got home..called nad to inform her about today's outing. but she cant make it cos she had to meet her mum somewhere at 4.. *sighs*..she totally missed out. as well as nisha.. oh well..
so called mus, chatted for awhile.. then we (or rather.. mus) came up with the idea to sabo the bday girls!! shefah n fana~.. hehe.. well it was a last minute plan so, it kinda got messed up in the end.. heh. after all that planning.. got dressed n ready to "ramba" hehe.. on the way to our meeting place, met derek.. hee. .well he trimmed his hair n screwed the afro hair.. (phew~) we talked about our present poly life, new frens n stuffs like that. he was goin to meet desmond! hee. . remember? the desmond whom i had a crush on cos he looks like dave moffatt! hehehe.. but didnt get to see him cos had to meet ma frens at the mrt station.. (damn) hehe..
on the way to the mrt, saw shafie (remember rad?) .. the shafie who used to be chubby n reminded me of old Undertaker's manager (the creepy guy).. hehe.. well, he's slimmer now (:P) n ok la.. kinda cute ar.. but i think he was with his gf. haha.. still remember the time mrs alsagoff cut the plastic ball into two n place each half onto ahmad's n shafie's head cos they were caught playing the ball in class! ahahahah
ok, so went shopping with my BFFs.. for bags, wallets.. clothes.. n what have u.. meanwhile, zack n lut was entrusted to buy a cake, flour n some eggs (for the bday bash).. but wonder what happened to the flour n eggs.. hee.. we took a long time shopping/window-shopping.. until zack got mad.. (sorry zack~.. n lut~).. then. i asked shevvy whether she's goin home to change b4 her bday dinner (cos zack n lut was waiting at her void deck!) but *gasps* she wasnt planning on going home! k so lut n zack got mad.. again.. we managed to persuade fana (surprise surprise!) n shefah to go to a nearby block.. shevvy was clueless.. but thank gawd she followed us..after asking alot of qns! hee. .n yes, finally met zack n lut.. n we had a "party" ahaha..
we "celebrated" at the meery-go-round (missed the one near our sch!).. we played a game ar. we place a slice of the cake onto the cardboard n stuffed the small candle holder in it.. shefah n fana had to take it out using their mouth. the 1st one up is shefah.. wen she was digging the cake with her mouth, mus pushed her head into the cake n i splashed some water on her! hee . . woo~ but she wasn't badly sabo-ed ar. cos her face wasnt covered with much cake! ishh.. after that it was fana's turn but i was a sec too early.. hehe.. i poured some water on her before she even dig the cake! ish fizah fizah *shakes head*.. but it all went well.. feel really happy but it would be better with nad n nish ard ... :(.. n find it kinda surprising that fana had fun. it was a long time since i saw her feeling really.. really happy.. :) overall, greatt day ar. n later got survivor~! weeee~ altho i feel that my burton shouldnt be voted off!! but he was too confident.. ish ish.. a lesson learned here everyone.. ehe.. but nvr mind.. he won the beau car didnt he? wee~
oh yea, saddam got caught.. well, finally they got that son of a can-opener!
ok ar i think i'm writing a tad too long .. hee.. but who asked u to read? it was ur choice . heh. oh nooo.. there's a kumbang in my roooom!! i'm ducking now cos it's flying ard blindly.. oh no.. shittttttttttt!!
Saturday, December 13, 2003
weee~
i'm so happy today~ hehe..
went to parkway with my mum n my two other siblings to buy some clothes.. yay finally bought the one i've been dreaming about (hee. .) wont wanna spoil the surprise! i'll wear it on the 1st day of sch, aight? ;P after the parkway tour, we went back to bedok intch to look for some other stuffs.. i saw this pair of slippers which is so damn nice! just like the ones nad wants except the slippers have less beads. thought of buying it but didnt altho i bought enough money. it's just that i'm too fickle-minded. i was debating on whether to buy it but since i still have my fav pair of slippers which are still in good condition, so i scrapped the idea.
on the journey home, saw salim.. u know.. salim.. zack's salim (hee . .) well he was still short like before, but with streaks of brown on his hair.. n he rides a bike! not really sure bout that. heh i saw him carrying a helmet.. so.. maybe? i dunno..
and wen we were taking the escalator at bedok, saw this guy who looks almost like michael vartan .. only he's the malay versh ar. he was taking the escalator down while we were taking the one leading the opp direction. then they were a group of girls in front of him, looking at him n giggling. and he did the michael vartan's trademark.. u know, the frown-n-smile thingy.. he looks soo like michael vartan~ hee . .
so, now i'm home.. feeling so bored cos i've got nada to do. i cant write/draw anything cos i got this deep cut on on index finger.. it's so damn painful!!
oh yea, got the back the photos taken during hari raya. only 5 made it! the ones of naim (nish's lil bro) n my lil sis. n one of u guys in my bedroom, hogging the pc! well the rest (ike the one taken at farhan's house) are not successful.. told ya i have a lousy camera, it's only for 5 ringgit! hehehe... *sighs* wen am i going to get a digital camera..?
i'm so happy today~ hehe..
went to parkway with my mum n my two other siblings to buy some clothes.. yay finally bought the one i've been dreaming about (hee. .) wont wanna spoil the surprise! i'll wear it on the 1st day of sch, aight? ;P after the parkway tour, we went back to bedok intch to look for some other stuffs.. i saw this pair of slippers which is so damn nice! just like the ones nad wants except the slippers have less beads. thought of buying it but didnt altho i bought enough money. it's just that i'm too fickle-minded. i was debating on whether to buy it but since i still have my fav pair of slippers which are still in good condition, so i scrapped the idea.
on the journey home, saw salim.. u know.. salim.. zack's salim (hee . .) well he was still short like before, but with streaks of brown on his hair.. n he rides a bike! not really sure bout that. heh i saw him carrying a helmet.. so.. maybe? i dunno..
and wen we were taking the escalator at bedok, saw this guy who looks almost like michael vartan .. only he's the malay versh ar. he was taking the escalator down while we were taking the one leading the opp direction. then they were a group of girls in front of him, looking at him n giggling. and he did the michael vartan's trademark.. u know, the frown-n-smile thingy.. he looks soo like michael vartan~ hee . .
so, now i'm home.. feeling so bored cos i've got nada to do. i cant write/draw anything cos i got this deep cut on on index finger.. it's so damn painful!!
oh yea, got the back the photos taken during hari raya. only 5 made it! the ones of naim (nish's lil bro) n my lil sis. n one of u guys in my bedroom, hogging the pc! well the rest (ike the one taken at farhan's house) are not successful.. told ya i have a lousy camera, it's only for 5 ringgit! hehehe... *sighs* wen am i going to get a digital camera..?
Thursday, December 11, 2003
to whom it may concern (not to u guys ar ..)
aaaaaaaaaaaarghhhh! wish i hadnt known u.. wish i hadnt "talked" to u.. cos if i hadnt, everything that i thought about u would remain true n i'm not proved otherwise. but since the time we "talked".. ur not what i thought u would be. ur the exact opposite. the thoughts are now fading away n they'll never be back.. wishing that u'd be nicer.. wishing that u'd be better.. wishing u'd be the exact perfect person i imagined u are.. but no, ur not anything i imagined u are.. u are so far from that..
aaaaaaaaaaaarghhhh! wish i hadnt known u.. wish i hadnt "talked" to u.. cos if i hadnt, everything that i thought about u would remain true n i'm not proved otherwise. but since the time we "talked".. ur not what i thought u would be. ur the exact opposite. the thoughts are now fading away n they'll never be back.. wishing that u'd be nicer.. wishing that u'd be better.. wishing u'd be the exact perfect person i imagined u are.. but no, ur not anything i imagined u are.. u are so far from that..
Thursday, December 04, 2003
ok. i'm sittin in front of the pc..eating chocolate ice cream at 5 am in the morning.. nice going fiz. aw man, cant sleep. but i must say, getting a bit sleepy right now.. maybe i'll go to sleep in about 10 mins. i just dont go to sleep in front of the pc like someone i know.. hahaha.. he can sleep while chatting.. hah. nice. anyway, today..rather yesterday, went to bugis with shefah, mus n z. jln2 tapi tk beli pape.. well except 1 ar. but penat sey jln.. kaki naik lenguh, but nemind la.. we spending quality fwens time together.. we dont do that often these days. oh well. anyhoo, wanna write about raymond.. aha he lives beside a forest sia. how cool is that? n once in a while can see wild animals walking around. uber cool. ok fiz jakon.. takpe. unlike me, living beside a wannabe forest which doesnt even look an incy bit like a forest. oh well. life's good, cant complain. k, think i'm finally goin to sleep.
Wednesday, December 03, 2003
just finished watchin Nvr Been Kissed.. wahh ..so damn switt sia the ending.. soo romantic hahaha.. ok stop it, fizah. heh. ok la must admit, i am a sucker for switt/happy endings.. u know..predictable ones.. but i like those unpredictable ones too.. they make u go like, "what?! nooo! this isn't how it's suppose to end!!" like Ada Apa Dgn Cinta.. ishhh.. so sadddd.. yah i cried.. well just tears rolling down my cheeks.. yea yea call me cengeng or whatever, i dont care hee~ haiz.. rangga is soooo .. ok ok stop. anyhoo, today went to tamp to accompany my lil siblings to the vcd shop n toys r us. lame sia.. but looking at all those toys..makes me wanna be a toddler again.. shiok sia.. n my lil bro ni ciket sot. adeke nak gi belik stone cold + NWO n a wrestling ring.. which totals up to like.. 100 bucks?! i mean, u can buy like..3 kurtas n a pair of jeans! thank gawd i knocked some sense into him. of course, he was really mad at me. but hello? money doesnt come to u like rain on earth ok..well, at least i let him buy the Survivor Series vcd..since he begged for it. mann.. n i saw the results of Kane vs Shane.. n it is NOT good.. heh not gonna spoil it for u guys. so i'll shut up..
anyhoo, i saw a water snake right here in my neighbourhood! oh c'mon, how often do u see a snake? unless u count those in the zoo or wherever. but really, on monday, it was like raining cats n dogs right? well so we were going to our uncles house. then we cannot walk thru the usual pathway we used to take as the entrance is flooded with rain water. so we went to another pathway n it was also flooded. so yea we had to walk thru it. (not gonna tell what happens here hee~) after that, we saw this snake..very cute! it was goin for the drain n my sis almost managed to pick it up when i stopped her. well, we were on the way to someone's house.. n trust me, we're not suppose to bring snakes!! haha.. ok.. fizah jakon skarang.. ar read my lips.. whateverrrrrr
anyhoo, i saw a water snake right here in my neighbourhood! oh c'mon, how often do u see a snake? unless u count those in the zoo or wherever. but really, on monday, it was like raining cats n dogs right? well so we were going to our uncles house. then we cannot walk thru the usual pathway we used to take as the entrance is flooded with rain water. so we went to another pathway n it was also flooded. so yea we had to walk thru it. (not gonna tell what happens here hee~) after that, we saw this snake..very cute! it was goin for the drain n my sis almost managed to pick it up when i stopped her. well, we were on the way to someone's house.. n trust me, we're not suppose to bring snakes!! haha.. ok.. fizah jakon skarang.. ar read my lips.. whateverrrrrr
Tuesday, December 02, 2003
the day before hari rayer
went to geylang for some last min shopping..(for my bag n mum's flowers)..
we buker-ed at S11's Amira's Grill..n remember my sis's turkish fren? woo~ he was there! ahaha.. well he's cute.. but not exactly gorgeous..(unlike my Ilhan hehe).. n his name is Ashraf.. he's quite funny too..wen he saw my sis, he went "KARTINI! ASSALAMMUALAIKUM!" ahah.. n he keeps smiling all the time.. hee~
ok ar so, since we came late, there was only one small, pathetic, miserable table which surprisingly fits all 6 of us! n i sat facing these 3 guys..(one of the ..damn cute.. heh), so paisey ler..but since da lapar kan..makan jer arh. heh..
i always call my younger bro, abang in front of my lil sis (role model ehem..ehem..) so, at that time i wanted my younger bro to pass the mushroom soup ar..so i said, "abang...", then yg laki 3 tuh tgk me..eee paisey nyer..as if i will call any of them abang...puii da..(although they're quite cute. heh)
ok so after that, went searching for the items n there's this makcik which appeared in front of me out of nowhere, holding a baju kurong..begging me to buy.. i was like, "saye da beli, cik".. then she keeps patronising me..thank gawd for my sis who quickly pulled me away.. phew..or else i would feel realy bad..
hari rayer
woo~ i was excited.. but in the morning, i was a bit grumpy..slept at 3 the prev night was damn tired..i didnt wanna wake up.. but since my mum is my alarm clock, i had no choice..k, so got ready..n went to my wak imah's house..we were the 1st ones there.. ahaha.. we were usually the last, after that, went to several houses before ending up at wak aton's house..everybody was there n we had fun.. laughing none stop..my kakak sedare, kak jun, she's my fav sedare.. she's this loud lady with a lot to say.. n criticise. haha.. she kept talking n talking n cracked us up..her siblings are the funny type too. oo i can tell u, saket perot ketawe..lagi2 wen we were watching the encore of salam lebaran..
anyhoo, all my relatives, wen saw me, they went, "eh fizah..da tembam siket ehhh".. ooh i hate that.. they thought i still look emaciated like before.. which i was so NOT! hee~ anyway it was good seeing my large family..
today
nothing to blog about today.. just went out with my family to several ppl's houses.. bo~ring~
went to geylang for some last min shopping..(for my bag n mum's flowers)..
we buker-ed at S11's Amira's Grill..n remember my sis's turkish fren? woo~ he was there! ahaha.. well he's cute.. but not exactly gorgeous..(unlike my Ilhan hehe).. n his name is Ashraf.. he's quite funny too..wen he saw my sis, he went "KARTINI! ASSALAMMUALAIKUM!" ahah.. n he keeps smiling all the time.. hee~
ok ar so, since we came late, there was only one small, pathetic, miserable table which surprisingly fits all 6 of us! n i sat facing these 3 guys..(one of the ..damn cute.. heh), so paisey ler..but since da lapar kan..makan jer arh. heh..
i always call my younger bro, abang in front of my lil sis (role model ehem..ehem..) so, at that time i wanted my younger bro to pass the mushroom soup ar..so i said, "abang...", then yg laki 3 tuh tgk me..eee paisey nyer..as if i will call any of them abang...puii da..(although they're quite cute. heh)
ok so after that, went searching for the items n there's this makcik which appeared in front of me out of nowhere, holding a baju kurong..begging me to buy.. i was like, "saye da beli, cik".. then she keeps patronising me..thank gawd for my sis who quickly pulled me away.. phew..or else i would feel realy bad..
hari rayer
woo~ i was excited.. but in the morning, i was a bit grumpy..slept at 3 the prev night was damn tired..i didnt wanna wake up.. but since my mum is my alarm clock, i had no choice..k, so got ready..n went to my wak imah's house..we were the 1st ones there.. ahaha.. we were usually the last, after that, went to several houses before ending up at wak aton's house..everybody was there n we had fun.. laughing none stop..my kakak sedare, kak jun, she's my fav sedare.. she's this loud lady with a lot to say.. n criticise. haha.. she kept talking n talking n cracked us up..her siblings are the funny type too. oo i can tell u, saket perot ketawe..lagi2 wen we were watching the encore of salam lebaran..
anyhoo, all my relatives, wen saw me, they went, "eh fizah..da tembam siket ehhh".. ooh i hate that.. they thought i still look emaciated like before.. which i was so NOT! hee~ anyway it was good seeing my large family..
today
nothing to blog about today.. just went out with my family to several ppl's houses.. bo~ring~